As for Pender's subsequent plans, they included sucking up his pension, possibly getting a consultant job with a private security outfit (another perk of being a hero agent), and definitely working on whittling down his handicap into the respectable teens.
First, though, Pender had one more piece of business to take care of in Umpqua City.
He could feel the effects of yesterday's exertions in his thighs as he trudged up the hospice stairs and rang the doorbell. The same dignified, gray-haired nurse who'd admitted him yesterday opened the door. She greeted him with a raised eyebrow. Everybody in the state of Oregon knew who he was by now.
“You should have told me you were FBI,” she said accusingly.
“Would you have let me see Caz?”
“Hell, no,” she said, on a rising inflection.
“Then more people would have died. Listen, I promised Caz I'd stop by and tell him how it came out. Is he awake?”
She lowered her eyes, shook her head.
Pender understood immediately. “I'm so sorry.”
When the nurse looked up, there were tears swimming in her eyes. Pender would have thought you'd get used to death, working in a hospice-but maybe you only got used to crying.
“A few hours ago,” she said. “I just finished getting him ready. Would you like to see him?”
“I'd rather remember him the way he was,” said Pender. Bullshit, of course-after discovering Tammy Brown's partially decomposed body in the privy shortly after dawn, along with several other skeletons, Pender felt he had seen his quota of dead bodies for the month. Year. Millenium. “I hope my visit didn't do him any harm.”
“The contrary,” said the nurse. “I've never seen him so peaceful as after you left. He wouldn't tell me what the two of you talked about, but whatever it was, it helped him let go. Around here, that's a good thing.”
“I'm glad,” said Pender, tipping his hat. It was indeed a good hat for tipping. “You take care.”
“I do,” she said. “That's my job.”
He thought about that on his way down the steps. “Mine too,” he said to himself. “At least it used to be.”
Back at Umpqua General, Pender found the media feeding frenzy in full swing. News vans took up half the hospital parking lot. Microwave uplink dishes sprouted on the hospital lawn. Reporters were besieging the receptionist at the desk, while a video crew was interviewing the candy striper who'd brought Donna and Dolores their breakfasts.
Pender nodded to the sheriff's deputy outside Irene's door. She was at the window, dressed in surgical greens, peering through the curtains at the activity in the parking lot below. Pender handed her an FBI windbreaker and a navy blue FBI cap.
“You sure you're up for this? You want to rest a little longer, just give me the word.”
“No, I want to get it over with,” she replied, tugging the cap over her shorn head. “I can't stand the thought of her lying up there alone.”
Pender snuck Irene out the way he'd come in, through the hospital kitchen. One enterprising freelancer intercepted them and attempted to thrust a microphone in Irene's face as she climbed into the Intrepid, parked at the bottom of the loading ramp. Pender body-checked him halfway to the California border.
When they reached the high school, they could see the Buchopper approaching from the east. Pender drove around the building and directly onto the football field. He parked in the end zone as the helicopter touched down on the fifty-yard line, hopped out of the car, trotted around to the passenger side, opened Irene's door for her.
“Your chopper awaits, madame,” he yelled over the noise of the rotors, offering her his hand.
“Thank you, kind sir,” replied Irene, taking it. It occurred to her that perhaps they were flirting-she wondered if she was doing a good job.
Irene found herself crouching involuntarily as she trotted toward the chopper beside Pender, her left hand holding his, her right hand holding on to her cap. She had always wondered why people crouched over when they ran toward a helicopter whose rotors were a good twelve or fifteen feet off the ground. Now she knew-you couldn't help it.
When they reached the chopper, Irene surrendered to a sudden impulse. She rose up onto her tiptoes and gave Pender a peck on the cheek.
“I owe you my life,” she shouted into his ear.
“It was a hell of a swan song, wasn't it?” he shouted back, as he helped her up into the helicopter. “You take care now.”
“You too.”
Irene watched through the bowed window as Pender turned and trotted away in an exaggerated crouch. His FBI windbreaker was puffed out like a bright blue sail from the rotor wash, and he was holding on to his white Stetson for dear life.
When he reached the car, Pender turned back and waved, then took off his hat and waved that as the helicopter lifted off. Irene smiled at the sight of his big head shining in the sun. She was too good a psychiatrist not to know that her attraction to the fat old FBI man was more transference than romance. He was Frank, he was her father, he was safety, he was a rock-still, she couldn't wait to tell Barbara Klopfman about her little infatuation.
The thought of Barbara, whom she'd all but given up for dead, affected Irene like a jolt of mood elevator- biochemical sunshine. For the first time, it all came together for Irene-she realized suddenly that her prayers had been answered. I did it, she told herself. I stayed alive. Then she remembered her last haiku. Strawberry Blonds Forever, she thought, taking off her long-billed FBI cap and waving it in a wide arc behind the window of the helicopter at the receding figure in the bright green field below.
Irene knew, of course, that this feeling of exhilaration couldn't last. Sooner or later it would all catch up to her. Probably soonerthe Bu-chopper was flying Irene down to Trinity County, where a search-and-rescue team of sheriffs and park rangers was waiting for her to lead them to Bernadette Sandoval's body.
But at the moment she felt alive, truly alive, and open to all possibilities, which was more than she could have said eight days ago, on the morning the prisoner in the orange jumpsuit first shuffled into the interview room of the Monterey County Jail on Natividad Road, fettered and manacled, with a lock of nut brown hair falling boyishly across his forehead.
Epilogue
Just over a year later, enjoying a complimentary continental breakfast in a hotel room, Irene Cogan was startled, while channelflipping, to see Dolores Moon being interviewed on Good Morning Portland.
There was nothing surprising about seeing Dolores on television-she'd been on Dateline a few weeks after being rescued, and her book tour had kicked off with a long segment on the Today Show. But it was quite a coincidence that they were in the same town on the same day. Irene called the station and left her name and number. Five minutes later her phone rang.
“Hello?”
“Irene Cogan, what the hell are you doing in Portland?”
“Hello, Dolores. Up until five minutes ago, I was watching you hawk your book.”
“How'd I do?”
“I'd buy it-and I know how it comes out. Do you want to have dinner tonight?”
“I'd love to, but I'm leaving for Seattle in about an hour. NoSan Francisco. Seattle was yesterday.” Dolores laughed. It was good to hear her laugh. “And when the book tour's over, I have an audition for the role of Eponine in a western tour of Les Mis. Apparently being kidnapped was a terrific career move.”
“I'm so happy for you. How're you sleeping these days?”
Long pause. “With the lights on, and a snootful of Valium. You know how it is.”
“It'll get better.”
“I know.” Quick change of subject-Dolores didn't like to dwell. “So how's your book coming?”
“Actually, that's what I'm doing in Portland. I need one last interview with him, to give the book some
