Late in the afternoon, as the sisters were coming up the High Street, they met him setting out in Hector’s dog- cart. ‘Oh, I say, Ethel,’ he said, drawing up, ‘do you like a drive out to Chilford? Here’s a note come to ask my father to see the old lady there, and I want some one to give me courage to be looked at, like the curate in the pulpit instead of the crack preacher.’
It was an offer not to be despised, though Ethel knew what a waiting there would be, and what a dark drive home. Up she jumped, and Tom showed his usual thoughtfulness by ordering Gertrude to run home and fetch her muff and an additional cloak, tucking her up himself with the carriage rug. That affection of Tom’s had been slow in coming, but always gave her a sense of gratitude and enjoyment.
They drove all the seven miles to Chilford without twenty words passing between them; and when there, she sat in the road, and watched one constellation after another fill up its complement of stars as well as the moon permitted, wondering whether Tom’s near-sighted driving would be safe in the dark; but her heart was so light, so glad, that she could not be afraid, she did not care how long she waited, it was only sitting still to recollect that deliverance had come to the captive—Leonard was free—’free as heart can think or eye can see,’ as would keep ringing in her ears like a joy-bell; and some better things, too. ‘Until the time came that his cause was known, the Word of the Lord tried him.’
Whether she were really too happy to note time, or that gossipry was deducted from the visit, Tom certainly returned sooner than her experience had led her to expect, made an exclamation of dismay at finding the machine was innocent of lamps, and remounted to his seat, prepared to be extremely careful.
‘I could not get them to take me for my father in a new wig,’ he said; ‘but it was a very easy-going rheumatic case, and I think I satisfied her.’
Then on he drove for a mile, till he was out of the bad cross-country road, and at last he said, ‘Ethel, I have made up my mind. There’s no press of work just now, and I find it is advisable I should go to America before I get into harness here.’
‘To America!’
‘Yes, about this book of dear old Spencer’s. It is a thing that must be complete, and I find he was in correspondence with some men of science there. I could satisfy my mind on a few points, which would make it infinitely more valuable, you see—and get it published there too. I know my father would wish every justice to be done to it.’
‘I know he would; and,’ continued Ethel, as innocently as she could, ‘shall you see the Wards?’
‘Why,’ said Tom, in his deliberate voice, ‘that is just one thing; I want particularly to see Henry. I had a talk with Wright this morning, and he tells me that young Baines, at Whitford, is going to the dogs, and the practice coming in to him. He thinks of having a partner, and I put out a feeler in case Henry Ward should choose to come back, and found it might do very well. But the proposal must come from him, and there’s no time to be lost, so I thought of setting out as soon as I hear my father is on his way back.’
‘Not waiting to see Leonard?’
‘I did see him not a month ago. Besides—’ and his voice came to a sudden end.
‘Yes, the first news,’ said Ethel. ‘Indeed it is due to you, Tom.’
Ten minutes more of silence.
‘Ethel, did she ever tell you?’
‘Never,’ said Ethel, her heart beating.
‘Then how did you know all about it?’
‘I didn’t know. I only saw—’
‘Saw what?’
‘That you were very much distressed.’
‘And very kind and rational you were about it,’ said Tom, warmly; ‘I never thought any woman could have guessed so much, without making mischief. But you must not put any misconstruction on my present intention. All I mean to do as yet is to induce Henry to remove them out of that dismal swamp, and bring them home to comfort and civilization. Then it may be time to—’
He became silent; and Ethel longed ardently to ask further, but still she durst not, and he presently began again.
‘Ethel, was I very intolerable that winter of the volunteers, when Harry was at home?’
‘You are very much improved since,’ she answered.
‘That’s just like Flora. Answer like yourself.’
‘Well, you were! You were terribly rampant in Eton refinement, and very anxious to hinder all the others from making fools of themselves.’
‘I remember! I thought you had all got into intimacies that were for nobody’s good, and I still think it was foolish. I know it has done for me! Well,’ hastily catching up this last admission, as if it had dropped out at unawares, ‘you think I made myself disagreeable?’
‘On principle.’
‘Ah! then you would not wonder at what she said—that she had never seen anything in me but contemptuous irony.’
‘I think, sometimes feeling that you were satirical, she took all your courtesy for irony—whatever you meant. I have heard other people say the same. But when—was this on the day—the day you went to remonstrate?’
‘Yes. I declare to you, Ethel, that I had no conception of what I was going to do! I never dreamt that I was in for it. I knew she was—was attractive—and that made me hate to see Harry with her, and I could not bear her being carried off to this horrible place—but as to myself, I never thought of it till I saw her—white and broken—’ and then came that old action Ethel knew so well in her father, of clearing the dew from the glasses, and his voice was half sob, ‘and with no creature but that selfish brother to take care of her. I couldn’t help it, Ethel—no one could— and this—this was her answer. I don’t wonder. I had been a supercilious prig, and I ought to have known better
