‘If the LIO produced the files, why can’t he go to the meeting?’ asked Cooper.
‘He’s got flu. So it’ll have to be you, Ben.’
‘Why?’
‘The Chief is afraid he’ll be asked questions that need a bit of local knowledge. You know he’s never quite managed to work out which county he’s in since he transferred from Lancashire. He has you marked down as the local lad who can answer all the difficult questions the rest of us can’t you know, like ho to spell “Derbyshire”.’
‘No, I meant why?’ said Cooper. ‘It sounds as though this Alison Morrissev is on some kind of holy mission to clear her grandfather’s name. All ancient history, isn’t it?’
‘That’s about right,’ said Hitchens.
‘So why are we doing this at all?’
‘Ah. Political reasons.’
‘Political? What’s political about it?’
‘We owe favours,’ said Hitchens.
‘We do?’
‘When I say “we”, I mean the Chief, of course. Maybe you don’t remember the big fraud case a few years back, Ben. The main suspect got out of the country and ended up in Canada, masquerading as a lumberjack or whatever. The Mounties weren’t too cooperative at first, but the Chief talked to the consul in Sheffield. They’d played golf together once or twice, and the consul pulled some strings. Anyway, the net result was that our Chief Superintendent made some new bosom buddies over there in Ottawa. They discovered they had similar
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handshakes, if you know what I mean. And one of them turns out to be this Morrisscy woman’s uncle. That’s what I mean by politics.’
‘So we’re putting on a show.’
‘Up to a point. We’re not actually going to Jo anything.’
‘How do you know that, sir, if we haven’t even talked to her yet?’
‘Oh, you’ll see,’ said Hitchens. ‘Even political influence can’t produce resources out of nowhere.’
Finally, Cooper went off duty and made his way directly across town to the Old School Nursing Home. In one of the lounges, he found his mother waiting. She was sitting up in an armchair, tense, staring at the wall, her thoughts far away in some world of her own making.
‘Do you remember what I said, Mum?’ he asked. ‘About moving out of the farm?’ He tried to saw it casually, to make
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it sound as though he were only planning to pop out to the shop to buy some tea bags.
Isabel Cooper didn’t say anything, though her eyes shifted from the wall to his face. Cooper took her hand. It felt limp and lifeless.
‘I’ve decided I’ve got to live in my own place for a bit,’ he said. ‘It’ll only be in Edendale. I’ll still come and see you every day, don’t worry.’
Her eves remained distant, not focused on him at all. But a momentary shadow seemed to pass across her face, a faint echo of the expression she had always used when she thought she had caught him out in a lie.
‘You’ll never know any difference, Mum,’ he said. ‘You’ll sec as much of me as you always have. Too much, as usual. That’s what you always used to say, whenever I got under your feet.’
He wished that she would smile at him, just once. But her face didn’t move. Part of that was the drugs. The drugs were doinsj their job, controlling the involuntary spasms, suppressing the facial twitches that had so often turned her into someone else, nothing like the mother he had known.
He patted the back of her hand, leaned forward and kissed
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her. Her cheek was cold, like the face of a statue. He heard her release her breath in a long sigh, and felt her relax a little. It was the only response he was likely to get.
For a moment, Cooper thought of going back on his decision. But it didn’t matter to his mother now, did it? It didn’t make any difference to her where he lived, now that she was in the nursing home and not likely to return to Bridge End Farm. It was his own reluctance that he was having to deal with, his own sense of leaving a large part of himself behind.
He had promised to call at the nursing home to see his mother every day, and so far he had done it. It meant he could keep telling her every day about his decision to move out, until they both believed it.
Cooper had left the farm too early that morning to collect his mail when the postman came. It was usually approaching nine o’clock by the time the post van made it out as far as Bridge End. So the estate agent’s details were waiting for him when he arrived home that evening. Everyone could tell what the envelope contained. He had told his family that he planned to move out, but he could see that they hadn’t really believed it until now. One of his nieces, Josie, handed him the envelope without saying a word, but with a reproachful look. She almost seemed to be about to burst into tears.
‘Anything interesting?’ said Matt, watching his brother open the envelope from the estate agent.
Cooper could see straight away that there was nothing suitable. All the agents had available were a couple of threebedroom semis in Buxton and a furnished first-floor apartment in Chapel-cn-le-Frith. Apart from the fact that they were too far avay, the rent for each of them was well outside the limit of his resources. But it seemed like an admission of failure to tell his family there was nothing. Worse, it might raise expectations that he would never find anything and that he would be forced to stav on at the farm. Once that idea became accepted, it would be all too easy to fall in with it himself. And that would be that. He would be here until he retired, or until Matt decided to sell the farm, which would be a disaster in itself.
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lie looked at Matt. He wasn’t altogether sure how his brother felt about the prospect of him moving out. It was a big step, to be sure. But wouldn’t it leave more room for Matt and Kate and the girls to live their own life? Hvcn inside the estate agent’s, though, he had felt embarrassed to explain what he was doing. He was nearly thirty years old, and it wasn’t an age where you could comfortably announce that you were thinking of leaving home
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