The park was like a quiet backwater in the eddying rush of

the evening city. Bill felt conspicuous and vulnerable in the

gloaming light. Above all, he felt a new loneliness, and he

knew that now Clara felt it, too. They needed each other as

each had been, before fear had bleached their feeling to

white bones of desperation.

They were not taking their drugs as prescribed, and for that

they would be horribly punished. That was the only unforgiv-

able sin in their world. By committing it, he and Clara had

found out what life could be, in the same act that would sure-

ly take life from them. Their powerful emotions they had

found in abundance simply by refusing to take the drugs, and

by being together briefly each fifth day in a dangerous breach

of all convention. The closer their discovery and the greater

their terror, the more desperately they needed even their

terror, and the more impossible became the delight of their

first meetings.

Telegraphing bright beads of sound, a night bird skimmed

the sunset lawns to the looming statue and skewed around

its monolithic base. The bird's piping doubled and then choked

off as it veered frantically from Bill. After a while, far off

through the park, it released a fading protest of song.

Above Bill, the towering statue of the great Alfred Mor-

ris blackened against the sunset. The hollowed granite eyes

bore down on him out of an undecipherable dark... the

ancient, implacable face of the Medicorps. As if to pro-

nounce a sentence on his present crimes by a magical dis-

closure of the weight of centuries, a pool of sulphurous light

and leaf shadows danced on the painted plaque at the base

of the statue:

On this spot in' the Gregorian year 1996, Alfred Morris

announced to an assembly of war survivors the hypothal-

amic block. His stirring words were, 'The new drug se-

lectively halts at the thalamic brain the upward flow of

unconscious stimuli and the downward flow of unconscious

motivations. It acts as a screen between the cerebrum and

the psychosomatic discharge system. Using hypothalamic

block, we will not act emotively, we will initiate acts only

from the logical demands of situations.'

This announcement and the subsequent wholehearted ac-

tion of the war-weary people made the taking of hypothal-

amic block obligatory. This put an end to the powerful

play of unconscious mind in the public and private af-

fairs of the ancient world. It ended the great paranoid

wars and saved mankind.

In the strange evening light, the letters seemed alive, a cen-

turies-old condemnation of any who might try to go back to

the ancient pre-pharmacy days. Of course, it was not really

possible to go back. Without drugs, everybody and all society

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