Lourdes stepped out from behind the lighthouse to see everyone crowding around Knapp, who compared his star chart to the heavens above him.
“Mentarsus-H!” he announced. “It says here that it’s sixteen light years away—that means it blew up before most of you were born!”
Knapp immediately started to explain, “It took all those years for the light of the explosion to reach the earth. Like when you’re in the bleachers at the ball park, you see the player swing, but don’t hear the crack of the bat until a second later. Space is so vast that light takes years to get from star to star. That star blew up over six teen years ago, but we’re just finding out about it now.”
While everyone else marveled at this grand cosmic display, Michael and Lourdes lingered beyond the fringe of the crowd—touched by the nova with an intensity none of the others felt. It was as if the light illuminated some part of themselves that had always been hidden in shadows.
“I have to go!” Michael suddenly exclaimed. “I have to go now!” He was already fumbling in his pockets for the keys to his van.
“I have to go with you,” said Lourdes, her eyes filling with tears she could not explain.
The truth came to him as if he had known it all along.
Michael could imagine them now—all of them looking up at the supernova at this same instant, in places far away.
“I have room in the van for you,” said Michael.
“I have a credit card,” said Lourdes, “if we need money.”
They hurried toward Michael’s van, as if they could afford no lost time.
Now those people standing around the telescope and all the other people in their lives seemed meaningless and unimportant.
Michael turned the key in the ignition with such force the starter screamed as the engine came to life.
“Where do we go?” asked Lourdes. “How will we know when we get there?”
But both of them knew there were no answers to such questions. In a moment they were gone, driving west, while their former classmates looked heavenward through a round patch of clear sky that was fixed over Montauk like an eye, staring unblinking into infinity.
PART II - FREE FALL
4. The Shadow Of The Distraction
The splintering of stone.
A deafening rumble as a mountainside pounced upon an unsuspecting neighborhood below. Five homes were destroyed by the massive boulders, and Dillon Cole, his wrecking-hunger now fed, gripped Deanna Chang and collapsed in her arms.
In the dim light they sat on the mountainside, hearing the shouts from below as neighbors came out to help one another. Through it all, Deanna held Dillon tightly.
“Please let no one be hurt,” Dillon whispered desperately.
Deanna had watched in horror as the row of homes on this hill above Lake Tahoe was obliterated. She watched in horror . . . but not in fear. Even now, as she held Dillon, she wasn’t frightened. Her fears, which had been building for hours, vanished the moment Dillon satisfied his wrecking-hunger—and it had been that way every time.
In the four days since they had run from the hospital in San Francisco, Deanna had stood by as Dillon sent a driverless semi down a ravine; sunk an empty barge on the Sacramento River; and shorted-out a switching station, plunging the entire community of Placerville into darkness. She knew she should have felt terror and revulsion at each of these catastrophes, yet, against all reason, a sudden peace always filled her in the aftermath. All that de struction didn’t feel real to her in those moments after—it seemed little more than a painted canvas before her.
But Dillon was real, and she always turned her newfound calm to him, comforting him and his conscience, which had a strong case for feeling guilty. She thought she was beginning to understand that strange calm: she was in the shadow of Dillon’s destruction now—and that was far less terrifying than being in its path—for if those horrible things were happening to someone else, it meant that they weren’t happening to her.
What remained in that swollen calm was a single question in Deanna’s mind.
She looked to the night sky—to the supernova that still shone in the heavens, as if it could answer her.
“Is it winking at you?” asked Dillon, turning to look at it as well. “Is it telling you all the secrets of the universe?”
Deanna shook her head. “It’s just telling me to go east.”
Dillon nodded. “I know.”
It was true. From the moment its light appeared in the sky, she and Dillon were falling east; carried by an irresistible current, like driftwood pulled toward a raging waterfall. Suddenly Deanna’s aching wrist and aching body didn’t matter. Her family didn’t matter—they seemed like people from a different lifetime and, aside from a single postcard to tell them she was all right, they had been shuffled far back in Deanna’s mind. All that mattered was moving east with Dillon—and all because of that star.
Deanna could swear she could sometimes hear their voices in the rustling of leaves—see their faces in dreams she couldn’t quite remember. She thought to tell Dillon, but thought better of it.
Far below, at the bottom of the hillside, an ambulance could be heard arriving at the scene of the rock slide.
“No one was supposed to get hurt. . . .” said Dillon, squeezing his eyes tightly shut.
Deanna pushed the sound of the ambulance out of her mind. Instead she focused on Dillon—how he needed her and how she needed him to keep her fears away. How strong they were together.
A trickle of pebbles fell past them on the dark hillside, settling in the aftermath of Dillon’s rock slide.
“I don’t understand how you did it,” she asked him. “All you did was throw a stone . . .”
“It wasn’t just a stone,” he told her. “It was the
But it was still beyond Deanna to understand just what he meant by that. He had thrown a stone, and that stone had begun an inconceivable chain of events—his stone hit another, which then rolled against a larger boulder, and in a few moments the whole mountainside beneath them was falling away before their eyes. It would have been wonderful, if it wasn’t so horrible.
“Do you hate me, Deanna?” Dillon asked. “Do you hate me for the things that I do?”