direction. He drove up a crushed stone driveway and stopped adjacent to the front door.
Graves, tall and thin with a shock of white hair and hollowed, pockmarked cheeks, opened the door before Joe knocked. Graves wore a long velour robe, socks, and beaded moccasins. He introduced himself and offered his hand. Joe suppressed a flinch at the touch of Graves’s cool, long, smooth fingers. “My office is down this hallway,” Graves said, leading Joe inside. “The Jensen file is on the desk as well as a box of evidence. Please don’t remove any of the items from the Ziploc bags without asking my permission.” Joe followed the ME down the dark hallway, but not before stealing a glance into a wellappointed great room where soft music swelled and lowwattage lamps created a warm, subdued glow. A man about Graves’s age sat on a couch in the great room. He looked to be a working cowboy—
worn Wranglers, scuffed boots, longsleeved canvas shirt, longbrimmed hat grasped in his hands—but he didn’t acknowledge Joe. The cowboy sat with a forwardleaning posture with his eyes fixed on something high on the wall that suggested to Joe that the man thought that if he remained still he couldn’t be seen. The cowboy, Joe guessed, was Graves’s companion for the evening.
Once in his office, Graves snapped on a bank of harsh lights and gestured toward the desk. “Maybe if you told me specifically what you’re looking for I could save you some time.” The office was in stark contrast to the dimly lit great room in its clinical whiteness.
“I’m not exactly sure what I’m looking for yet,” Joe said, hedging, his eyes still adjusting to the brightness of the room. “I’d like to read over the reports first and then see if I have any questions. Is that all right?”
“You told me on the phone it was urgent,” Graves said impatiently.
Caught, Joe felt himself flush. “Sorry. It’s something Sheriff Tassell told me the other night. He said that when Will shot himself, the kick of the gun drove the front sight into the top of his mouth.”
Graves nodded. “Yes, it knocked out the victim’s front two teeth as well. A handgun of that caliber has an enormous kick to it when it’s fired.”
“Is the weapon Will used in there?” Joe asked, pointing to the box.
Graves crossed in front of Joe and pulled out a large plastic bag and handed it to Joe. The .44 Magnum was huge and heavy, with a teninch barrel. Graves fingered the sharp front sight through the plastic with his long, white fingers.
“You can see how it could happen,” he said. Joe noticed that the blade of the front sight was rustcolored with dried blood.
“Yes,” Joe said, hesitating. “Do you mind if I look through the files?”
“I’m not sure what your intention is here, and I hope you’re not just fishing,” Graves sighed. “Please don’t take all night, Mr. Pickett. As you can see, I have a guest.”
Joe nodded.
“There are some photos in the file that might be disturbing to you,” Graves said. “I want to warn you—they’re very graphic.”
“I understand.”
“Everybody always says that,” Graves said, his smile revealing crooked beige teeth, “until they actually look at them.”
Joe heard Graves pad back down the hallway, and heard the music increase in volume. Graves didn’t want conversation from the great room to be overheard, Joe guessed. He opened the file and read the report. It was as Tassell had described. The only item that Joe wondered about were the notes saying that no toxicology report or autopsy was recommended.
Even though he thought he was prepared, the photos shocked Joe, just as Graves had warned. Will was slumped back in the hardback chair, his long legs splayed out underneath the table. His neck was white and exposed, his bloodied chin tilted up. Both arms hung straight down. The .44
Magnum was on the floor near his right hand. In the background, the entire kitchen wall and what could be seen of the ceiling were spattered with blood, brains, bits of white bone, and hair. Joe felt an urge to get sick, and looked around the office for water to drink. He found a paper cup near the sink and filled it, noticing that his hand was trembling.
Taking a deep breath he retuned to the desk and forced himself to look at the other photos. Will’s body had been photographed from all angles. A particularly disturbing photograph was taken from behind Will, where the back of his skull was shot away. In another, a closeup of Will’s mouth clearly showed the wound in the palate caused by the front sight, the two front teeth hanging from the upper gum by thin strings.
“God help me get through this,” Joe whispered to himself.
He waited until he was sure he wouldn’t get sick before he went to find the medical examiner. He purposely clumped his boots on the tile louder than necessary as he walked down the dark hallway to the great room, making sure he could be heard.
Graves was turned toward the cowboy on the couch, large crystal goblets of red wine on the table in front of them. Again, the cowboy wouldn’t look at Joe.
“Dr. Graves, may I ask you a few questions?”
Graves looked annoyed. Then he sighed, stood, and followed Joe back into the office.
“Why wasn’t there a toxicology report or an autopsy?” Joe asked.
Graves cinched his robe tight before answering. “There simply wasn’t any reason for it,” he said. “It was obvious that the cause of death was a selfinflicted gunshot to the head. We don’t do autopsies as a matter of course unless we have a reason. We know he didn’t die of a heart attack, Mr. Pickett. We’re like any other medical examiner’s office in the country in that respect.”
“So we don’t know if Will was drunk, or sick?” Graves shook his head. “No.”
“Is there any way to find that out now?”
The ME looked at Joe quizzically. “I’m sure there isn’t, since the body was cremated. What are you driving
