“‘And do you love me as truly as I love you, Eugenia?’ I asked.
“‘Have you ever doubted it?’ was her quiet response to this, also.
“From that moment I was bewilderingly happy. My family was one of wealth and standing; and I immediately wrote to Mr. Ballantine, who, after sufficient time to make inquiry in regard to the character and position of his daughter’s lover, returned a cordial assent to my proposal for her hand. Thus far every thing had gone on as smoothly as a summer sea. We smiled sometimes together at the carping adage, ‘The course of true love never did run smooth,’ and referred to our own case as a signal instance of its falsity.
“During the summer succeeding our engagement, Mr. Ballantine did not come on to the North. In the ensuing spring, Eugenia’s term of instruction closed at the seminary, after having been in Troy nearly live years. She was a tall, beautiful woman, with a mind highly cultivated, and externally accomplished in every respect. I was proud of her beauty and acquirements, at the same time that I loved her with fervent devotion. Spring passed away and summer came; with the advancing season her father arrived from the South. He had not seen his child for two years, during which time she had grown up into a mature and lovely woman. I could forgive the jealous pride with which he would look into her face, and the constant tenderness of his allusions to her when she was away from his side.
“‘I do not think, Mr. Perkins,’ he would say to me, sometimes, ‘that I can let you have my Eugenia, unless you will go South. I am sure I cannot part with her again.’
“‘Why not come North, Mr. Ballantine?’ I would suggest.
“But he would shake his head as he made some disparaging remark in regard to the North, and playfully insist that I must go with him to the sunny South. It was about the first of September that I asked that our marriage might take place at an early day. But the father shook his head.
“‘Be content that the flower is to be yours. Do not become too eager to pluck it from its parent stem, I must have my dear girl with me for at least one winter. In the spring she shall be yours.’
“‘Oh, no! Mr. Ballantine,’ I said in alarm. ‘You are not going to rob me of her for so long a time?’ I spoke with warmth.
“‘Rob you of her!’ ejaculated the father, in seeming half indignation. ‘You are unreasonable and very selfish, my dear boy! Here you have had her for five years, and after a little while are to have her for life, and yet are unwilling to give me even the boon of a few short months with my own child. You are not generous!’
“I felt the rebuke, and confessed that I had been moved by too selfish feelings.
“‘If you think the time long,’ he added, ‘all you have to do is to take a packet and come round—we shall welcome you with joy.’
“‘That I shall no doubt be compelled to do, for I will not be able to exist for five or six long months away from Eugenia.’
“‘So I should suppose. Well, come along; and after I get you there, I will see if I can’t inoculate you with a love of southern people, southern habits, and southern manners. I am sanguine that you will like us.’
“‘Well, perhaps so,’ I said. ‘But we will see.’
“The time for the departure of Mr. Ballantine and his daughter was set for the first of October. The few remaining days passed on fleet wings, and then, after completing the necessary arrangements, Eugenia left Troy with her father for New York, thence to go by sea to her native city. I accompanied them down the river, and spent two days with them in the city, previous to the sailing of the ship Empress, in which they were to embark. Our parting was tender, yet full of hope for a speedy meeting. I had already made up my mind to visit New Orleans about January, and remain there during the winter. Our marriage was then to be solemnized.
“After the sailing of the Empress, I returned to Troy, to await the news of her safe arrival at New Orleans. I felt gloomy and desolate, and for my uncompanionable humor received sundry playful jibes or open-rebukes from my friends. In about a week I began to examine the shipping lists of the New York papers, in the hope of seeing some notice of the good ship that contained my heart’s best treasure. But no record of her having been spoken at sea met my eyes as I scanned the newspapers day after day with an eager and increasing hope, until four, five, and six weeks had passed away. So much troubled had I now become, that I went down to New York to see the owners of the ship.
“‘Has the Empress arrived out yet?’ I asked, on entering the counting-room.
“‘Not at the latest dates,’ was the reply, made in a voice expressive of concern.
“‘Is not her passage a very long one?’
“‘We should have had news of her arrival ten days ago.’
“‘Has she been spoken on the passage?’
“‘Never but once, and that after she was three days out.’
“‘Is she a good ship?’ I next inquired.
“‘None better out of this port,’ was the prompt answer.
“For ten days I remained in New York, eagerly examining each morning the shipping lists, and referring to all the southern papers to which I could get access. I met during that time but one reference to the Empress, and that was contained in a paragraph alluding to her long passage, and expressing great fears for her safety. This thrilled my heart with a more palpable and terrible fear. On the next day but one, I met in a New Orleans paper a further allusion to her, coupled with the remark that a suspicious-looking vessel, clipper-built, with a black hull, had been seen several times during the past few weeks cruising in the Gulf, and expressing a fear lest she had come across the Empress. I thought this would have driven me beside myself. But why prolong this painful narration by attempting to describe my feelings, as day after day, week after week, and month after month passed, and no tidings came of the missing ship? From the day I parted with Eugenia, I have neither seen her nor heard from her. The noble vessel that bore her proudly away neither reached her destination, nor returned back with her precious freight. All—all found a grave in the dark depths of the ocean.
“It is a terrible thing, my friend, to be
