between their two bodies.

“I adore dancing,” she said as she opened her fan and plied it slowly before her face. “I daresay you do too. I do apologize for depriving you of the pleasure of participating any further until the next set.”

“Not at all,” he said. “Besides, I do not enjoy dancing.”

She could feel the heat from his body and smell that very enticing cologne again. She would not mind at all, she thought quite scandalously, if he accidentally touched her arm or kissed her hand. Or her lips, for that matter. She had never been kissed. She had wanted to be for some time now. And who better …

The ballroom was surely exceedingly warm.

“I suppose,” she said because she did not want him to suspect that she had guessed the truth, poor man, “you have been dancing for so many years that you have become quite jaded.”

“Not at all,” he said again. “I have always been clumsy at it. I have been able to avoid dancing until this year. I was insignificantly positioned as the younger brother of an earl who was married and beginning to set up his nursery. When he died last year, my life changed.”

Ah, an honest man. One who was willing to admit that he was a clumsy dancer. There were not many honest people in this world, Angeline suspected, especially on the subject of their own defects.

“And now you are expected to dance all the time,” she said, smiling at him. “You were forced to dance with me.”

“I was not forced, Lady Angeline.” His eyebrows rose, and she noticed that they arched very nicely indeed above his eyes without unduly creasing his brow. “It was my pleasure.”

Ah, not always honest. Her smile deepened.

“You were in mourning all last year, then, were you?” she asked him. “I have been in mourning too, though not last year. It was the year before. For my mother. I ought to have made my come-out last year. Is that not strange? If I had, I would not have encountered you at that inn outside Reading or in Hyde Park this morning. And I would have had a different partner with whom to dance the opening set of my come-out ball. You would have been away somewhere mourning for your brother. How random a thing fate is.”

Perhaps he did not see their meetings as fate. Or not as a happy one, anyway. If he did, he had nothing to say on the subject. And when she glanced at him, she could see that his lips were rather tightly set.

It really was a fast and vigorous dance, she thought as her eyes strayed beyond his shoulder. Tresham was dancing with the widowed Countess of Heyward and Ferdinand with the small, blond- haired, very pretty Lady Martha Hamelin, with whom Angeline had chatted at great length at St. James’s Palace this morning. Trust Ferdie to single out the loveliest girl in the room.

She really hoped Lady Martha would be one of those close friends she craved.

“I ought to have made my come-out last year,” she said again, resuming her story, “but I broke my leg.”

She glanced down at it. Her foot was reclining on the brocaded stool. Her left foot. It was the right foot she had turned on the dance floor a short while ago. Oh, dear. It was too late now, though, to make the correction. He would surely notice. So, perhaps, would half of those gathered in the ballroom. She was not unaware of the fact that many eyes were turned their way.

“You are accident prone, Lady Angeline?” he asked.

“I fell out of a tree,” she said. “I was crossing the bull’s meadow because I was late and needed to return home quickly and because there was no sign of the bull. I did look, for one does not wish to come face-to-face with two tons of annoyed bull in the middle of a meadow, does one? I still do not know where he could possibly have been hiding, but he was there right enough. He was hiding deliberately, I daresay, lying in wait for just such an opportunity as that with which I presented him. I went up the tree like a monkey when he came charging after me, and I sat up there for what seemed like an hour, though I daresay it was no longer than ten minutes or so, while he prowled about down below trying to devise a way of getting at me. I have never been more thankful for the limited attention of bulls. I might have been up there for a week. He lost interest eventually and wandered away, and I was so relieved and so frantic to get away before he returned and because I had invited visitors and it was becoming more and more probable that they would be at the house before me, that I did not pay the descent of the tree my full attention and missed my footing on a lower branch and fell to the ground. I landed on my left leg and actually heard it crack. I was very vexed with myself, but it might have been worse. I might have landed on my head. And by some miracle the bull did not return while I moved to the fence and scrambled beneath it as quickly as I could on my bot—Well.” She fanned her face briskly.

He was looking fully at her and it struck her foolishly that she could well drown in his blue eyes if she gazed into them for long enough.

“I hope,” he said, “you learned to be more punctual for appointments, Lady Angeline, so that in future you need not be tempted to cross forbidden and dangerous meadows.”

She tipped her head to one side and regarded him thoughtfully.

“I told the story to make you smile,” she said. “Other men slap their thighs when I tell it and roar with mirth. Ladies titter behind their fans and look merry.”

“I wonder,” he said, “if they would all laugh so hard if it were Tresham telling the story about his deceased sister.”

“Lord Heyward,” she said, “are you perhaps just a little bit stuffy?”

And there, she had done it again. Words before thought. But it was too late to recall them.

His nostrils flared slightly. She had annoyed him, which was really hardly surprising.

But she had not meant her observation to be an insult or even a criticism. She did not mind in the least if he was a little stuffy. Not under the circumstances. It had probably never occurred to anyone else whose ears she had regaled with that particular story that it might just as easily have been a tragic one.

Perhaps she ought to have used the words serious- minded rather than stuffy. They had a more positive connotation.

“According to your definition of the word, Lady Angeline,” he said, “no doubt I am. I do not find stories of charging bulls amusing. Or stories of unescorted ladies being accosted by impudent fellows in inn taprooms, though I daresay such incidents could be made to sound uproariously amusing. Or stories of daredevils racing their curricles along a narrow road used by other innocent and unsuspecting travelers, though I daresay such incidents have entertained many a gathering of men who admire sheer daredevilry. I make no apology for being stuffy. Life is too serious a business for idle persons to endanger themselves and others by being hoydens or rakehells.”

Angeline gazed at him.

And had a thought.

Had his brother died in a curricle race? Had he been a daredevil?

Did he blame her for what had happened at the Rose and Crown, even though he had defended her so gallantly? Because she ought to have been chaperoned or not there at all?

He certainly blamed her for the bull incident. Because she had been late for an appointment.

She might have bristled with anger at the implied criticism, as she undoubtedly would have done if it had been Tresham delivering the scold, or Ferdinand. Or Miss Pratt.

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