A Finer End

“Bram, there’s nothing here. Let’s go home to your wife. We’ll get warm. Have a drink. In the morning, nothing will seem so terrible.” He shifted his weight, judged his distance from the weapon.

“I can’t. Fiona—”

“Garnet was right, Bram. The only way to end this is to tell the truth. Give Fiona the chance to forgive you. She loves you—you owe her that.”

“I—”

“Give me the knife, Bram.” He stepped closer, held out his hand.

“But they—”

“It’s over, Bram, the cycle’s finished. They don’t need your life.” Kincaid tensed, ready to lunge for the weapon.

“I—” Bram put his hands to his face and sagged against the wall. “You’re sure?”

“I’m sure.” Kincaid took the knife from his unresisting fingers. “Let’s go home.”

He guided Bram away from the tower, leaving Fiona’s mutilated painting abandoned against the cold stone.

They began the descent, Kincaid staying as close to Bram as the narrow path allowed. To one side was a sheer drop; mud and loose stones made the footing treacherous. The wind tore at them, tugging at their clothing like invisible hands.

At the first hairpin bend, Bram turned back. He spoke, but the wind snatched the words from his mouth. Then a shower of stones fell from above, striking him. Jerking away from the blows, Bram lost his footing and plunged over the edge.

“Bram!” Kincaid shouted, reaching for him, but his fingers grasped only air. He called out again and again, but no reply came from the impenetrable darkness below.

At last, exhausted, he continued downwards, towards the help he knew would be futile.

It seemed that Bram had been right, after all. The Old Gods had been satisfied with no less than payment in blood.

All the way to Wells, huddled in the back of the car, Gemma could only think of how it had felt to hold Faith’s baby in her arms. And she found herself making a mute entreaty, again and again, that she would not lose what she had been given.

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

 … I often wonder whether the life of Avalon will ever stir again, or whether we shall be no more than a tourist show and a market town. Will these dead bones come together, bone to bone, as they did at Buckfastleigh? There is talk of a great new abbey to rise under the shadow of the old … and I … impenitent heathen though I am, [hope] that I shall hear Angelus from my high veranda.

—DION FORTUNE,

FROM GLASTONBURY: AVALON OF THE HEART

KINCAID WAITED ALONE outside the cubicle in the emergency ward for news of Gemma. When the doctor emerged at last, he stood. “Is she—”

“She’s fine,” the doctor informed him with abstracted cheerfulness.

“But what happened? Is she ill?”

“Um, not exactly. Why don’t you go in and see her yourself.”

He found Gemma draped in a lilac-flowered hospital gown, her hair loose about her shoulders. Going to her, he sat on the edge of the bed and said only, “Tell me what’s wrong.”

Her smile was tremulous. “There’s nothing exactly wrong. It’s just that I’m pregnant.”

“Pregnant?”

“It is a fairly common occurrence, you know, if you do the sort of things we’ve done.”

“But—how long?”

“Eight to ten weeks, the doctor thinks. I should have told you sooner. Only I wasn’t sure … and I didn’t know how you would feel … or quite how I felt.”

“The baby—is it going to be okay?”

“There’s a bit of placental tearing, but it’s not too severe. I’ll have to see a specialist, and the doctor says I may have to take it a bit easier than I’m accustomed. No more climbing mountains in the rain, or delivering babies, for a while.”

Gemma, pregnant? With his child? Kincaid shook his head, trying to take in the wonder of it. But what had she meant when she’d said she wasn’t sure how she felt about it? “Gemma—your job. I know how much it means to you. How will you—?”

“I don’t know,” she said pensively. “But tonight, when I thought I would lose this baby, I realized what mattered to me most.”

Unable to speak, Kincaid took her hand in both of his.

•  •  •

On the threshold of Faith’s hospital room, Winnie hesitated. Kincaid had told her that Faith adamantly refused to press charges against Andrew, leaving the police powerless to prosecute him for his assault on her. Yet if her brother felt any gratitude, he had not expressed it—in fact, he’d refused to talk to her about Faith at all. He remained silent and unresponsive during her visits.

The doctors told her his physical recovery might be slow; Winnie suspected his emotional recovery would be even more difficult—if it were possible at all. But she must hope, and she had to begin by setting things right with Faith.

Taking a breath, she pushed open the door and went in. Faith greeted her with a smile, and Winnie gave silent