that's an order.'
'Too bad,' Margaret said, 'because it's going to be a temptation. What the fuck do those New Englanders have in mind, sending us a girl like that?'
Sam stopped by his tent's entrance. 'What they first had in mind, was to make us wonder what they had in mind.'
'Right.'
'And Margaret, I thank you for not mentioning it was a bad beginning, for her to find me drunk… Now, I need some sleep. And Lady Weather keep the Second Regiment's dead from visiting my dreams.'
He put back the tent's entrance flap, and ducked in.
Margaret started to say, 'They would never – they loved you,' but Sam was gone inside.
No lost cavalry troopers came to his dreaming.
Sam dreamed of being a boy again in their mountain hut… and his Second-mother, Catania, was reading to him from an old copybook traded out of the south for twenty sheep hides. She read to him often, fearing he might take to the mountains' signs and tribe-talk instead of book-English.
''…
His Second-mother stopped reading then, and put the top-sewn copybook away. Her eyes, in the dream, were the gray he remembered; the scar down her cheek as savage; her hair was white as winter.
'What happens?' Sam asked her.
'Sweetheart, always the same things happen,' his Second-mother said. 'Happiness is found… then it is lost… then perhaps found again. And the finding, the losing, and the perhaps, is the story.'
…Sam woke, saying,
A voice from outside and a courteous distance said, 'Sir…?'
Sounded like Corporal Fass.
Sam called, 'Just a dream, Corporal,' and got up off his cot.
There was no more time for mourning, for considering his stupidity in sending a man like Ned Flores to lose a fight. No time for more vodka. The young Captain-General, that
Ned wouldn't much mind the missing hand. He'd have a bright steel hook made, to wear and flourish with a piratical air, like the corsairs in that most wonderful of children's Warm-time copybooks.
Sam stepped outside the tent. Afternoon, and the morning wasted. 'Fass!'
'Sir?'
'Colonel Voss to report to me.'
'Sir.'
'The Rascobs as well.'
'Sir – the brigadiers rode out of camp a while ago. Rode north.'
And no good-byes. The old men were still angry. And were about to be made much angrier.
CHAPTER 4
'Chancellor Razumov, have you read this?' The Lord of Grass, at ease on a window couch in the Saffron Room of Lesser Audience, shook sheets of poor paper gently, the slight breeze disturbing the prairie hawk that perched on his other forearm.
'Yes, my lord.' The chancellor, very fat, still made an easy half-bow of continued attention. Tiny bells tinkled down the closure of his yellow robe.
'And your opinion of our fugitive librarian's report?'
'Accurate, from what we know otherwise. It describes minor – though formidable – rule, ruler, and ruled. Certainly to be taken into account as they lie along the Khanate's southern flank, and might disturb your movement against Middle Kingdom. Still… perhaps not so formidable, lord, since the librarian writes they've lost a skirmish to the Empire, apparently just before his message left their camp. A Light-Cavalry matter, but still a loss.'
'Yes… Perhaps a loss, perhaps not.' The Lord of Grass exchanged glances with his hawk. The open window's autumn sunlight, dappled through figured fine-cotton curtains, seemed to stir across them in a chill breeze.
'Certainly a defeat, my lord, according to accounts, according to the Boston people as well.'
'A defeat, but perhaps not a
'By the victories themselves, lord.'
'Oh, no. Victory's lessons are few – but defeat's are many. Something we might well keep in mind… I believe our commonsensical Captain-General of North Map-Mexico has deliberately made a false demonstration to us of his apparent limitations in command…
'An expensive lesson, surely. We understand there were heavy losses.'
'And so, all the more effective.' The hawk shifted on the Grass Lord's arm. 'Though, since the loss
'But lord, is the young man that clever?'
'Perhaps not, Razumov. Perhaps only that sensible… This damned bird has shit on my sleeve.'
Still, as occasional historian of Lord Monroe's rule, it behooves me to make my entries on our army's inferior paper, then bind the note-books myself. Clumsy. Clumsy work.
There came a scratching at my tent-flap fairly soon after the New Englander's descent – a sight (seen over the ranks of uneasy soldiers) to remember. It was all childhood's horror stories come to life, though concluding as only a small girl swaggering with a sword. Her huge Made-beast left there, crouched and moaning, apparently resting from its long flight.
A scratching at my tent-flap, as if a kept cat wished in – then the Boston girl's quite pretty face peeping past the canvas cloth. She had set her large blue hat aside.
'Are you doing something private?' she said. 'Something you wouldn't want anyone to see?'