“No,” she said slowly, suspicion creeping through her like a spider. “It’s too perfect. It’s like you’re saying exactly what I want to hear.” She shook her head. “I don’t believe you.”
“Why would we want anything else?” asked Samm. “It’s the most basic instinct of life — to outlive yourself. To build another generation that’s going to see tomorrow.”
“But you’ve never even known family,” said Kira. “You didn’t have families, you didn’t grow up, you have no idea what it’s even like. What if creation is just a phantom instinct, held over from some lost shred of DNA?”
Like a flash, Kira remembered a dog — it was giant in her memory, a growling mass of muscle and teeth. It chased her through a park or a garden, something green with grass and flowers, and she was terrified, and the dog was almost on her, and suddenly her father was there. He was not a strong man, he wasn’t big or powerful, but he put himself between her and the dog. He was bitten, and she thought it was very bad. He did it to save her. That’s what fathers did.
“What do you think it says about us that we don’t have any parents?” She looked up and caught Samm’s eye. “I don’t mean us, I don’t mean kids, I mean no fathers at all — a whole society, two whole societies, with no parents at all. What do you think that’s done to us?”
Samm said nothing, but he held her gaze. There was a tear in his eye — the first time she’d ever seen him cry. The scientist in her wanted to study it, to take a sample, to find out how and why and what he was crying. The girl in her simply thought of the Hope Act and wondered if a law like that could ever pass if a voter knew it would be forced upon his own daughter.
Kira looked at the screen, seeing not the image but her memory of Manhattan: of the Partial attack; of Gabe’s body lying slumped in the hall where the Partials had shot him.
She racked her brain for more memories, trying to call up anything that would support what she desperately wanted to be true.
The doors opened with a sudden buzz, and the decontamination blowers roared to life. Shaylon came through the tunnel, clutching a plastic syringe full of blood, and ran to her in a rush.
“The nurse said to give you this,” he said quickly, holding out the syringe. “She said you’d know what to do with it.”
“You’re not allowed in here,” said Kira.
“She said it was an emergency,” said Shaylon, then stopped and looked at Samm. “So that’s him?”
She took the syringe gingerly; the tube was still warm from the blood inside. “What is it?”
“She said you’d know,” said Shaylon. “It’s from the maternity ward.”
Realization dawned, and Kira’s eyes went wide. “It’s from a newborn! One of the mothers had her baby!” She rushed to the counter, pulling out slides and vials and pipettes in a flurry. “Do you know which one?”
“She said you’d know what to do with it!”
“I do know,” said Kira. “Calm down.”
“Which one’s the microscope?”
“This one.” She flew across the room with the slide in hand, opening the viewing chamber and slamming the slide home. She flicked on all the switches, drumming on the scope anxiously while it slowly hummed to life, and when the screen flickered on she started the viewer, telling the computer to search for viruses. A small
The computer popped up a small notice:
Shaylon pointed at it, his voice terrified. “The baby’s a Partial?”
“No, it means the object it found only partially matches the records in the database.”
“What is it?”
“It’s a new form of the virus,” said Kira, turning it on the screen to get the best possible view. “The airborne Spore is supposed to turn into the blood-borne Blob — they’re the only two variations of RM in our entire database.” She looked desperately for anything she could understand. “This is new.”
She ticked her fingers across the screen, dissecting the image as best she could, pulling it apart to see what made it work. The computer was right — it was a partial match for the Blob, bearing many of the same protein structures in the same basic arrangement, but beyond that it was completely new — and unlike the Lurker, it was definitely viral.
Kira tapped back into the main medicomp imager.
Shaylon spoke slowly, his voice thin and nervous as he looked at Samm. “What is that?”
“I have no idea.” Kira gritted her teeth and dove into the growing pile of reports and scans and images, determined to find what she was looking for: the process of evolution from Spore to Blob, the details that would tell her how the virus functioned — the individual chemical steps behind every process. It was like trying to drink from a waterfall.
Shaylon froze, his finger on his earpiece, then dropped into a crouch. “Get down.”
“Why? What’s going on—”
“Get down!” said Shaylon fiercely, pulling her to the floor behind the metal bulk of the microscope. “There’s someone here, someone sneaking around. They think it might be a jailbreak.”
Kira glanced around the edge of the computer; Samm was watching them with interest.
She glanced back to see Shaylon listening intently to his earpiece. “They think it’s outside,” he said softly. “You stay here, I’m going to look out the window.” He rose to a crouch and ran to the far wall, his body low, his rifle at the ready. Kira glanced at Samm, then at the door, then ran to the counter and grabbed the pistol, pulling it with her to the floor. She had cover from the window, but not from the door. Was the second soldier still out there? She