The Collaborator of Bethlehem

some tea. He went into the salon and sat in front of the gas heater. It was like sinking into a warm bath.

Maryam came to the door. Omar Yussef glanced at her, assuming that she brought the tea he had asked Nadia to make. But there was something else in her hands which made him look up a second time from the soothing, orange glow of the heater.

“Omar, are you crazy?”

Maryam brandished the old Webley revolver that Omar Yussef had hidden in the bedroom closet.

“There are children in this house. You can’t bring a gun in here,” she said. “What on earth do you want it for?”

Omar Yussef reached out his hand. It shook as it always did, but more so now from the cold and the shock of seeing George Saba’s antique gun in his wife’s small hands. “Give that to me, Maryam.”

“No, I’m throwing it out. Tell me why you brought it into our house. Imagine if the Israelis came in here and found it. They would take you away. Or Ramiz. They would take away our son.”

“Stop it, Maryam. You’re overreacting.”

Maryam looked truly angry now. “Omar, you don’t know what things are like in this town now. You get up every day and you go to the school. You teach the kids about the past. You stop in at one of your friends’ offices for a coffee, and then you come back here and read all night. I go to the market and I hear people, and I see things. And Ramiz tells me of the events he knows you don’t want to hear about.”

“What does he keep from me?”

“He doesn’t like to upset you.”

“Upset me, how?”

“With reality,” Maryam yelled. She waved the pistol at Omar Yussef. “This gun is real, and I found it in our closet. So it’s time for you to tell me what this gun is for.”

Omar Yussef patted his hand on the sofa. Maryam came, reluctantly, and sat.

“It was George Saba’s. It is George Saba’s gun.” Omar Yussef thought of telling her about his investigation. He saw how her anger slipped away at the mention of George’s name. But the truth in its entirety would include his decision to investigate, and his present doubts about the dangers of continuing in his detective work. He decided to tell a half-truth. “Habib Saba gave it to me yesterday, when I went to see him. It is an antique pistol that George was going to sell in his shop. Habib gave it to me as a gift. I put it in the closet because I don’t want the children to see a gun around the house, even if it is a gun that no longer works. I’m sorry, Maryam. I should have told you.”

“I’m sorry that I was angry.” Maryam substituted for her anger with fussiness. “Omar, you’re cold. Where is your coat?”

He waved away her question.

“You need to warm up. I’ll make you some tea.”

She stopped at the door and held up the gun. “I’ll put this back in the closet. For now.”

Wearily, Omar Yussef nodded.

As Maryam turned, Omar Yussef heard the front door open. He saw his wife hide the gun behind her back. Ramiz came in from the street.

“Hi, Mother.”

Maryam greeted him as she left the hallway to hide the gun. Omar Yussef noticed guiltily that her voice shook as she said hello to her son.

Ramiz stood in the doorway, watching the spot where his mother had been with a look of mild contentment. He looked into the salon and, when he saw his father, his expression became serious. He unzipped his parka and joined Omar Yussef on the couch.

“Dad, I have to talk to you.”

Omar Yussef sensed a tone of warning in his son’s voice. He must know something about what I’ve been doing, he thought. I’m supposed to be the detective, but everyone’s investigating me. He tried to divert his son. “Halloun the accountant tells me you’re expanding your business. I’m happy that trade is good for you.”

Ramiz stopped a moment, as though he wanted to address Omar Yussef’s comment, but he shook his head and ignored it. “The Martyrs Brigades people came to my shop this morning.”

Omar Yussef sat up sharply.

Ramiz noticed his motion. “I see you know what I’m talking about. They know that you’re trying to clear George Saba. On the one hand, I assume that the fact they want you to stop is a sign that they’re involved in the killing for which George is being blamed. On the other hand, if guys like that want you to stop, you simply have to do so.” He put his hand on Omar Yussef’s forearm. “Dad, these men are really evil. They’ll do anything.”

Omar Yussef tried to speak, but he needed to clear his throat first. What Ramiz had told him made him more nervous than he would have expected. He coughed. “What did they say?”

“It was Hussein Tamari who came to see me. The big boss. He made threats, Dad. Threats against my business, that he’d burn it down. Threats that he’d do something to this house.” He paused. “He didn’t say it directly, but I got the impression he would hurt you physically, too.”

“He said he’d kill me?”

“No, but he implied he’d beat you up. If those guys beat you, Dad, it’d take you a long time to recover, if you ever did.”

“At my age, you mean?”