“Oh! it’s father!” fell almost wildly from the daughter’s lips, and she sprang out into the hall, and forth to meet him in the drenching rain. Mrs. Markland could not rise, but sat, nerveless, until the husband entered the room.
“Oh, Edward! Edward!” she then exclaimed, rising, and staggering forward to meet him. “Thank our kind Father in heaven that you are with us again!” And her head sunk upon his bosom, and she felt his embracing arms drawn tightly around her. How exquisitely happy she was for the moment! But she was aroused by the exclamation of Fanny:—
“Oh, father! How pale you look!”
Mrs. Markland raised herself quickly, and gazed into her husband’s face. What a fearful change was there! He was pale and haggard; and in his bloodshot eyes she read a volume of wretchedness.
“Oh, Edward! what has happened?” she asked, eagerly and tenderly.
“More than I dare tell you!” he replied, in a voice full of despair.
“Perhaps I can divine the worst.”
Markland had turned his face partly away, that he might conceal its expression. But the unexpected tone in which this sentence was uttered caused him to look back quickly. There was no foreboding fear in the countenance of his wife. She had spoken firmly—almost cheerfully.
“The worst? Dear Agnes!” he said, with deep anguish in his voice. “It has not entered into your imagination to conceive the worst!”
“All is lost!” she answered, calmly.
“All,” he replied, “but honour, and a heart yet brave enough and strong enough to battle with the world for the sake of its beloved ones.”
Mrs. Markland hid her face on the breast of her husband, and stood, for some minutes, silent. Fanny approached her father, and laid her head against him.
“All this does not appal me,” said Mrs. Markland, and she looked up and smiled faintly through tears that could not be repressed.
“Oh, Agnes! Agnes! can you bear the thought of being driven out from this Eden?”
“Its beauty has already faded,” was the quiet answer. “If it is ours no longer, we must seek another home. And home, you know, dear Edward, is where the heart is, and the loved ones dwell.”
But not so calmly could Fanny bear this announcement. She had tried hard, for her father’s sake, to repress her feelings; but now they gave way into hysterical weeping. Far beyond his words her thoughts leaped, and already bitter self-reproaches had begun. Had she at once informed him of Mr. Lyon’s return, singular interview, and injunction of secrecy, all these appalling consequences might have been saved. In an instant this flashed upon her mind, and the conviction overwhelmed her.
“My poor child,” said Mr. Markland, sadly, yet with great tenderness,—”would to heaven I could save you from the evil that lies before us! But I am powerless in the hands of a stern necessity.”
“Oh, father!” sobbed the weeping girl, “if I could bear this change alone, I would be happy.”
“Let us all bear it cheerfully together,” said Mrs. Markland, in a quiet voice, and with restored calmness of spirit. “Heaven, as Mrs. Willet says, with so much truth, is not without, but within us. The elements of happiness lie not in external, but in internal things. I do not think, Edward, even with all we had of good in possession, you have been happy for the past year. The unsatisfied spirit turned itself away from all that was beautiful in nature—from all it had sought for as the means of contentment, and sighed for new possessions. And these would also have lost their charms, had you gained them, and your restless heart still sighed after an ideal good. It may be—nay, it must be—in mercy, that our heavenly Father permitted this natural evil to fall upon us. The night that approaches will prove, I doubt not, the winter night in which much bread will grow.”
“Comforter!” He spoke the word with emotion.
“And should I not be?” was the almost cheerful answer. “Those who cannot help should at least speak words of comfort.”
“Words! They are more than words that you have spoken. They have in them a substance and a life. But, Fanny, dear child!” he said, turning to his still grieving daughter—”your tears distress me. They pain more deeply than rebuking sentences. My folly”—
“Father!” exclaimed Fanny—”it is I—not you—that must bear reproach. A word might have saved all. Weak, erring child that I was! Oh! that fatal secret which almost crushed my heart with its burden! Why did I not listen to the voice of conscience and duty?”
“Let the dead past rest,” said Mr. Markland. “Your error was light, in comparison with mine. Had I guarded the approaches to the pleasant land, where innocence and peace had their dwelling-place, the subtle tempter could never have entered. To mourn over the past but weakens the spirit.”
But of all that passed between these principal members of a family upon whom misfortune had come like a flood, we cannot make a record. The father’s return soon became known to the rest, and the children’s gladness fell, like a sunny vail, over the sterner features of the scene.
CHAPTER XXXV.
THE disaster was complete. Not a single dollar of all Markland had cast so blindly into the whirling vortex ever came back to him. Fenwick disappeared from New York, leaving behind conclusive evidence of a dark complicity with the specious Englishman, whose integrity had melted away, like snow in the sunshine, beneath the fire of a strong temptation. Honourably connected at home, shrewd, intelligent, and enterprising, he had been chosen as the executive agent of a company prepared to make large investments in a scheme that promised large results. He was deputed to bring the business before a few capitalists on this side of the Atlantic, and with what success has been seen. His recreancy to the trust reposed in him was the ruin of many.
How shall we describe the scenes that followed, too quickly, the announcement by Mr. Markland that Woodbine Lodge was no longer to remain in his possession? No member of the family could meet the stern necessity without pain. The calmest of all the troubled household was Mrs. Markland. Fanny, whom the event had awakened from a partial stupor, gradually declined into her former state. She moved about more like an automaton than a living figure; entering into all the duties and activities appertaining to the approaching change, yet seeming entirely indifferent to all external things. She was living and suffering in the inner world, more than in the outer. With the crushing out of a wild, absorbing love, had died all interest in life. She was in the external world, but, so far as any interest in passing events was concerned, not of it. Sad, young heart. A most cruel experience was thine!
