Pearl in the Mist

'But not a separate letter,' she emphasized.

'You've never written one to him,' I pointed out.

She considered this a moment. 'Boys should write first.'

'Boyfriends, maybe, but not a brother. With a brother, it doesn't matter who writes first.'

'Then why doesn't he write to me?' she wailed.

'I'll tell him to,' I promised.

'No you won't. If he won't do it on his own . . . then . . . he won't. I'll just lay here forever, left to stare at the ceiling as usual and wonder what everyone else is doing, what sort of fun they're having . . . you're having,' she added sharply.

'You don't lay here wondering about anything, Gisselle,' I said, finally unable to stave off a smile. 'You go wherever you want, whenever you want. You merely have to snap your fingers and everyone jumps. Didn't Daddy buy the van just so you could be taken everywhere in your wheelchair?'

'I hate that van. And I hate being taken in the wheelchair. I look like something being delivered, like breads or . . . or . . . boxes of bananas. I won't go in it,' she insisted.

Daddy had wanted to drive to Greenwood in Gisselle's van, but she vowed she wouldn't set foot in it. He wanted to use it because of all the things she had insisted on taking with her. She had had Wendy Williams, our maid, in her room for hours and hours packing everything, deliberately demanding the most insignificant things just to make it all that much more difficult. My pointing out to her that we had limited space in the dormitory and we had to wear uniforms didn't dissuade her.

'They'll make space for me. Daddy said they would do all that they could to accommodate me,' she insisted. 'And as for wearing uniforms . . . we'll see about that.'

She wanted her stuffed animals—each and every one—her books and magazines, her photograph albums, almost her entire wardrobe, including all her shoes, and she even had Wendy pack every last thing from her vanity table!

'You'll be sorry when you come home for vacations,' I warned her. 'You won't have the things you want here, and then—'

'And then I'll just send someone out to buy them for me,' she replied smugly. Suddenly, she smiled. 'If you would insist on more, Daddy would see how horrible this move is and maybe then he would change his mind.'

Gisselle's conniving never ceased to amaze me. I told her that if she put half as much energy toward doing the things she had to do instead of working on getting out of her responsibilities, she would be a success at anything.

'I'm a success when I want to be, when I have to be,' she replied, so I gave up on another sisterly conversation.

Now it was the morning of our trip to the school and I just dreaded going into her room. I didn't need one of Nina's crystals to predict how I would be greeted and what to expect. I dressed and brushed out my hair before going in to see how far along she was. I met Wendy in the hallway hurrying away practically in tears and muttering to herself.

'What is it, Wendy?'

'Monsieur Dumas sent me up to help her get started, but she won't listen to a word I say,' she complained. 'I plead with her and plead with her to get her body movin' and she lay there like a zombie, her eyes sewn shut, pretending she's asleep. What am I supposed to do?' she wailed. 'Madame Dumas will yell at me, not her.'

'No one's going to yell at you, Wendy. I'll get her up,' I said. 'Just give me a few moments.'

She smiled through her tears and wiped them off her plump cheeks. Wendy wasn't much older than Gisselle and me, but she had stopped going to school when she was only in the eighth grade and become a maid for the Dumas family. Ever since Gisselle's car accident, Wendy was more like Gisselle's whipping boy, bearing the brunt of her rages and tantrums. Daddy had hired a private duty nurse to look after Gisselle, but she couldn't tolerate Gisselle's tantrums.

Neither could the second and third nurse, so the responsibility of looking to Gisselle's needs was unfortunately added to Wendy's chores.

'Don't know why you even care about her,' Wendy said, her dark eyes as furious and bright as two shiny discs of black onyx.

I knocked on Gisselle's door, waited, and then entered when she didn't respond. She was as Wendy had described: still under the blanket, her eyes shut. I went to her window and looked out. Gisselle's room had a view of the street. The morning sunlight glittered off the cobblestone walk, and there was light traffic. Along our cornstalk fence, the azaleas, yellow and red roses, and hibiscus had all bloomed in a burst of breathtaking color. No matter how long I lived in this mansion, this estate in New Orleans's famed Garden District, I remained in awe of the homes and landscaping.

'What a beautiful day,' I said. 'Think of all the nice things we're going to see on the trip.'

'It's a boring trip. I've been to Baton Rouge before,' she said. 'We'll see ugly oil refineries belching smoke.'

'Oh my, she is alive!' I declared, slapping my hands together. 'Thank heaven. We all thought you had passed on during the night.'

'You all wished, you mean,' she said angrily. She didn't pull herself to a sitting position. Instead, she turned and left her head sunk in the big, fluffy pillow, her arms at her sides, and sulked.

'I thought you finally agreed to go and not to make a fuss, as long as you could take everything you wanted along, Gisselle,' I said with controlled patience.

'I just said I give up. I didn't say I agreed to go.'

'You and I looked over the brochures. You admitted it looked like a beautiful place,' I reminded her. She focused her gaze on me, her eyes small.