Just as Anna began to think she would soon be able to form complete sentences, Sondra dissolved in racking sobs, her body jerking as if an electric current surged through it. Any attempt on Anna's part to pull away triggered such a fit of violent grasping that in the end she just hung on to the quivering mess that was Sondra McCarty and waited for the storm to blow itself out.
'Mind if I join you? Or is three a crowd?'
Anna looked up from where Sondra had her pinned in the dirt to see Schatz's most-welcome face.
'My lead dead-ended. I followed the bellowing.' He slid down beside them and looked around, his lamp raking over the filth. 'Not exactly the Hilton.'
'She found water and stayed with it. Good girl,' Anna said in that peculiar voice usually reserved for dogs and horses.
'Hi, Sondra. Everybody's been missing you,' Curt lied without a hitch.
Pulling her face away from Anna's chest at the sound of her name, Sondra stared at Curt. Face streaked with tears, hair in dreadlocks from sleeping and living in the mud, she looked every inch the tragic refugee. Momentarily her hands loosened their grip.
Opportunity was knocking. Aiming Mrs. McCarty at Curt's broad chest, Anna gave her a shove. Neat as a flying squirrel, Sondra let go of Anna and smacked into Curt, fingers, toes, every prehensile inch of her reattaching to the new savior.
'Thanks a heap,' Curt said dryly, eyeing Anna over Sondra's head where it wedged between his jaw and neck.
'Don't mention it.' Rubbery legs took Anna's weight. Rubbing clutch marks from her arms, she tried to shake free of the insanity if not the stink of it.
Affixed to Curt, Sondra made gurgling noises and hid her face. A line from an old Travis McGee novel came to mind: 'You girl, do you dither? Do you bleat and snuffle and carry on?' Anna looked away. The woman had earned the right to a breakdown. Batteries would have gone dead on the first day. Food run out on the second. Without water Sondra would have died on the third. Carlsbad's volunteers were going to have fun cleaning up after this adventure.
Turning her back on what had become a prison for Sondra, Anna knelt. The younger woman's shoulders grasped between her hands, she gently pulled her several inches away from her human rock.
'Time to go. You've been here plenty long, don't you think?'
Childish in extremity, Sondra nodded and pawed away tears with one hand. The other had a fistful of Curt's tee-shirt and looked in no way ready to let go.
'You must be real hungry,' Anna said coaxingly. 'I've got a whole bunch of food in my pack. If you can come just a little ways, back out to the real trail, we'll eat something. Then go home.' To Curt she said, 'Take her hand. The one on your shirtfront if you can get it. Hold it till you can't anymore. I'll be right behind you with her gear.'
Schatz did as he was asked. In the confined crawl space leading back to the Trade Route, there was a scuffle and some wailing when he tried to detach himself so he could move ahead. Anna took a bandana from her pocket, tied one corner to the end of Curt's bootlace, and gave the other to Sondra. Tenuous as the tether was, it gave her confidence to go on.
Back in the crumpled space whence this side trip had begun, Anna got a container of ravioli from her pack and let Sondra eat half of it. The rest she set aside to see if her patient could keep the food down.
Anna had brought Sondra's helmet and pack out. Curt put fresh batteries in her headlamp. With her own light strapped to her head, she calmed down significantly. Given light, food, and the promise of salvation, she showed signs of regaining the rudiments of human intercourse.
The ravioli stayed down. Anna let Sondra have what was left, her cautions to eat slowly totally disregarded.
'Can you tell us what happened?' she asked.
The brown eyes filled with tears fat as summer raindrops. They dripped from the narrow jaw, splashing onto her trousered thighs with audible plops. Tears were an improvement. Tears were human; they helped to melt the unnatural rictus of her face. Still, Anna didn't want to risk a setback.
'You don't have to talk about it,' she said quickly. 'You just eat and get your strength back.'
Curiosity might have rendered her less kindly, but she had a pretty good idea what must have transpired. Sondra had heard someone- Brent or Oscar, or Brent and Oscar-talking about the original injury to Frieda. She'd put together that Frieda had been attacked to keep her from finding something they didn't want found. Sondra sneaked away in search of an exclusive story. Her disappearance was noted by someone wishing her ill. During the night the rescuers had been trapped in the Pigtail, this person had slipped away while the others slept. By the simple expedient of removing the tape, he had seen to it that Sondra would not come out.
Anna had awakened that night. Brent had been gone from his sleeping place. Another reason guilt might have driven him to what became his own death. Killing would be hard to live with. Burial alive, impossible.
'Did you get all the way to Tinker's Hell?' Anna asked.
Sondra shook her head, her mouth full of ravioli. In a shuddering gulp she swallowed it. Her eyes refilled, and she whimpered, 'There was somebody following me.' Memory, mixed with trauma, was drawing a veil over her mind.
'Don't,' Anna said sharply. 'Stay right here. Right now. With us. Eat. Talk to her, Curt.'
Curt, still tied to their acquisition by Anna's handkerchief, began telling stories of the incredible abuses perpetrated on the English language by his students. The talk was pointless, mildly amusing, and just what the doctor might have ordered. That is, if the doctor wanted his wife back.
Harmless male chatter was a balm to frayed nerves. Sondra's eating slowed, and her eyes dried. Stretching her legs, Anna mingled the muddy soles of her boots with those of her companions. Closing her eyes she invited a catnap to recharge her batteries. Tinker's Hell was close-no more than a twenty-minute trek from where they sat. She needed to get there; otherwise the whole trip was for nothing. Mentally, she apologized to Sondra. Saving a life, even one as irksome as Sondra McCarty's, was probably worth something. Mind drifted. It would be not only cruel but, more significantly, unwise to ask Sondra to go deeper into the cave. At best she'd be an anchor. At worst she'd flip out and become a serious liability. In her fragile state she couldn't be left alone. The briefest sentence back in solitary confinement could do irreparable harm. The mind-breaking solitude of the underground was stressful for the healthy and well balanced.
Anna enjoyed a peculiar sensation of simultaneously floating and weighing five hundred pounds. Ten hours' sleep would have been a boon, but if anything she'd read about long incarcerations in the dark was true, Sondra had been sleeping fifteen to twenty hours out of every twenty-four. Leaving her alone even through the act of becoming unconscious didn't sit well. Anna would have to make it out of Lechuguilla on catnaps. Once outside, she promised herself, she'd spread a sleeping bag on the open desert and sleep till Christmas.
'Christmas.'
She'd been talking in her sleep. Curt's 'Ho, ho, ho' woke her up.
'How long was I asleep?' she demanded.
'Maybe ten minutes,' Curt told her.
'Ten years would be a drop in the bucket,' she confessed. 'How are you doing, Sondra? Do you feel up to heading out?'
'Is anybody there?' She sounded like a frightened child.
'Peter, you mean? He's there.' Anna tried to reassure her.
Sondra pushed her face into her hands, hid behind a clotted mat of hair. 'No. No. Not Peter.' Her voice was creeping up the scale, on a collision course with hysteria.
At a loss, Anna got ready to slap her. Curt was quicker to understand.
'Not Peter,' he said. 'It wasn't Peter. Listen to me.' Catching her by the wrists, he pried her hands away from her face. 'Anna meant Peter is waiting for you outside. Nobody's waiting in the cave. Nobody's here but us. The guy who followed you is dead. Shot dead.'
Anna thought the violence of the image might further derange Sondra, but she absorbed the words, then donned an expression that looked a lot like smugness. Mrs. McCarty's personality was beginning to reassert itself.
'I've got to go into Tinker's Hell,' Anna announced, putting it into words so she couldn't chicken out. Sondra
