Her mother pushed hard.
“Ow, Ma! Let me just go home! That’s all I’m asking.”
“I wish you’d thought of that the night you went out with that f… with that Rogers girl, so I do. Now sit up!”
“But I didn’t do anything.”
“We’ll see what her and her cronies say to that! Haven’t I told you a thousand times, that crowd would leave you in the lurch! Haven’t I?”
The girl drew her arms in even tighter. Minogue was aware of Duggan’s eyes on him, waiting to exchange a signal: “crowd.”
“Tara?”
“Listen to him, Tara,” said the mother.
“Tara, do you know what accessory means? Have you heard that word before?”
The mother glared at Minogue.
“It’s not makeup, or earrings.”
“Ha ha,” said the girl. “I’m not retarded, you know.”
“So Tara, it doesn’t matter if you intended to commit a crime.”
“But I didn’t do anything!”
Minogue waited for her to collapse back into her slump.
“Were you there, Tara?”
When she didn’t answer, her mother nodded at Minogue.
“We need to get this out in the open,” Minogue murmured. “It wasn’t just you and your friend there, was it?”
“It was,” she said.
“All the time? You and Ali?”
She raised her head. Her swollen, running eyes reminded Minogue of someone who had been tear-gassed. He wondered if her eyelids could open at all now.
“They already know,” her mother said, her jaw set hard. “I told them. I told them what I saw you writing there on the computer, didn’t I? I had to. What else could I do? Stupid Internet, I should never have gotten it! It was for school, Tara, for school, remember? So’s you could get good marks and go places and not… not be like me or your da! You stupid, stupid girl, what are you after doing to us all?”
Chapter 23
Fanning felt like his brain was actually tingling. Not a single one of the hundreds of people milling about here on Parnell Street knew that the man beside him was carrying a gun. It was eerie, stupendous. It reminded him of being stoned, when he had felt privy to matchless thoughts and insights, with every detail around him sharply known to him alone. This should be terrifying, he thought again. Maybe later on he’d be able to figure out why it was not.
Murph had left the restaurant first. Fanning had watched him during the so-called meeting there, Murph trying to hide his agitation but betraying himself again and again with his eyes blinking like mad, and the flame of his lighter trembling when he had tried lighting a cigarette. He was only briefly ashamed to have enjoyed Murph’s distress. Murph’s twitchy earnestness rushing to shake hands with Cully on parting had kindled a contempt in Fanning that had repelled as much as it had satisfied him.
A quick glance across the traffic told Fanning that Cully’s sidekick was still tagging along on the far side of the street. “West Ham” — it was too much, really. When Cully had introduced him back at the restaurant, there had been no sign that he regarded that name as anything unusual or funny. But from this West Ham character, Fanning had heard not a word. He had merely sat at the next table, never once making eye contact, but spinning a scratched mobile phone between his thumb and forefinger.
Cully himself didn’t project anything that Fanning could pin down either. He showed no apparent interest in the goings-on around him on the street, or the crowds through which he and Fanning now made their way.
Cully stopped and looked down Parnell Street.
“You’re not familiar with this area here?” Fanning asked.
Cully made no reply. Fanning looked back to the corner.
“Your friend there is keeping up with us anyway.”
“My friend?”
“Over there. You didn’t know?”
“West Ham? Is he really?”
“As if you didn’t know.”
“Are you worried?”
“Well I don’t know. Should I? Murph wasn’t his usual self back there.”
Cully looked up at the sky.
“‘The rain in Spain…,’” he said. He glanced over at Fanning then. “Is actually non-existent most of the time. Drought. You believe this global warming thing?”
“I do, I suppose. Yes. Why?”
“You can get the sun in Spain. That’s vitamin D, did you know that?”
Fanning was sure now that Cully was filling in time waiting for something.
“I heard that, yes.”
“You need it, especially in this country. Do you take a tan?”
He looked over at Fanning.
“No, you’d burn. Been to sunny Spain, have you?”
Fanning shook his head.
“You could always go to those salons though, I suppose.”
“Tanning salons? Tanning beds?”
“Right, right.”
Cully found a step up by a shop door. Balancing there on one foot, he looked over the crowd.
“I think,” said Fanning, waiting for Cully to step down again. “I think we should decide what’s going on.”
“What’s going on? Okay. You’re doing your research, is what’s going on.”
“I mean why am I walking around with you, and him.”
“You heard Murph. Explaining why…?”
“I hear what he said, yes. But that told me nothing.”
“Really. Well Murph wanted out. The shape he’s in. Pretty obvious.”
“That wasn’t clear to me, actually.”
“Even though he said so?”
Fanning stood his ground.
“Murph doesn’t even know you.”
“Sure he does,” said Cully. “He just forgot, that’s all.”
“He didn’t know who you were there at that thing yesterday. The dogs.”
Cully shrugged.
“Guys who have a habit, their memories aren’t the best. Sad but true.”
“How do you know he was an addict?”
“‘Was?’” said Cully. “‘Is,’ you mean. You knew too, come on. Look, we were talking about tanning, so look.”
He pointed toward the second-floor windows above a Chinese restaurant.
“See that one up there, the sign? See it? Tell you what. Stand here awhile any day. Afternoons are better. Count the number of people coming and going there, and keep track of who has the tan. You can’t miss it, that orange look. You know?”
“I know. What about it?”
