“Which to a man thoroughly devastated by loss—so grieved that he never remarried and became fixated on others suffering a similar loss—might be sufficient to inspire him to seek revenge.”
“So he poisons Sir Richard?” Margaret asked.
“But doesn’t kill him—makes him look incompetent to the point he loses his job. And he hires thugs to harass his son.”
“But Ceyden?”
“I don’t know yet how or if she fits. Can you doubt he’d find it sweet revenge to kill the daughter of the man he holds responsible for the deaths of his own children?”
“We don’t know that’s what he’s thinking,” Margaret said.
“Agreed,” I said. “But it’s decent conjecture. And suppose he killed Jemal—the man who knew of Benjamin’s dealings at the harem. He might have been bribing Jemal as well and decided it was time to make sure he’d keep quiet about something.”
“Is this enough evidence to take to the ambassador?” Margaret asked.
“It should be sufficient to at least get his attention and persuade him that the matter requires further investigation. It shows Mr. Sutcliffe had a powerful motive. Now we need to find some evidence of him possessing chloral hydrate—and more about his friendship with Bezime. Let’s not forget she liked to play at being a physician.”
Chapter 26
As it was too late to confront Bezime herself, I had to settle for talking to the only person left who might have the answers I sought. Perestu started pacing almost as soon as I asked my first question. The lines in her forehead deepened, and her brown eyes clouded. “I don’t know how to answer you,” she said. “I have not had contact with your Mr. Sutcliffe in months. I told you that before.”
“What was his relationship with Bezime?”
She closed her eyes. “How could I possibly know that?”
“You read her diaries, didn’t you?” I asked. “You must have. How could you have resisted? Didn’t you want to know what her relationship with him was?”
She did not answer.
“He loved you. I’ve no doubt of that. You should have seen his reaction when he realized your ring was gone.” I hated the knowledge that he’d been putting on an act, but I had no reason to doubt his feelings for Perestu and even less reason to want to see her more hurt.
She turned, tears hanging heavy in her eyes. “You must not speak of love between us. There was none.”
“Friendship, then. Whatever you want to call it. He cared for you. Any woman in your situation would have read those diaries.”
“He came to her frequently, but I do not think they were lovers,” she said.
“Did she say anything about discussing Ceyden with him?”
“Nothing at all.”
This was unfortunate, but far from a shock. “What can you tell me about the loss of his family? I know it affected him deeply.”
“Of course it did. You’ve no idea—what it is to lose a child. Two children. And his wife. He loved her.”
“I know.”
“And to then have found out that a man he called his friend lied about the one thing that might have prevented all of it...”
She paused, and I dared not even breathe. But when she didn’t continue, I had to say something. “It might have been a mistake, you know. Sir Richard could have filed the request and all those years later it could have been lost.”
“You know the story?” She smiled, a slim, halfhearted effort. “That makes me feel less like I’m betraying him.”
“I don’t know the details, but I’m not convinced it was anything more than a misunderstanding.”
“No, that’s not possible. When he saw the paper, he confronted Sir Richard, who admitted everything. He apologized, but what good was that? Said that he couldn’t leave at the time because he was following some new lead as to where his daughter might have been. It all amounted to nothing, of course, and poor Theodore lost everything.”
“Sir Richard knows all this?” I asked.
“Yes. There can be no doubt. The last time I saw Theodore was when he came to me immediately following their conversation. I’d never seen him so upset, so... ragged.”
“And it was that day that you broke off your friendship?”
“Yes. The timing was appalling, I admit. But something in him scared me that day—the intensity of his hurt, his anger. And I knew that I was in danger of getting too drawn in to him. I didn’t want that, so I cut it off.”
“That takes no small measure of strength,” I said.
“Not nearly as much as it should have,” she said. “I’d been pulling away for months without him even knowing. Otherwise I couldn’t have done it.”
“I’m sorry,” I said. “It must have been terribly painful. I would never broach such a subject if I didn’t think it of critical importance. What did Bezime write about Mr. Sutcliffe?”
“She knew of his anger, that was clear, and it concerned her. He wasn’t sleeping well—nightmares. He had suffered from them for years. She gave him something to help him, but didn’t think he was taking it, as he never seemed to her more rested.” Tears choked her voice. “I wish I could have given him something solid like that— something that might actually have helped.”
I felt as if I were standing on the edge of a very tall cliff, about to plummet to an unthinkable and inane ending if I did not choose my words with absolute precision. I walked over and stood in front of her, placing my hands on her shoulders. “The sort of friendship you gave him was far more substantial than some sort of medicine it sounds like he never even took.”
“Yes, but she gave him more every time he called. She must have had reason to think it was important.”
I tried to sound as casual as possible. “Do you remember what it was?”
“Some sleeping aid... chlor... chloral...”
“Chloral hydrate?”
“Yes,” she said. “That was it.”
“Not the best choice, I’d say. Highly addictive and can have dreadful side effects.”
“Is that so?”
“Yes. Far better that he have a friend who understands him,” I said.
“Thank you,” she said. “It brings some measure of comfort.”
“He doesn’t have to be lost to you altogether, does he?” I asked.
“Yes. There’s no other way. I will not let myself fall in love again, especially in such impossible circumstances.”
I could not argue with the wisdom of that.
I rushed from the palace to meet Margaret, who had taken care of arranging the final details for Roxelana’s rescue. The time had come at last to pull off our plan. Excitement and fear surged through me, my nerves thin, and I prayed we were doing the right thing in the right way. I could not let myself think of the fallout that would come should our plans be exposed. We’d been careful, and I was confident her escape would be successful. Hubris is a dangerous companion.
“You’ll find this amusing,” Margaret said as we raced to the Nuruosmaniye Mosque. “A friend called on Medusa yesterday, all full of ex-pat gossip. Apparently, the night of your adventure in the embassy one of the stray cats that lurk about the city got in through an open window and knocked over a vase.”
“That was the crash that terrified me?” I laughed.
