disobey your orders. The choice is yours.'
Adaon, who had been listening silently near the fire, shook his head. 'No,' he said quietly, 'this choice cannot be mine. I have said nothing for or against your plan; the decision is greater than I dare make.'
'But why?' cried Taran. 'I don't understand,' he said quickly and with concern. 'Of all of us, you know best what to do.'
Adaon turned his gray eyes toward the fire. 'Perhaps you will understand one day. For now, choose your path, Taran of Caer Dallben,' he said. 'Wherever it may lead, I promise you my help.'
Taran drew back and stood silent a moment, filled with distress and uneasiness. It was not fear touching his heart, but the wordless sorrow of dry leaves rushing desolate before the wind. Adaon continued to watch the dance of the flames.
'I shall go to the Marshes of Morva,' Taran said.
Adaon nodded. 'So it shall be.'
No one spoke then. Even Ellidyr made no reply; he bit his lips and fingered the hilt of his sword.
'Well,' said Doli at last, 'I suppose I might as well go along, too. Do what I can. But it's a mistake, I warn you.'
'Mistake?' cried the jubilant bard. 'By no means! I wouldn't be kept away from it!'
'And I certainly won't,' declared Eilonwy. 'Someone has to make sure there are at least a few of us with good sense along. Marshes! Ugh! If you insist on making fools of yourselves, I wish you'd picked a drier way.'
'And Gurgi will help!' shouted Gurgi, springing to his feet. 'Yes, yes, with seekings and peekings!'
'Gwystyl,' said Doli, with a look of resignation, 'you might as well go and fetch that powder you were talking about.'
While Gwystyl eagerly rummaged through the alcove, the dwarf drew a deep breath and flickered out of sight. He was back after some length of time, fully visible and looking furious, his ears trembling and rimmed with blue.
'There's five Huntsmen camped over the rise,' he said. 'They've settled down for the? oh, my ears? night. If that powder is any good, we can be well away before they even know we've been here.'
The companions dusted their feet and the hooves of their steeds with a black substance Gwystyl distributed from a moldering sack. He seemed almost gleeful, as Taran untethered Melynlas and led the horse from behind the screen of brambles.
'Goodbye, goodbye,' muttered Gwystyl. 'I hate to see you waste your time, not to mention your lives. But that's the way of it, I suppose. Here today, gone tomorrow, and what's anyone to do about it? Goodbye. I hope we meet again. But not soon. Goodbye.'
With that, the portal shut. Taran took a firmer grip on the bridle of Melynlas and the companions moved silently into the forest.
Chapter 8
A Stone in the Shoe
OUTSIDE THE WAY POST, night had already fallen; the sky was clear once more, but the chill had deepened. Adaon and Fflewddur held a hurried council on which path to follow, and agreed the company should ride westward until dawn, conceal themselves and sleep, then turn due south. As before, Eilonwy shared Melynlas with Taran, and Gurgi clung to the back of Lluagor.
Fflewddur had offered to lead the way, claiming he had never been lost and could find the Marshes with his eyes shut; after two harp strings had snapped, he reconsidered and gave up his position to Adaon. Doli, still muttering angrily about his buzzing ears, rode last, as rear guard, although he flatly refused to make himself invisible no matter what the circumstances.
Ellidyr had spoken to no one since leaving the melancholy Gwystyl, and Taran had seen the cold rage in his eyes after the companions' decision to press on to the Marshes of Morva.
'I think he really would have tried to bring back the cauldron by himself,' Taran said to Eilonwy. 'And you know how much chance he would have had alone. That's the kind of childish thing I'd have done when I was an Assistant Pig-Keeper.'
'You're still an Assistant Pig-Keeper,' answered Eilonwy. 'You're going to these silly swamps because of Ellidyr, and anything else you say is pure nonsense. Don't tell me it wouldn't have been wiser to find Gwydion. But no, you have to decide the other way and drag the rest of us along.'
Taran did not reply. Eilonwy's words stung him? all the more because he had begun to regret his own decision. Now the companions had set off, doubts tormented him and his heart was heavy. Taran could not forget the strange tone in Adaon's voice and sought again and again to understand why he had turned from a choice rightfully his. He jogged Melynlas closer to Adaon and leaned from the saddle.
'I am troubled,' he said in a low voice, 'and I wonder now if we should not turn back. I fear you have kept something from me, and had I known what it was, I would have chosen otherwise.'
If Adaon shared Taran's doubts, he showed no sign. In the saddle, he rode unbowed, as though he had gained new strength and the weariness of the journey could no longer touch him. On his face was a look Taran had never seen before and could not fathom. In it was pride, yet more than that; for it held, as well, a light that seemed almost joyous.
After a long pause Adaon said, 'There is a destiny laid on us to do what we must do, though it is not always given to us to see it.'
'I think you see many things,' Taran replied quietly, 'many things which you tell no one. It has long been in my mind,' he went on, with much hesitation, 'and now more than ever? the dream you had, the last night in Caer Dallben. You saw Ellidyr and King Morgant; to me, you foretold I would grieve. But what did you dream of yourself?'
Adaon smiled. 'Is that what troubles you? Very well, I shall tell you. I saw myself in a glade; and though winter lay all around, it was warm and sunlit. Birds called and flowers sprang up from bare stones.'
'Your dream was beautiful,' said Eilonwy, 'but I can't guess its meaning.'
Taran nodded. 'Yes, it is beautiful. I feared it had been unhappy and for that reason you chose not to speak of it.'
Adaon said nothing more and Taran fell back into his own thoughts, still finding no reassurance. Melynlas moved ahead, surefooted despite the darkness. The stallion was able to avoid the loose stones and fallen branches that lay across the winding path, even without Taran's hands on the reins. His eyes heavy with fatigue, Taran leaned forward and patted the stallion's powerful neck.
'Follow the way, my friend,' Taran murmured. 'Surely you know it better than I do.'
At daybreak Adaon raised his hand and signaled a halt. Throughout the night they had ridden, as it seemed to Taran, down a long series of descending slopes. They were still in the Forest of Idris, but here the ground had leveled a little. Many of the trees were yet covered with leaves; the undergrowth was thicker; the land less stark than the hills around Dark Gate. Doli, his pony snorting white mist, galloped up to report no sign of the Huntsmen on their trail.
'How long that sallow mealworm's powder lasts I couldn't guess,' said the dwarf. 'And I don't think it'll do us that much good anyway. If Arawn's looking for the cauldron, he's going to look hard and close. The Huntsmen must know we've come in this general direction. If enough of them keep after us, sooner or later they're bound to find us. That Gwystyl? for all the help he's been! Humph! And his crow, too. Humph! I wish we hadn't run into either of them.'
Ellidyr had dismounted and was anxiously studying Islimach's left foreleg. Taran, too, swung down and went to Ellidyr's side. The horse whinnied and rolled her eyes as he approached.
'She has gone lame,' Taran said. 'Unless we can help her, I fear she will not be able to hold the pace.'
'I need no pig-boy to tell me that,' answered Ellidyr. He bent and examined the mare's hoof with a gentleness of touch which surprised Taran.
'If you lightened her burden,' Taran suggested, 'it might ease her for a while. Fflewddur can take you up behind him.'
