“I will make a final decision at the end of the month. In the meantime, I want to take a leave of absence. Perhaps if I don’t come to work for a couple of weeks, I’ll realize that I enjoy not working and I will decide definitively to retire. You won’t object to that, I’m sure,” Omar Yussef said.
“I guess it’ll be hard for us to manage without you.” Stead-man made a sucking noise between his teeth, as though he were wrestling with an awkward dilemma, but Omar Yussef thought it sounded like the hiss of a serpent. “I’ll have to teach some of your classes, and we’ll also hire a part-timer. But we’ll get by.”
Omar Yussef felt contempt for this man. He could see the relief on his face now that his problem with Omar Yussef appeared almost to be resolved. The American would be rid of a teacher who talked back. He would not have to explain to his own superiors why the government complained about his school, just because of the teaching methods of one ageing curmudgeon. Sometimes Omar Yussef wondered if he was too hard on his own people.
As Steadman spoke approvingly about retirement, Omar Yussef almost changed his mind. He couldn’t leave the children to be taught the government’s odious version of history by second-rate hacks or, worse, by Steadman. But he needed the time to find the truth, to save George Saba. He turned and left Steadman’s office.
Chapter 8
Omar Yussef pulled his car out of the old, sandstone shed in the olive grove behind his home. As he drove around to the front of the house, Maryam looked out of the kitchen window. Her face registered the shock of finding him away from the school, but he pretended not to see her and curved out onto the wide main road toward Bethlehem and Beit Jala.
Omar Yussef was a poor driver and he took the slick roads slowly. It didn’t worry him that other cars passed him in a frenzied stream, or that frustrated taxi drivers would ride their horns until they finally found an opportunity to overtake him. At the junction where he would make a left for the climb to Beit Jala, a slim-waisted policeman ran half-heartedly back and forth, vainly trying to direct the flow of vehicles. Omar Yussef turned slowly across the oncoming traffic, which slid to a halt with a chorus of beeps.
Omar Yussef felt grimly determined after his meeting with Steadman. He ran the facts of the Abdel Rahman case through his mind repeatedly. If he found the connection with George Saba, he would be able to identify the real collaborator. He would have to prove it, but to uncover the identity of the man who had, in fact, led the Israelis to Louai Abdel Rahman would at least be the first step. If the Israelis killed Louai without a collaborator to help them, though, it would make Omar Yussef’s task much harder. Everyone wanted a scapegoat for the assassination, and it would be easier for him to persuade them to substitute another guilty party than to face the possibility that there was no one to blame except the untouchable soldiers. But there was certainly someone in the bushes when Louai Abdel Rahman died, and it was that person whom Omar Yussef needed to find.
It was hard for Omar Yussef to see as he drove. He leaned forward and rubbed the inside of the windshield with his handkerchief. His view remained obscured by a light rain. After driving even more slowly for a period, he remembered to turn on the windshield wipers. The summer dust still lay on the plastic blades and muddied his view with wet, brown smudges, until the rain cleared the window. He gripped the wheel tightly as he snaked up to Beit Jala. A truck came down the hill too fast and Omar Yussef, swerving, almost came to a halt. The cars behind him gave out a chorus of protest, as though their brakes were attached to their horns. He moved on again. The wipers made a moaning sound. The rain had stopped. Omar Yussef pulled over so that he could turn off the stammering wipers, then drove to the top of the hill. He passed the Greek Orthodox Club and recalled his dinner with George Saba. The damp gray stone of the Club looked desolate, like the asperous face of a lost, old man.
A single gunman guarded the final stretch of road before George Saba’s house. He signaled dismissively for Omar Yussef to pull over and jumped out of the way as the car came to a halt with less control than he had evidently expected. Omar Yussef enjoyed making the gunman skip onto the sidewalk. He hated these types, barely more than boys, who stared down their elders with cold faces and contemptuous gestures. Respect for older people was one quality he always instilled in his pupils, and these gunmen certainly lacked it.
“What’s the matter with you? Are you trying to kill me?” the gunman yelled.
Omar Yussef turned off his engine and took his time getting out of his car .
“You can’t park here. This area is reserved for my roadblock.”
Omar Yussef turned a full circle demonstratively in the street. “There’s plenty of room,” he said. “Even a tank could pass through here, and I expect that if the Israelis did drive a tank down here you wouldn’t be around to stop them.”
“Where are you going?”
The gunman’s rudeness made Omar Yussef angry and a little reckless. He returned to his car and turned the key in the door. “I had better lock it. I know that you people are involved in car theft. My car might be a target for thieves, because, thanks to you,” he said, looking along the street, “it’s the only car in the village that doesn’t have a bullet hole in it.”
The gunman looked at once furious and cowed.
“I said, where are you going?” the young gunman called. His voice was irritable but hesitant.
Omar Yussef sensed that the youth was already in retreat in the face of the older man’s confidence. “I’m a detective and I’m conducting an investigation of importance to national security. Now keep an eye on my car or Hussein Tamari will have your head.”
The gunman kicked a stone along the gutter and looked down. It was the gesture of a resentful, beaten, little boy. Omar Yussef smiled.
The street was empty. Even without the dull spread of the rain clouds, it would have been a sorry place. The windows of the houses on the left were shattered by bullet holes and filled with sandbags. The houses on the right must have been worse. Their backs faced across the valley to the Israeli positions and took the full impact of the gunfire. From the shelter of the street, though, Omar Yussef could enjoy the lovely old Turkish arches and the pleasing squareness of the houses and the clear air left by the rain. Though the clouds had threatened for days, this