her.
'Hey, you know,' she said, 'tomorrow's papers will have half a column on the service and three pages on the riot.'
Sadly, she was right.
I had trouble sleeping. I felt guilty that while I was in the poshness of my cheap motel, so many thousand marchers were encamping on cold floors and benches.
Saturday was chill and windy, but at least the rain had stopped. Having no one to bail out or anything to argue for, I wandered over to St Mark's, which was a rendezvousing place for everyone.
The church was filled with people bunking out, or having coffee, or just sitting silently to wait the cue. Everything had been well organized, with marshals to keep marchers from the cops (and vice versa). There were medicos to handle unexpected crises. Here and there I even saw a person over thirty.
By the coffee urn, some doctors were explaining to a group of volunteers how to react should tear gas manifest itself.
Sometimes when you're lonely, you imagine that you see a face you know. One female doctor looked extremely like … Joanna Stein.
'Hello,' she said, as I was pouring coffee. It was Joanna.
'Don't let me interrupt the first-aid seminar.'
'That's okay,' she said. 'I'm glad to see you here. How are you?'
'Cold,' I said.
I wondered if I should apologize for never having called her back. It didn't seem the moment.
Though I think her gentle face was asking.
'You look tired, Jo,' I said.
'We drove all night.'
'That's rough,' I said, and offered her a swig of coffee.
'Are you by yourself?' she asked.
What was her implication?
'I hope I'll be with half a million others,' I replied. And thought I'd covered every loophole.
'Yeah,' she said.
A pause.
'Uh, by the way, Jo, how's your family?'
'My brothers are down here somewhere. Mom and Dad are stuck in New York, playing.'
Then she added, 'Are you marching with a group?'
'Oh, sure,' I said, as casually as possible. And instantly regretted lying. For I knew she'd have invited me to join her friends.
'You're … looking well,' Jo said to me. And I could tell that she was marking time in hopes that I might show more interest.
But I felt embarrassed simply standing there and trying to chat superficially.
'I'm sorry, Jo,' I said. 'I've got some buddies waiting for me in the cold … '
'Oh, sure,' she said. 'Don't let me keep you.' 'No — it's just … '
She saw I was uneasy and she let me go.
'Enjoy yourself.':
I hesitated, then I started to go off.
'Remember me to all the music freaks,' I called.
'They'd love to see you, Oliver. Come any Sunday.'
Now I was some distance from her. Casually I turned and saw she'd joined another woman and two men. Clearly those she'd driven down with. Other doctors? Was one guy her boyfriend?
None of your damn business, Oliver.
I marched. I didn't chant because it's not my way. Like one huge centipede we passed the District Court, the F.B.I, and Justice, the Internal Revenue, and turned just at the Treasury. At last we reached the ithyphallic tribute to the Father of Our Country.
I froze my ass off sitting on the ground. And did a little dozing during the orations. But to me it came alive when that huge multitude joined voice and sang 'Give Peace a Chance'.
I didn't sing. I'm not a vocal person. Actually, if I'd been with Joanna's group I might have. But it's strange to try a solo in a crowd.
I was pretty tired as I unlocked my New York basement door. Just then the phone began to ring.
I mustered up a final sprint and grabbed it.
I was bushed enough to be light-headed.
'Hi,' I squeaked falsetto. 'This is Abbie Hoffman, wishing you a Yippie New Year!'
Pretty humorous, I thought.
But Marcie didn't laugh.
Because it wasn't Marcie.
'Uh-um-Oliver?'
My little joke had been a tiny bit mistimed.
'Good evening, Father. I — uh — thought you might be someone else.'
'Um — yes.'
A pause.
' How are you, son?'
'I'm fine. How's Mother?'
'Fine. She's here as well. Um — Oliver, about next Saturday … '
'Yes, sir?'
'Are we meeting in New Haven?'
I'd forgotten all about the date we'd made last June!
'Uh — sure. Of course.'
'That's fine. Will you be driving?'
'Yes.'
'Then shall we meet right at the Field House gate? Say, noon?'
'Okay.'
'And dinner afterwards, I hope.'
Come on, say yes. He wants to see you. You can hear it in his voice.
'Yes, sir.'
'That's fine. Uh — Mother wants to say hello.'
And thus my week of demonstration ended as I chatted undemonstratively with my parents.
Marcie called at midnight.
'The news said Nixon watched a football game while you were marching,' she reported.
At this point it didn't matter.
'The goddamn house is empty,' I replied.
'Just one week more … '
'This separation crap has got to end.'
'It will, my friend. In seven days.'
In my family, tradition is a substitute for love. We do not effuse affection on each other. But we instead attend the tribal functions that give testimony to our … allegiance. The yearly festivals are four: Christmas, Easter,
