had escaped the ordinary discussion; but when he helped her to dismount under the portico, he said, 'Don't go in just yet. Come and take a turn in the plantations.'

Her heart sank at the task that was coming, but she would not disappoint him, and gathering up her habit, she followed his quick steps. As soon as they were out of sight of the house, he produced the letter, saying, 'Here, read me this.'

'O! I was in hopes that you could.'

'I thought I could at first, but it was only 'my dear Lionel,' that I could read. It was all haze after that. There is a step In these three weeks,' he added in a voice meant to be manly and careless. 'Come, let us hear. 'Tis from Walter, is not it?'

The letter had been written on first receiving intelligence of Lionel's condition, which had been communicated by his father when he had to write about something else. Marian, as she read, rejoiced in the letter, it was so exactly what she wanted to have said, and yet never could venture on, about regarding the affliction as a cross, and bending to bear it patiently. She had often felt that here was the best relief, but she had never dared to set it openly before Lionel, fearing that her awkwardness, and his waywardness, might lead to his saying something scornful, which would be worse than all. Here it was put before him in just the right way, and one to which he must attend, and she watched eagerly for some token of the way in which he took it.

He made no remark, however, seeming to hear it as a matter of course that Walter would say something of the kind. After asking if she was certain she had read all, and pointing to a few crossed lines at the head of the first page, to make sure that she had not missed them, he only said, 'Then there is not a word about coming. Well, I do think he might come when he knows that after this time I shall never be able to see him.'

'I don't suppose he thinks of that,' said Marian--'I mean perhaps he would not think of your caring for the mere _sight_ of him as a pleasure.'

'He does not know then,' said Lionel, 'I am trying to learn all your faces, and I don't think I shall forget them.'

'I am sure if he guessed you wished for him he would come that instant.'

'I am not going to ask him,' said Lionel proudly.

'What, I really think, is the reason of his stayin away,' said Marian, hesitating, 'is about Mr. Faulkner. I think more especially now he is a Clergyman, he will not have anything to do with him.'

'Ay, ay,' said Lionel, 'that is a reason good for something. I only should like to do the same, except that if I was Walter I would have done more long ago, instead of just keeping out of the way, and told Caroline it was a regular shame, and she ought not to be taken in with his fine speeches, and balls, and stuff.'

'I don't know--' said Marian.

'What don't you know?'

'How far even Walter would be authorised to interfere about what Mr. and Mrs. Lyddell approve.'

'Don't talk nonsense, Marian. If a thing is right, it is right, if it is wrong, it's wrong, and all the world ought to try to prevent it. I know I would, if anybody would mind me, for it makes me sick to see that man come into the room, and the fuss mamma makes with him. I think he grows worse. I declare I'd as soon see her marry Julian the Apostate! I am so glad he is gone to those races. I should like to ask Caroline what sort of happiness she expects with a man that talks of the Bible as if it was no better than the Iliad! I only wish he would talk so to her, perhaps that would shock her.'

'I don't think she is very happy,' said Marian.

'I am sure she ought not to be,' was the answer.

'The more talk there has been of fixing the day the more unhappy she has looked,' said Marian. 'You know she has begged the Faulkners to let it be put off a little longer, because she could not bear that it should be

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