feelings. “What about it?”
“The police have finally finished their investigation. The cemetery has been turned back over to Emerson University, and the Committee has decided to go ahead with the restoration. I’ve been asked to approach you about our plans, but considering your history with the cemetery, no one will hold it against you if you’d like to be released from the original agreement. But make no mistake. You’re still our first choice.”
Return to Oak Grove? After everything that had happened there? I drew a breath as the faces of dead women flashed before my eyes. “When would you want me to start?”
“As soon as possible. Emerson’s bicentennial is well underway, so we would like to have the restoration completed before the end of the year. It would be a nice way to close a very unpleasant chapter. You’d be working with Temple Lee for a time. I believe the two of you are acquainted?”
“Yes. She’s a friend of mine.”
He nodded. “Given the age of the disturbed graves, the remains fall within her jurisdiction. But since you know each other, the arrangement should be amicable. No territorial disputes, I trust. That is…if you decide to come back. Take a couple of days to think it over and let me know by the end of the week.”
“That won’t be necessary,” I said. “I started the restoration and I’d like to be the one to finish it.”
“Are you sure?” He gazed at me kindly. “As I said, no one will hold it against you should you decide otherwise, and it will in no way affect my future recommendations.”
“I appreciate that, but I really would prefer to finish what I started.” It was a matter of professional pride, but it would also be good for me to have something with which to occupy my mind other than Devlin and his ghosts and Robert Fremont and his murder. I had a tendency to obsess.
Dr. Shaw sat back in his chair with a nod. “That’s settled, then. I’ll let the Committee know that Oak Grove is once again in your capable hands.”
“Thank you.”
“Now to your business,” he said with a slight lifting of his brows.
“Oh, I’m not here on any real business,” I said. “I’ve stumbled across something and I’m hoping you may be able to answers some questions for me.”
“Not shadow beings, not psychic vampires…hmm,” he mused. “I can’t imagine.”
“Have you ever heard of a substance called gray dust?”
The moment I uttered the words, I could have sworn the breeze blowing in through the French doors grew stronger. Pages ruffled in an open book on Dr. Shaw’s desk, but my gaze remained fixed on his face. I saw something flash across his features that made my blood run cold. Surprise, yes, and maybe even a hint of fear. But what lifted the hair at my nape was a look of malevolence that I would never have believed had I not witnessed it with my own eyes. Not from the refined and elegant Dr. Shaw.
As he put out a hand to close the book, I remembered something Robert Fremont had said only that morning about Essie’s relationship with Dr. Shaw. She would never divulge her secrets to a man with evil intent.
“Where did you hear about gray dust?” he asked almost casually. His tone was so completely devoid of malice, his eyes so mildly inquisitive, that I might have imagined his momentary agitation.
“I take it you know what it is, then?” I asked with my own practiced calm.
“I’ve heard of it, yes.”
“Can you tell me about it?”
He picked up a silver letter opener and ran his thumb along the blade. “To understand gray dust, you need to understand where it comes from.”
“It comes from Africa, doesn’t it?”
“Gabon, to be precise. Are you at all familiar with the country?”
“Only that it appears tiny on the map and is bordered by Cameroon, the Congo and Equatorial Guinea.” And that Darius Goodwine had spent a lot of time there writing, researching and apparently studying with a shaman. And had then made the transformation to
Dr. Shaw grew pensive. “It’s been said that Gabon is to Africa what Tibet is to Asia…the spiritual epicenter of an entire continent.”
I felt the bite of the wind again as it blew in through the French doors. Dr. Shaw got up to close them, taking his time with the latch as he glanced anxiously into the garden. I had a feeling he was biding his time while he figured out how he wanted to proceed with the conversation. His hesitation, not to mention the look that had crossed his face, was very unsettling.
He came back over to the desk and lowered himself stiffly to the chair. His faltering mobility seemed odd considering that only moments earlier I’d seen him balanced effortlessly atop a ladder.
“Gabon is one of the most mysterious countries in the world,” he said. “The area has long been a source of fascination to researchers and adventurers alike. Much of the area is covered in a forest so impenetrable as to provide a natural deterrent to undesirable influences. Religious beliefs have been preserved for generations without corruption from the outside world, including the integration of certain plants into their rituals and ceremonies.”
He paused as the pocket doors slid open and the assistant stuck her head in the office. “It’s three o’clock, Dr. Shaw. You wanted me to remind you.”
“So I did. Thank you, Layla.”
“I’ve made you some tea,” she said as she carried in a silver tray that held a single demitasse cup and saucer and placed it on the corner of his desk.
“Are you sure you won’t join me?” Dr. Shaw asked me as he reached for the cup.
Layla shot me a dark look, one that seemed to dare me to acquiesce, so I said quickly, “I’m fine, thank you. But…should I go? Do you have another appointment?”
He put up a hand. “It’s a small matter that requires my attention. Thank you for reminding me, Layla.”
“Not at all. That’s why I’m here.” She exited the room without a backward glance.
Opening a desk drawer, Dr. Shaw withdrew a tiny plastic packet, unzipped it and sprinkled the contents into his tea. I smelled that same musty, herbal odor as he stirred, then sipped.
I said nothing during this interlude, but I was curious to know what manner of herb he’d used to doctor his tea. Once again, I hoped his frailty was more a matter of working too hard than any ill health.
He took another taste, closed his eyes, and after a moment, I began to think that he’d drifted off. The silence lengthened until it became awkward. Should I say something or quietly slip away? I wondered. Just when I thought I might need to summon Layla, his lids fluttered open, and he sat very still until his eyes gradually came back into focus.
“Where were we?” he asked.
“Gabon,” I said hesitantly. “But are you sure I’m not taking too much of your time? I can always come back another day.”
He didn’t answer, but instead picked up precisely where he’d left off as though there’d never been an interruption. “You see, in most African religions, there remains a strong belief that life doesn’t end with death, but continues in another realm. In some cultures, it’s a rite of passage for a young initiate to enter the spirit world and converse with dead ancestors before he’s accepted into the sect.”
“How does he go about entering the spirit world? Or conversing with dead ancestors, for that matter.” And why would one want to? In my world, ghosts were to be avoided whenever possible.
“He’s able to pass through into another realm by consuming plants with magical properties. Or, in other words, by ingesting a powerful hallucinogen.”
“Like gray dust?”
His eyes flickered, and I couldn’t help noticing that his pupils had dilated after sipping the tea. “Like the root bark of
“What does it do?”
“A mild dose can cause anxiety and sleep deprivation. A high dose produces hallucinations and a state of lethargy that can last for as long as five days.”
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“A massive dose can cause paralysis of the respiratory muscles and death.”
“So, this iboga plant…” I pronounced the name carefully. “Is that where gray dust comes from?”
“No. Gray dust is a derivative of a plant that no one outside of a certain sect has ever been able to identify.
