'Then how come he wants to rub down my horse?'
This was carrying it too far. I knew Tobin could lick me eight ways from breakfast with one hand, but now I could feel the anger up in my throat and I had to say something.
'Tobin . . . you stop that kind of talk and act like a human being for once in your life!'
He took the time to look my way. 'Uncle, are you telling me what to do?'
'I can't talk any plainer!'
He grinned . . . didn't get mad . . . just grinned and said, 'Uncle, you know better than that. You don't tell me what to do. Not you or any man here.' He turned to Lefton again. 'I'm the only one doing any telling, ain't that right?'
He poked Lefton with the quirt and Lefton nodded, though he was looking at the floor.
'Let me hear you say it.'
Lefton nodded again. 'Yes . . . that's right.'
Tobin waited. 'Yes . . . what?'
Then it was like seeing this Lefton give up the last shred of pride he owned, and you had to turn your head because you knew he was going to say it, and you didn't want to be looking at him because you weren't sure if you'd feel sorry for him anymore.
We heard it all right, the hollow sounding, 'Yes sir '
And after it, Tobin saying, 'Now you find your left handed curry comb and go on out and rub my horse.'
Chapter Three
All the way back to our headquarters, later on, with the two hundred odd head we'd gathered, not one of us said a word to Tobin, though he made some remarks when we stopped that night as to how fine his big sorrel looked even if it had been curried by a left handed stable boy.
As I said, we'd come over to the east range to gather and by the time we'd got back to the home ranch the trail drive was about to get under way and, thank the Lord, we saw little of Tobin for the next forty some odd days. Chris and Kite and Vicente and I were swing riders when we were on the move; but Tobin, because he was a new man, had to ride drag and eat dust all the way.
We left Sudan, where the El Centro main herd was headquartered, about the first of May, and it wasn't till the middle of June that I had my bath in the Grand Central Hotel in Ellsworth.
I'll tell you the truth: I thought of that one armed man about every day of the drive, though I never talked about him to the others.
Still, I knew they were thinking about him the way I was. Picturing him standing there with his one arm held tight against his belly after Tobin had quirted him holding it like that because he didn't have another hand to rub the sting with. Maybe we should all have jumped Tobin and beat his hide off, but that wouldn't have proved anything. I think we were all waiting to see this one armed man stand his ground and fight back, and though he wouldn't have had a chance, at least he would have felt better after.
Why did Tobin lay it on him? I don't know. I've seen men like Tobin before and since, but not many, thank the Lord. That kind always has to be proving something that other people don't even bother about.
Maybe Tobin did it to show us he had no use for a man who couldn't stand on his own two feet. Maybe he did it just so he could see how low a man could slip. Then he could say to himself, 'Tobin, boy, you'll never be like that, even if both your arms were gone.'
And probably Tobin would be judging himself right. No one could say that he wasn't like a piece of rawhide. He was hard on himself even, would take the meanest horse in the remuda and be the last one in at night just so he could say he worked harder than anybody else. But that's all you could say for him.
And why did John Lefton, a man who had been a cavalry officer and gone through the war, stand there and take it? That I don't know either. Maybe he had too much pride.
After running for eight years, it was a long way to look back to what he was. And the mescal would blur it to make it farther. I remember sitting in the tub in the Grand Central Hotel and saying, 'The hell with him,' like that was final. But it wasn't that easy. There was something about him that told you that at least one time he had been much man.
We did see John Lefton again.
No . . . I don't want to jump to it. I'll tell it the way it happened.
We came back from Ellsworth and most of that fall Chris and me worked a company herd up on the Canadian near Tascosa. Then toward the middle of November we were ordered back to Sudan.
One day, right after we were back, the company man, C. H. Felt, said he was sending us over to the east range with a wagon full of alfalfa to scatter for the winter graze. I asked him who was going and he said Chris and Kite and Vicente . . . that's right, and Tobin Royal.
That's how the same five of us come to ride down that gray windy grade into Brady's yard that November afternoon.
No one was in sight, not even the dog we could hear barking off somewhere behind the adobes. Kite swung down and took my reins as I dismounted. Vicente took Chris's. That left Tobin Royal to care for his own. He was still riding that big sorrel.
Chris and I went inside the adobe and right away Chris said, 'Something's different here.'
'You just never seen the place empty, is all.'
He kept looking all around to see if he could place what it was. Then I started looking around and it was an unnaturally long moment before it dawned on me what it was.
The place was clean. Not just swept clean and dusted, but there was wax on the bar and three tables and fresh paint on the places it belonged.
'Chris, the place is clean. That's what it is!'
He didn't answer me. Chris was looking down to the back end where the rolltop and the door was. A woman, a black haired, slim built, prettier thanordinary woman, closed the door and came toward us.
She came right up and gave us a little welcome smile, and said, 'May I serve you gentlemen something to eat?' Her voice was pleasant, but she seemed to be holding back a little.
Chris said, 'Eat?'
And I said, 'We ate at camp, ma'am,' touching my hat. 'We were thinking of a drink.'
She smiled again and you could tell that one was put on. 'The bar is Mr. Brady's department,' she said and started to turn. 'He can't be far. I'll see if I can find him.' She started to walk to the back, and that's when Kite and Vicente and Tobin Royal came in.
She looked around, but must have reasoned they were with Chris and me, because she went on then until Tobin called out, 'Hey . . . where you going?'
She stopped, turning full around as Tobin brushed past us saying, 'Now that old man's using his head,' meaning Brady, I guess.
The smile didn't show this time, but she said, 'May I serve you something to eat?'
Tobin grinned. 'Not to eat.'
'I don't serve the bar,' the woman said. 'Mr.
Brady does that.'
'Uh huh,' Tobin said. Then he laughed out loud. 'Like you never been behind a bar before!
What're you doing here then?'
'I'm here,' she said quietly, 'with my husband.'
'You're married to Brady?'
'I'm Mrs. Lefton.'
'Lefton!' Tobin's mouth hung open. 'You're married to that one armed stable boy!'
The color came up over her face like she'd been slapped, but she didn't say a word. Tobin was grinning and shaking his head like it was the funniest thing he'd ever heard of. 'Listen,' he said to her.
'You get me a whiskey drink and I'll tell you something about your husband you probably don't know.'
Right then Brady came in behind us. His coat was on and he was breathing in and out like he'd hurried. From
