'Oh, I don't want that, Mrs. Miller. I'm already responsible for one person losing her job here. I don't want another person on my conscience. Of course, do what you have to do and don't worry about me,' I said.
'Now, now, dear. We'll still worry about you. Other girls have been in this predicament, you know. It's not the end of the world, although it might seem so to you right now.' She smiled. 'You'll be all right,' she promised, patting my hand. 'Just rest. do what has to be done and do it discreetly.'
She left and I lay there, hoping the ceiling would fall in on me and cursing the day I had decided to leave the bayou.
Nearly an hour later, Mrs. Ironwood arrived with Mrs. Miller to inform me that Daphne was sending the limousine for me. I could se the glint of self-satisfaction in her eyes as she spoke.
'Get yourself together and go back to the dorm. Pack your things, all your things. You won't be coming back to Greenwood,' she commanded.
'At least there's one good thing to come of this,' I said.
She turned bright crimson and hoisted her shoulders. 'I'm not surprised. It was only a matter of time before you destroyed yourself. Your sort always does,' she snapped, then left before I could reply.
I didn't care anymore anyway. Ironically, Gisselle had been right: Greenwood was a horrible place as long as that woman ran and administered it. I left the building and returned to the dorm to complete my packing. I had most of it done by midday, when Gisselle came running over during the lunch hour. She burst into the quad screaming my name. When she saw my suitcases packed, my closet and dresser drawers emptied, her mouth dropped.
'What's going on?' she demanded, and I told her. For once, she was speechless. She sat on my bed.
'What are you going to do?'
'What can I do? I'm going home. The limousine should be here shortly.'
'But that's not fair. I'll be left here all alone.'
'All alone? You have the other girls, and you never wanted to do things with me anyway, Gisselle. We're sisters, but up here we were strangers most of the time.'
'I'm not staying here. I won't,' she insisted.
'That's between you and Daphne,' I said.
She went fuming out of my room to make her phone call, but she didn't return to pack her things, so I imagined Daphne had denied her request. At least for now.
Half an hour later Mrs. Penny, her face sallow, came to inform me that the limousine had arrived, She was sincerely sad for me, and she helped me carry some of my things out to the car.
'I'm very disappointed in you,' she said. 'And so is Mrs. Ironwood.'
'Mrs. Ironwood is not disappointed, Mrs. Penny. You work for an ogre. Someday you'll admit that to yourself and then you'll leave too.'
'Leave?' She looked like she would laugh. 'But where would I go?'
'Anyplace where people aren't hypocritical and mean to each other, where you're not judged on the basis of your bank account, where nice and talented people like Miss Stevens aren't persecuted for being honest and caring.'
She stared at me a moment, and then with her face as serious as I had ever seen it, she said, 'There isn't any such place, but if you find it, send me a postcard and tell me how to get there.'
She left me and walked back to the dorm to return to her duties as the surrogate mother for all of these girls. I got into the limousine and we drove away.
And I never looked back.
Edgar came out and helped the driver carry all my things up to my room when I arrived. He informed me that Daphne wasn't home.
'But madame asked that you remain in the house and speak to no one until she returns,' he said. I wondered if he knew why I had come back. He knew it was something terrible, but he didn't reveal whether he knew any details. Nina was another story. She took one look at me when I entered the kitchen to greet her and said, 'You be with child, girl.'
'Daphne told you.'
'She be ranting and raving so loud, even the dead in ovens over at St. Louis Cemetery musta heard her. Then she come in here and told me herself.'
'It's my fault, Nina.'
'It takes two to make baby magic,' she said. 'It ain't be your only fault.'
'Oh Nina, what am I going to do? I not only make mistakes that ruin my own life, I make the kind that ruin other people's lives too.'
'Someone powerful put a fix on you. None of Nina's good gris-gris stop it,' she said thoughtfully. 'You best go to church and ask St. Michael for help. He be the one who help you conquer your enemies,' she advised.
We heard the front door open and close and then the sound of Daphne's heels clicking down the corridor sharply. This was followed by Edgar's arrival.
'Madame Dumas is here, mademoiselle. She wants to see you in the office,' he told me.
'I'd rather see the devil,' I muttered.
Nina's eyes widened with fear.
