‘No, no; it will do tomorrow.’
‘May as well get it now,’ he said indifferently, and went out by the window.
That part of the garden through which he walked lay in the shadow of the house; the sky was full of moonlight, but the moon itself was still low. A pathway between laurels led to the summer-house. Just short of the little building, he passed the edge of shade, and, before entering, turned to view the bright crescent as it hung just above the house-roof. Gazing at the forms of silvered cloud floating on blue depths, he heard a movement immediately behind him; he turned, to behold Emily standing in the doorway. The moon’s rays shone full upon her; a light shawl which seemed to have covered her head had slipped down to her shoulders, and one end was held in a hand passed over her breast. There was something in the attitude which strikingly became her; her slight figure looked both graceful and dignified. The marble hue of her face, thus gleamed upon, added to the statuesque effect; her eyes had a startled look, their lids drooped as Wilfrid regarded her.
‘You have been sitting here since you left us?’ he asked, in a voice attuned to the night’s hush.
‘I was tempted to come out; the night is so beautiful.’
‘It is.’
He uttered the assent mechanically; his eyes, like hers, had fallen, but he raised them again to her face. It seemed to him in this moment the perfect type of spiritual beauty; the brow so broad and pure, the eyes far-seeing in their maidenly reserve, the lips full, firm, of infinite refinement and sweetness. He felt abashed before her, as he had never done. They had stood thus but a moment or two, yet it seemed long to both. Emily stepped from the wooden threshold on to the grass.
‘Somebody wants the “Spectator,”’ he said hurriedly. ‘I believe I left it here.’
‘Yes, it is on the table.’
With a perfectly natural impulse, she quickly re-entered the house, to reach the paper she had seen only a minute ago. Without reflection, heart-beats stifling his thought, he stepped after her. The shadow made her turn rapidly; a shimmer of silver light through the lattice-work still touched her features; her lips were parted as if in fear.
‘Emily!’
He did not know that he had spoken. The name upon his tongue, a name he had said low to himself often to- day and yesterday, was born of the throe which made fire-currents of his veins, the passion which at the instant seized imperiously upon his being. She could not see his face, and hers to him was a half-veiled glory, yet each knew the wild gaze, the all but terror, in the other’s eyes, that anguish which indicates a supreme moment in life, a turning-point of fate.
She had no voice. Wilfrid’s words at length made way impetuously.
‘I thought I could wait longer, and try in the meanwhile to win your kind thoughts for me; but I dare not part from you for so long, leaving it a mere chance that you will come back. I must say to you what it means, the hope of seeing you again. All the other desires of my life are lost in that. You are my true self, for which I shall seek in vain whilst I am away from you. Can you give me anything—a promise of kind thought—a hope—to live upon till I see you?’
‘I cannot come back.’
But for the intense stillness he could not have caught the words; they were sighed rather than spoken.
‘Because I have said this?—Emily!’
He saw the white shape of her hand resting upon the table, and held it in his own, that exquisite hand which he had so often longed to touch; how cold it was! yet how soft, living! She made no effort to draw it away.
‘I cannot say now what I wish to,’ he spoke hurriedly. ‘I must see you tomorrow—you will not refuse? I
‘I will meet you.’
He touched her fingers with his lips, took the paper, and hastened back to the house. His absence had not seemed long: it was only of five minutes. Reaching the open windows, he did not enter at once, but stood there and called to those within to come and admire the night; he felt his face hot and flushed.
‘What is there remarkable about the night?’ asked Mr. Athel, sauntering forwards.
‘Come and look at this glorious moon, Miss Redwing,’ Wilfrid exclaimed, once more with the natural friendliness of his habitual tone to her.
‘It seems to have put you into excellent spirits,’ remarked Mrs. Rossall, as, followed by Beatrice, she approached the window. ‘Have you found the “Spectator?” that’s the point.’
Wilfrid continued speaking in a raised voice, for it was just possible, he thought, that Emily might come this way round to enter, and he wished her to be apprised of their presence. All went back into the room after a few moments, and, as the air had grown cooler, the windows were closed. As Wilfrid seated himself in a dusky part of the room, he noticed that Beatrice was regarding him steadily. She had not spoken since his return, and did not do so till she presently rose to say good-night. To Wilfrid she used no form of words, merely giving him her hand; that other had been so cold, how hot this was!
She laughed as she turned from him.
‘What is the source of amusement?’ inquired Mr. Athel, who was standing by with his hands upon his hips.
‘Indeed I don’t know,’ returned Beatrice, laughing again slightly. ‘I sometimes laugh without cause.’
Emily had passed upstairs and gone to her bedroom but a moment before, treading with quick soundless steps. When Wilfrid left her in the summer-house, she stood unmoving, and only after a minute or two changed her attitude by putting her palms against her face, as if in the gloom she found too much light. It was a sensation of shame which came upon her, a tremor of maidenhood in reliving, swift instant by instant, all that had just passed. Had she in any way aided in bringing about that confession? Had she done anything, made a motion, uttered a tone, which broke away the barrier between herself and him? When she could recover self-consciousness, disembarrass
