Geary. He took me for a stroll along the driving range. During our short walk, he managed to lecture, threaten, and bribe me. All of it done with a calm voice and unwavering smile. He was a reflection of the town in which he lived. On the outside he was all class: well-bred, well-mannered, a perfect gentleman. But beneath his well-tanned skin, Geary was as much a thug and bully as Francis Maloney ever was, only less honest about it.
The corral-type fencing that once surrounded the white country manor had been replaced by a contiguous stone wall. There was an ominous black steel gate now as well. No longer could you simply turn off the road and into the estate. Anchored by massive stone pillars, the gate was a good twelve feet high, double the height of the wall. On one pillar was a security camera, on the other a call button and speaker. Childishly, I waved hello at the camera, then pressed the call button.
“Yes, who is it?” A woman’s voice asked.
“My name’s Moe Prager. I was wondering if-”
“Moe! This is Connie. Come on, drive up to the house. I’ll meet you out front.”
The gate swung open even before I made it back to my car. Connie met me under the front portico just as her father had seventeen years before on my first and only visit to the ten-acre estate. She was very much the same as I remembered: more handsome than pretty. Looking at her now, I realized Constance was naturally what Nancy Lustig had had tried to make herself into.
“Moe, my God, look at you!” Connie grabbed both my hands and kissed me on the cheek. “You look great. How are you? Come inside.”
I followed her into the house. It too was as I remembered it, at least the decor hadn’t much changed. There was, however, an unmistakable medicinal tang in the air and a metal walker in the foyer next to an incongruous pair of hockey skates. Connie noticed me notice.
“The walker’s Dad’s. The skates are Craig Jr.’s.”
“A son, mazel tov. Any other kids?”
“No. Craig’s my pride and joy,” she said.
“How’s Craig’s dad?”
“Fine. We’re divorced almost ten years now.”
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be. It was all very amicable. We’re all better off this way. You were at the wedding, weren’t you? I remember you being there. You and Katy, Aaron and Cindy, right?”
Just ask your dad. “We were indeed.”
“How is Aaron? I always had a kind of crush on him, you know?”
Of course I didn’t. I loved my big brother and he was a good looking man, but it was hard for me to imagine Connie falling for him.
“He’ll be quite honored to hear it.”
“Oh, God, please don’t tell him.” She turned bright red. “I’m so embarrassed.”
“Don’t worry, your secret’s safe with me.” I’m certain she had no idea how safe. “Aaron’s great. You know, we own a store not too far from here?”
“Red, White and You. Yes, I’ve been there a few times, but no one I remember was around.”
“Klaus and Kosta are still with us. They even own a part of the business now.”
“Are they both still crazy?”
“As crazy as ever.” I changed subjects. “The walker, you said it was for your dad.”
“Used to be. He’s pretty much bedridden these days. Alzheimer’s,” she said, as if that explained everything. I guess maybe it did. I watched Alzheimer’s rob my friend and Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist, Yancy Whittle Fenn, of everything he ever had. First it erased his memory, then it erased him.
“Sorry.”
“That sorry I’ll accept.”
“Your mom?”
“She’s summering out West with some friends.”
“You take care of your dad?”
“We have round the clock nursing, but I see him a lot. We can afford to keep him close to the things he loved. I’m not sure how much of him is left. We take him down to the stables when we can. He seems to still enjoy that.”
“I remember he liked horses. Do you ride anymore?”
“Some.”
“The piano?”
“The great love of my life, Moe. Yes, I still play. Come on, I’ll get us a drink and I’ll play for you.”
“I could use a drink and I’d love to hear you play.”
“Scotch with ice, right?”
“Good memory,” I said. “Do you think I could go see your dad while you get the drinks?”
“Sure, but I don’t think he’ll remember you.”
“That’s okay, I’ll remember for the both of us.”
“Is that why you came, to see my dad?”
“It was, but no biggie. It wasn’t that important,” I lied. There was no need to add to anyone’s pain. I had my answer. If he was in as bad a shape as Connie said, Thomas Geary wasn’t involved in Patrick’s resurrection. “Listen, Connie, does your dad ever hear from Steven Brightman?”
“Steven Brightman, now there’s a name I haven’t heard for a long time.”
“That’s a ‘no’ then?”
“Absolutely. Once Steven resigned, I think my dad lost interest. Until then, he was one of Dad’s pet projects. He is-was a very project-oriented man, my dad. But if it’s really important for you to know, I can ask Mom.”
“No need. I’ll just run up and see your dad and then I’ll be down so I can listen to you play.”
The medicinal smell was strong in Thomas Geary’s room. His TV was on. He paid it as little heed as it paid him. Geary may once have been a bastard, but I could feel only pity for him now. His eyes were vacant, his mouth was twisted up into a confused smile. It was a clown smile absent the makeup and the humor. He looked so very lost, seeming to have forgotten not only who he was but what he was. I recognized the expression. Wit-Y.W. Fenn-wore it for the last year of his life.
I opened my mouth to speak to Thomas Geary, but closed it before any words came out. I might just as well have spoken to the TV. I left him as I found him.
Back downstairs, Connie handed me a glass of single malt-what a surprise-and had one herself. I expected her to play something dark and moody, but got Gershwin and show tunes instead. This way we could talk a little while she played. I told her about Sarah, about my own divorce. I didn’t go into details. Connie said all the right things, cooed and sighed in the proper places in my stories, but I could tell she had built some walls of her own. The divorce, her dad’s Alzheimer’s were tough on her. I remembered something Mr. Roth had once said to me, “Money is a retreat not a fortress.” Looking at the pain behind Connie’s eyes and listening to it behind her pleasant chatter, I knew Israel Roth was right.
When I said my goodbyes, Connie held onto my hand a little longer than I would have expected and asked me if we might not go to dinner sometime. To talk about old times… as friends, of course… Of course! I thought about what had become of Nancy Lustig, how the brutal honesty had remained, but her humanity seemed to have vanished. I told Connie that I’d love to go to dinner. Who was I not to throw her a rope?
Time travel, I thought as I rode through the center of Crocus Valley, was not for the faint of heart. I had supposed, foolishly perhaps, that after my father-in-law’s passing and the fallout from our shared secrets had taken its toll, that I could put the past behind me. However, the past, it seemed, was not set in granite, but rather as fluid as the future. I was as incapable of shaping one as the other. The past, my past, sang a siren’s song to me that was beyond my ability to resist and I was forced to reach deeper and deeper into my pockets to pay the price each time I succumbed. By any measure, it had been a weird fucking day and I was off balance, way off.
Driving did nothing to restore my equilibrium. I just kept rehashing the events of the day. No one was who they used to be. They had all changed, some for better, some for worse, with no regard for my expectations. Steven Roth, Nancy Lustig, Connie and Thomas Geary, had had time to evolve, time to ease into their new skins, but for me it was disorienting. From where I stood- Presto change-o! — they had morphed almost before my eyes. That was wrong, of course. It had happened during the long overnight between last meetings.
