judge her to have fallen from fidelity to the high ideal. Could he have learnt the story of her life, she still persevering on her widowed way, would he not have deemed her nobler? Aid against this subtlety of conscience rose in the form of self-reproof administered by that joyous voice of nature which no longer timidly begged a hearing, but came as a mandate from an unveiled sovereign. With what right, pray, did she desire to show in Wilfrid’s eyes as other than she was? That part in life alone becomes us which is the very expression of ourselves. What merit can there be in playing the votary of an ascetic conviction when the heart is bursting with its stifled cry for light and warmth, for human joy, for the golden fruit of the tree of life? She had been sincere in her renunciation; the way of worthiness was to cherish a sincerity as complete now that her soul flamed to the bliss which fate once more offered her.
The hours passed slowly; how long the night would be if Wilfrid neither wrote to her nor came. But he had written; at eight o’clock the glad signal of the postman drew her to the door of her room where she stood trembling whilst someone went to the letter-box, and—oh, joy! ascended the stairs. It was her letter; because her hands were too unsteady to hold it for reading, she knelt by a chair, like a child with a new picture-book, and spread the sheet open. And, having read it twice, she let her face fall upon her palms, to repeat to herself the words which danced fire-like b re her darkened eyes. He wrote rather sadly, but she would not have had it otherwise, for the sadness was of love’s innermost heart, which is the shrine of mortality.
As Emily knelt thus by the chair there came another knock at the house-door, the knock of a visitor. She did not hear it, nor yet the tap at her own door which followed. She was startled to consciousness by her landlady’s voice.
‘There’s a lady wishes to see you, Miss Hood.’
‘A lady?’ Emily repeated in surprise. Then it occurred to her that it must be Mrs. Baxendale, who knew her address and was likely to be in London at this time of the year. ‘Does she give any name?’
No name. Emily requested that the visitor should be introduced.
Not Mrs. Baxendale, but a face at first barely remembered, then growing with suggestiveness upon Emily’s gaze until all was known save the name attached to it. A face which at present seemed to bear the pale signs of suffering, though it smiled; a beautiful visage of high meanings, impressive beneath its crown of dark hair. It smiled and still smiled; the eyes looked searchingly.
‘You do not remember me, Miss Hood?’
‘Indeed, I remember you—your face, your voice. But your name—? You are Mrs. Baxendale’s niece.’
‘Yes; Miss Redwing.’
‘O, how could I forget!’
Emily became silent. The eyes that searched her so were surely kind, but it was the time of fears. Impossible that so strange a visit should be unconnected with her fate. And the voice thrilled upon her strung nerves ominously; the lips she watched were so eloquent of repressed feeling. Why should this lady come to her? Their acquaintance had been so very slight.
She murmured an invitation to be seated.
‘For a moment,’ returned Beatrice, ‘you must wonder to see me. But I think you remember that I was a friend of the Athels. I am come with Mr. Athel’s leave—Mr. Wilfrid.’
Emily was agitated and could not smooth her features.
‘Oh, don’t think I bring you bad news!’ pursued the other quickly, leaning a little forward and again raising her eyes. She had dropped them on the mention of Wilfrid’s name. ‘I have come, in fact, to put Mr. Athel at ease in his mind.’ She laughed nervously. ‘He and I have been close friends for a very long time, indeed since we were all but children, and I—he—you won’t misunderstand? He has told me—me alone as yet—of what has happened, of the great good fortune that has come to him so unexpectedly. If you knew the terms of our friendship you would understand how natural it was for him to take me into his confidence, Miss Hood. And I begged him to let me visit you, because’—again she laughed in the same nervous way—’because he was in a foolish anxiety lest you might have vanished; I told him it was best that he should have the evidence of a very practical person’s senses that you were really here and that he hadn’t only dreamt it. And as we did know each other, you see—You will construe my behaviour kindly, will you not?’
‘Surely I will, Miss Redwing,’ Emily responded warmly. ‘How else could I meet your own great kindness?’
‘I feared so many things; even at the door I almost turned away. There seemed so little excuse for my visit. It was like intruding upon you. But Mr. Athel assured me that I should not be unwelcome.’
Emily, overcome by the sense of relief after her apprehensions, gave free utterance to the warm words in which her joy voiced itself. She forgot all that was strange in Beatrice’s manner or attributed it merely to timidity. Sympathy just now was like sunshine to her; she could not inquire whence or why it came, but was content to let it bathe her in its divine solace.
‘If you knew how it has flattered me!’ Beatrice continued, with a semblance of light-hearted goodness which her hearer had no thought of criticising. ‘It is the final proof of Mr. Athel’s good opinion. You know his poor opinion of conventional people and conventional behaviour. He is determined that no one shall be told till—till after Wednesday—making me the sole exception, you see. But seriously I am glad he did so, and that I have been able to meet you again just at this time. Now I can assure him that you are indeed a living being, and that there is no danger whatever of your disappearing.’
Emily did not join the musical laugh, but her heart was full, and she just laid her hand on that of Beatrice.
‘It was only for a moment,’ the latter said, rising as she felt the touch. ‘This is no hour for paying visits, and, indeed, I have to hurry back again. I should like to—only to say that you have my very kindest wishes. You forgive my coming; you forgive my hastening away so?’
‘I feel I ought to thank you more,’ broke from Emily’s lips. ‘To me, believe, it is all very like a dream. O, it was kind of you to come! You can’t think,’ she added, with only apparent irrelevance, ‘how often I have recalled your beautiful singing; I have always thought of you with gratitude for that deep pleasure you gave me.’
‘O, you shall hear me sing again!’ laughed Beatrice. ‘Ask Mr. Athel to tell you something about that. Indeed, it must be good-bye.’
They took each other’s hands, but for Emily it was not sufficient; she stepped nearer, offering her lips.
Beatrice kissed her.
