except a very few. Oliver knows, of course, and Althea.'
'Oh?”
Mathilda felt hysterical. It was so funny. What he was saying. Oliver, all this time—Oliver had thought her married to somebody else. So had Althea. Romance, tragedy, love and death, and Mathilda in the middle. All the while she'd been playing dull bridge with filthy cards, slapping at the flies, Althea had been believing this wild yarn. Mathilda put her thumb in her mouth and bit it. It was too funny, too terribly funny.
'And as a matter of fact, that porter was bribed. He was bribed not to say anything about us. My dear, you bribed him yourself. That's what he thought you—'
Mathilda said, 'Could I have a drink of water?'
He got her the drink quickly. He was watching her as if he cared how she felt.
She said, 'But I got on board my ship at noon on Wednesday.'
'You remember that?' he murmured.
'Perfectly,' she snapped. She was annoyed at a little demon of glee that kept thinking of Althea, outdramatized. She put the glass down, feeling calmer. 'I was quite alone,' she said.
'When we got back here after the wedding,' he said, 'there was a message that I had to report immediately. We figured that it would be better for you to go on, that I would go see what the hell, do what I could. I was optimistic. I said I'd fly down after you. I even thought I might make it as soon as you did.' He paused.
'I won't go into how I felt. I thought, after all, I had you legally, and for the rest I had, more or less, planned to wait-if you understand me.' He sent her a queer, tortured glance. 'But now it looks as if I haven't got you at all.'
She took up the glass and tilted it. 'Is there more?'
'Some,' he said. There was Grandy. You hadn't told him.'
'Why not?'
'I think you rather liked the idea of a dramatic
Mathilda squirmed. He was making her out a blind little fool, a hurt, silly child. Her face burned because, although it wasn't true, it had a strange possibility to it, an accusing possibility.
'Well,' he went along easily, 'you didn't know what to do. Finally, you sat down and wrote him a letter-the last thing you did before I took you to the pier.' He had a letter in his hand.
'A letter to Grandy?' She felt proud of being so rational. 'How does it happen he hasn't kept it?'
'Because of what it says!' cried Francis impatiently. 'My God, Tyl, you forget! We thought you were drowned. The letter was . . .all I had.'
She thought,
The letter was not only in her handwriting; it was in her words. The turn of the phrases. There were even some that referred to family matters, such as saying 'a Julius,' when you meant a myth. An old story about a man named Julius who never came. Nobody could have known how to use that word! The letter was signed with her
own cryptic formula. 'Y.L.U.D. Your Loving Ugly Duckling.'
'You took that to Grandy?' she asked, and her voice trembled. 'He believed it?'
'Yes,' said Francis gently. 'Yes, of course. But I didn't take it to him until late in February. You see, the news about your disappearance came while I was still at camp. I got out of there so fast the red tape is still bleeding where I cut it' He grinned.
Her heart jumped. The grin was more terrifying than anything else he'd said or done, somehow. She realized that this was a man of great force, very much alive, a strong man, a consequential human factor. And here he was, claiming to have let his life and affairs
revolve around her. Nor could she imagine any reason for it.
'I was frantic. I couldn't find you. Look, Tyl,' he said boyishly, 'what else could I do? I had to go where Grandy was, because if by any miracle you did turn up, you'd let him know. And listen, my darling—'
'I have been listening ' said Mathilda. She raised her head. 'Have I heard it all?' She stood up. 'I don't know how you managed that letter,' she said steadily, 'but it's all lies, just the same.'
He had been watching her intently. Now, when she lashed out, he didn't flinch. Instead, his face softened. 'Good,' he said. 'I'll have the bags sent over to the station. We may just have time.'
A maid in the corridor called her 'Mrs. Howard.' Mathilda stammered something. The clerk downstairs leaned across to say in a warm undertone, 'Welcome back, Mrs. Howard.'
Francis led her across the lobby. He was looking down, smiling a little, a smile not exactly triumphant, but rather as if he hoped she wouldn't be angry that he was right.
'You're very thorough,' she said stiffly. But she was scared.
