could not have known on Thursday night who had the ticket. If he had known, he would have been at the Olsens’ in five seconds flat. He could not have known, because Jo-Jo had not run until Friday morning! Jo-Jo had remained at home, with the ticket, all Thursday night and into Friday morning. Which left a lot of hours between Roth learning about the ticket and Jo-Jo’s rabbit act. Hours I did not think Roth would have let pass in peace if he had known who had the original ticket. And hours in which Jo-Jo should have already been running, if he was going to run at all, instead of waiting until Friday morning — if Roth had known it was Jo-Jo who had the ticket.
Then it hit me — hard. Jo-Jo had not run until the murder of Tani Jones had been discovered. Jo-Jo had not run until the Olsens must have known just how bad the trouble was that Roth was in. That was all that had happened between Thursday night and Friday morning that changed the situation. That and the fact that, apparently, Roth had learned who had the ticket. But how…
‘How did Jake learn that Jo-Jo had the ticket?’ I said. ‘He didn’t see Jo-Jo take the ticket, or even push the car. If he had, he would have been after Jo-Jo Thursday night.’
They were silent. I looked from stone face to stone face. I felt that uneasiness again. I felt something lurking there in the room just under the surface. I looked at Magda Olsen. She would be the one to say it, if anyone did. She said it.
‘His name it ain’t Roth,’ Magda Olsen said. ‘It’s Lindroth. He changed it. Jake Lindroth. He’s Norwegian.’
Swede explained. ‘Jake, he got me in with Mr Pappas.’
‘Norwegian,’ Magda Olsen said, ‘He’s Lars’s cousin.’
‘My cousin, see?’ Swede said. ‘I owes him.’
‘Lars he works for Jake, not for Pappas,’ Magda Olsen said.
‘Jake, he got me in,’ Swede said.
I heard it. I got it. And I got something else. If I was afraid of Jake Roth, I’d want to be sure, too. I mean, if I knew something about Jake Roth that could get Roth a quick trip to the morgue or the bottom of the river or a shallow grave in the Jersey marshes, I would want to be very sure that Roth knew I was safe and regular and very silent. Especially if I worked for Roth, or with Roth. Jake Roth would not feel good about a cousin, a protege, who held out on him.
‘Jake got plans for Lars,’ Magda Olsen said.
In my spine I felt a monster in the gaudy room. A monster that stirred, assumed a shape. Like something that looms up out of a swamp on a dark night. The silence of the room had a stink like the breath of the monster. Swede Olsen and his boys were not looking at me. Only the old woman looked at me. She was a tough old bird. She did not flinch. Nothing in this world is simple, easy. Courage and honesty and strength are not qualities that always serve the good. Many killers are brave. Magda Olsen was not a woman who flinched from the truth.
‘All this what we got,’ Magda Olsen said, ‘is by Jake Roth. We owe Jake. All this, and more we’re gonna get.’
She waved her bony hand to indicate the whole grotesque apartment. They owed Jake Roth the big-fish home in the small-pond world where they lived. They lived on Jake Roth, and on the more they hoped he would get for them. The old woman waved her arm to show me what they owed Roth. She gave me her Gibraltar face. A rock of granite, the face of Magda Olsen.
After a moment I said the words. ‘You told Roth. Friday morning, after you heard about the murder of Tani Jones, you told Roth that it was Jo-Jo who had the ticket.’
The monster was out. It slouched in that room like some leering black shape without human form.
Swede Olsen sweated. ‘I got to tell Jake. I mean, when I finds out how bad it is, I got to tell him. He was gonna find out, you know? He don’t stop till he finds out. If he finds out and I ain’t told him, you know what happens? I mean, Jake he got to trust me.’
‘Sure,’ I said. ‘Jake got to trust you. That’s important.’
Swede wiped his face. ‘Listen, Fortune, I owe Jake. I got to tell Jake so he knows it’s okay. I got to tell him he’s safe.’
‘So you found out he killed Andy Pappas’ girl friend, and you had to show how loyal you are,’ I said. ‘And Jo- Jo? You know Roth can’t trust Jo-Jo. Cousin or no cousin. You knew that.’
