compliment, ma'am, but it did not sound quite like one, did it? Do please accept my apologies. Can't think what came over me. I should have been content to preserve that silence we were so glad of a moment ago.'
'I am flattered,' Celia said quietly, looking up seriously into his face. 'No one has ever called me pretty. I am not, of course. But it is pleasant to be told so, and I know you meant what you said because you spoke in haste. It was no courtly compliment. Thank you.'
'I say,' Algernon said, offering his arm and resuming their stroll, 'you are not an antidote, you know, Miss Barnes. I have seen since I first met you that you have great beauty of character. Some man is going to be fortunate to have you seeing to his welfare for a lifetime.'
Celia laughed. 'You have matrimony on your mind, my lord,' she said, 'and that is quite natural. Are you very happy? Rachel has told me that you are to become betrothed in the autumn.'
Algernon was quiet for a moment. 'Rache has told you that?' he said. 'It is not at all settled, you know. I am not quite sure that by the autumn she will not have decided that she wants a more glittering marriage after all. But yes, she is very dear to me, you know. Always has been.'
Neither seemed quite aware of the fact that they had stopped walking. He looked at her, saying nothing for a while.
'Well, I suppose we should stroll back to the house again,' he said at last with a half-smile, 'reluctant as I am to do so. I am afraid such social entertainments are not quite my cup of tea, especially when I am expected to dance. Thank you for walking with me, Miss Barnes. You are a peaceful companion. One can speak his thoughts with you without any effort at all to make elegant conversation. Now, does that sound like compliment or insult? I assure you I meant it as the highest praise.'
'And so it was taken, my lord,' Celia said, smiling up at him.
They both stood a few moments longer before he offered his arm and they moved in the direction of the ballroom.
Chapter 7
rachel had promised the same set to david Gower. She had dreaded it all evening and in fact had a good excuse to avoid it altogether when the time came. Lord Morrison had been standing beside her as she rose from the chair on which she had seated herself to talk to one of the older ladies. Neither of them had noticed until they heard the loud tearing sound that he was standing on the hem of her gown. She was forced to withdraw to her room after listening to his exclamations of dismay and stammered words of apology. By the time her maid had made hasty repairs to the hem and she had returned downstairs, the orchestra had already started to play and the quadrille was in progress. She could see David standing at the opposite side of the room, close to the French doors, his hands clasped behind his back.
The temptation to leave him there and perhaps approach him later with an apology for having had to be absent during their dance was quite powerful. But she could not do so. He might already have seen her. Besides, of greater importance than that, she would find it more difficult to look him in the eye later and lie than to approach him now and dance the remainder of the set with him.
He smiled and held out a hand for hers as she approached. 'I saw your mishap occur,' he said. 'I hope your gown has not been ruined. It is very pretty.'
She would not succumb to the gentleness and charm of that smile, Rachel decided. She placed her hand in his and smiled dazzlingly. 'It was a small matter,' she said. 'I am sorry to be late, sir. I think it is too late to join a set.'
'Is it?' he said. 'Shall we take a seat, then? Or walk on the balcony?'
Rachel hesitated. Taking a seat would mean sitting among the older women and chaperones. Their every word would be overheard. She would find such a situation embarrassing. 'The walk, I think,' she said, and took his proffered arm.
There was one other couple on the terrace, standing leaning against the stone balustrade and looking out into the garden. Mr. Robertson and Clara Higgins, Rachel saw.
'The evening is going well,' David said. 'You must be pleased, Lady Rachel. And very happy, I would guess.'
'I always enjoy parties,' Rachel said gaily. 'They are my reason for living, I declare.'
'Are they?' he asked gently. 'You certainly shine in such a setting.'
Silence fell between them. Rachel was feeling very conscious of her two acquaintances still standing there, not themselves talking. They would hear almost every word she exchanged with David if they continued to walk up and down. She drew to a halt as they reached the end of the balcony and leaned her arms along the balustrade. She looked out into the darkness and breathed in the smell of summer flowers.
'Have you settled in at the vicarage?' she asked as her companion stopped beside her. 'Do you find that you have enough to occupy your time?'
He laughed softly. 'The vicarage is a comfortable home,' he said, 'and I have Mrs. Saunders to fuss over me like a mother hen. And I find that there are not enough hours in the day to accomplish all I wish to do.'
She looked up at him with raised eyebrows and then turned hastily away again. 'What do you find to do?' she asked. 'Both Algie and Papa have expressed surprise that you have not come visiting each day.'
'I have been trying to become personally acquainted with each of my parishioners,' he said. 'I believe that I am succeeding, though it is a time-consuming task. Most old people especially love to talk, and the children too love to prattle and tell all their innermost secrets. Once one has penetrated their natural reserve, that is. Even the working men and women become surprisingly talkative once they know that one has not come merely for cakes and ale and social chatter or moralizing.'
Rachel frowned into the darkness. 'I would not have expected you to make all that effort,' she said. 'Vicar Ferney did not do it. I thought a vicar's duties consisted of sick-visiting, saying matins and evensong, and writing Sunday sermons.'
'I am afraid I demand a great deal more of myself,' he said with a laugh. 'Being vicar here is not a job to me, you know, though of course I must work in order to earn my living. It is a way of life. My very life itself.'
Rachel looked at him, forgetting for the moment both her distrust of the man and her embarrassment. 'You mean you enjoy spending your time with the lower classes?' she asked. 'It is most unusual to do so. You have been brought up to a different social class entirely.'
His eyes were smiling. She must not look at his eyes, she told herself. She dropped her gaze to his mouth, curved at the corners. 'I am a servant,' he said. 'And I can do no better than my Master. I remember explaining to you once before that Jesus spent by far the greater part of His time with the poor.'
'That was different,' Rachel said. 'He grew up as one of them.'
'That is true,' he said. 'But it makes no real difference. I have been happy during the past week, you see.'
'Have you?' Rachel forgot her resolve and looked up into his eyes again. 'And you are not happy here tonight, are you? And you were not comfortable in London.'
'When I was younger,' he said, 'I was bitter in the knowledge that I would have to go out and earn my own way in the world. I thought I would be happy if I only had the money to give me an independence. I thought my restlessness was due to my unfortunate circumstances. And then I found that that was not true at all. My restlessness was due to the fact that I had found no meaning or useful purpose to my life. But I am one of the most fortunate of men. I have found both at a relatively early age.'
'I have not,' Rachel said, her eyes looking troubled as they gazed into his. She looked abruptly away again. 'I should say I had not. I believe I am going to marry Algie soon, and then I shall have a reason for living. He will keep me safe.'
David hesitated. 'Algie is a good man,' he said. 'He will make you a kind husband.'
'I know that!' Rachel turned on him, suddenly fierce. 'I know he is a good man. Do you mean that I am not worthy of him? I know that too.'
David winced as if she had slapped him. 'I did not mean that at all,' he said. 'I… I wish for your happiness. I cannot forget what happened between us little more than a week ago, and my mind is weighted down by