The headwaiter?' he asked. 'Shall we find him? Or shall we go into the bar?'
'No,' she said. 'No more, not these. ... It was a minister?'
'It was a minister.'
'I want to see him.'
'I'd better phone,' he said, and left her. The lobby floor was billowing a little under her feet. She thought,
When Grandy opened the door of his study to go forth, Jane could see from her desk down the long room to where Althea was languidly dusting the floor. Althea wore a blue denim coverall and her silver-blond hair was tied up in a blue scarf. She wore gloves—dainty ones, too—and now Jane saw her fold her hands around the handle of the dust mop and lean picturesquely on it. Althea dusting the living-room floor was something to watch, a picture. Althea made the most of her opportunities in Grandy's servantless house. She never missed an opportunity to be a picture.
And Grandy, thought Jane, with his dramatic sense. It was like living in the middle of a movie all the time, to be in this house with the pair of them. The way he opened the door of the study. Not merely so that he could go through it into the next room. No, there had to be a flourish, a significant sweep. He opened the door as if he were blowing a fanfare for himself.
'Mathilda is in New York,' he chanted, 'even now.' He seemed to be tasting each word. 'I spoke to her on the telephone.' The way he said it, the warmth and wonder he could pour out with that voice of his, made you reflect what a miracle the telephone was, pay mental tribute to Alexander Graham Bell, realize the strides of modern civilization, all in a flash, and then go on to consider the infinite pathos of human affection, and, somehow or other, also the gallantry of the human spirit in die face of the infinite.
Althea said, 'Was Francis with her?' She had a clear, high voice. She articulated well through her pretty, small mouth, with a precise, rather strong-minded effect.
Grandy put his ten fingertips together in pairs, tapped his mouth with the long triangle of his forefingers. 'Oh, yes,' he said, 'and I think . . . spaghetti!' The lines around his eyes crinkled up shrewdly. 'I shall begin my sauce. Yes, spaghetti will be exactly right. Both friendly and delicious, but not distracting.'
Althea made a slow, wide circle with the mop. 'They'll be here for dinner,' she remarked. It wasn't a question. It wasn't a comment. It was as if the thought in her mind had got expressed accidentally.
'Flowers!' cried Grandy.
'Let Jane do the flowers,' Althea said. Tm just out of a sickbed. I decline to get my feet wet.'
'The rain is only in your sulky little heart,' said Grandy lightly.
Oliver, standing in the arch, asked suspiciously, 'What rain? Whose heart?'
The minister's house was one of those city brownstones with a high stoop and a double-doored entry. The white lace curtains were spotless and crisp. The paint around the window frames was neat and newly done.
A servant opened the door. Her face broke into welcome. 'Mr. Howard and your bride!' she said. 'Oh, the doctor will be glad. I'll tell him.'
She went briskly down the hall to tap on a door toward the back of the house. Francis was whispering in Mathilda's ear, saying that the servant had been a witness. To their wedding, he meant. Mathilda couldn't speak.
She felt the quiet of the house oppressing her. The very cleanliness, the spotless carpet, the shining wood of the stair banister, the faint smell of polish and soap, seemed inhuman and frightening. Somebody spoke from above.
A tiny elderly woman with soft, faded skin and faded blue eyes was standing on the stairs. 'My dear,' she said in a lady's voice, 'we read in the papers that you were safe. How very kind and thoughtful of you to come.'
The strange woman came all the way down into the hall and her hands touched Mathilda's. Her tiny hands were ice cold.
Francis said, apologetically, 'She's been through a good deal, Mrs. White.'
The woman's eyes narrowed. They looked at Francis very intently, very searchingly. They seemed to cling to his face, to pull away reluctantly at last. She whispered, 'Poor child.'
'She would like to see Doctor White,' said Francis, and Mathilda had a strong sense that he was suffering.
'Of course,' the woman murmured. They followed her in the track of the servant, who had vanished. This woman tapped, too. on the same door, and then she opened it. For a moment Mathilda could sec only the outline of a man sitting behind a desk. He rose.
He said in a soft,