Swede was eager. ‘I make Jo-Jo beat it. I tell Jake he knows we won’t talk and I’ll make Jo-Jo get out of town. I mean, I got Jo-Jo safe out of town, and Jake trusts me. See? Jake he was real grateful. He says it’s okay. He don’t got to worry, and Jo-Jo he’s safe out of town.’
Then they all began to talk. At me. They all talked at me, the words tumbling out as if a dam had burst.
‘Then you got to come around!’ Magda Olsen said. ‘You got to ask questions.’
‘You got to talk to the cops!’ one boy said.
‘You got to tell them go look for Jo-Jo!’ the other boy said.
‘You got to kick it all up!’ Swede said.
‘You!’ Magda said. ‘You got to worry Jake!’
I looked at all of them.
‘You’re not worried?’ I said.
The silence after that was like thick cream. A room full of heavy yogurt. If I could stand high enough I could have walked on that silence.
‘You really thought Roth would leave Jo-Jo alone?’ I said. ‘Jake Roth? You really thought Jake would let a man he didn’t trust run around with enough on him to hang him? Even without the ticket, Jo-Jo knew! Jo-Jo could talk to Pappas! Any time in the next hundred years!’
‘Mr Roth is family!’ Magda Olsen said.
I laughed at her. In her face. ‘A fifty-fifty chance at best. Roth would kill his mother if she knew too much and he didn’t trust her to keep quiet.’
But the old woman was tough. ‘Mr Roth he says it’s okay, you hear? Mr Roth he trusts us. Then you come around. You and that stupid dirt pig Vitanza. You come looking, you ask questions, you go to the cops!’
She raved at me, and I listened; and maybe she was right after all. Maybe Roth would have trusted the Olsens to keep Jo-Jo quiet as long as Jo-Jo never came back to Chelsea. Maybe I had put the boy’s neck in the noose. It can happen that way when you start stirring up the muddy water. Maybe Petey Vitanza had crucified his friend by trying to help him. I did not think so, I knew Roth too well for that, but it was possible. Anything is possible; even that Jake Roth might stop short of being absolutely sure. But I had asked the questions. The water had been stirred up.
‘Then?’ I said. ‘After I came around? What then? I got Roth worried, okay, but you knew he was worried. You know he is worried. You know he’s looking for Jo-Jo right now! You can go to the cops now. Or to Pappas. You think Jake just wants to talk to Jo-Jo now?’
‘Sure, talk,’ Swede Olsen said. The big Norwegian said it to the floor, to his feet in those ridiculous two-toned shoes. ‘Jake wants to talk to Jo-Jo, make it sure, you know?’
I think my mouth hung open. I know I laughed. It was more a snort than a laugh.
Magda Olsen’s voice was clear and steady. She stood in that room as rigid as steel, and her voice was as hard as steel.
‘Jo-Jo takes care of himself,’ Magda Olsen said. ‘Lars is an old man. We live good. We got five kids. We got one in college, yeh. All our life Lars he works like a pig on the docks. I work, I sweat. Like animals we live. Now we live good. Mr Roth, he’s a cousin, he gets Lars work with Mr Pappas. Good work, good money, the best. Mr Pappas he’s good to us because Jake Roth asks him to be good. In one day for Mr Pappas, Lars he makes more money than two months on the docks. He is too old to go back to the docks. We got five kids. We only got one Jake Roth.’
What do you say? Go on, tell me. You feel sick, sure, but what do you say? Do you tell them that no human being risks his child to help a Jake Roth? Sure, that’s true. It’s real easy to say, especially if you wear a white collar and drive to work through safe streets. Do you say that Lars Olsen and his worn-out old woman should go back and work themselves to death, risk all they have and what life they have left, to save their boy? It sounds good, only I’m not so sure how true it is. How far is a father responsible for saving his son from his own mistakes? How much must a mother endure in this life for her child? It’s easy to feel sick when no one is asking you to give up all that you have, all that you want, all that you need. Does it matter if the needs are rotten? Who says which need is good and which bad? And what about the other four kids? Do you sacrifice one boy to give the other four a better life — a life they at least think is better? Lars Olsen back on the docks at his age could do nothing for his kids. Magda Olsen was already an old woman long before her time. One for four. Are you so sure? I’m not.
