I shrugged and said, 'I don't mind,' and I held out my hands, palms up, for Johnson to study. He didn't touch them, he just leaned down and looked very closely at them. I think he even sniffed them too.
'Turn them over, please,' he said.
I turned them over.
'What happened there,' he said, pointing to a patch of singed hair on the back of my forearm.
'Nothing,' I shrugged. 'I got too close to the fire, that's all.'
'What fire?' Johnson said, glancing over at the radiator against the wall.
'At Lucy's,' I told him. 'She's got an electric heater. I sat too close to it.'
He stared at me for a few moments, disbelief showing in his eyes, and then eventually he said, 'Thank you ... now, just a few more questions, and I promise that's it. All right?'
'Yeah, fine.'
'Right...' he said, hesitating slightly. 'I need to know ... and I realize that this might sound a bit strange ... but I need to know if you own a mask.'
'A mask?' I said. 'What do you mean?'
'A mask ... you know, a toy mask. Superman, Spider- Man, anything like that.'
Gram laughed. 'Is that who you're looking for — Superman?' She laughed again. 'You really think Superman's going to move from Gotham City to Crow Town?'
'That's Batman, Gram,' I said.
'What?'
'It's Batman who lives in Gotham City, not Superman.'
'Really? Where does Superman live then?'
'I don't know.'
'Metropolis,' Webster said.
We all turned and looked at him.
Blushing slightly, he said, 'Superman lives in Metropolis.'
'For Christ's sake,' Johnson sighed. 'Can we please stay in the real world?' He looked at me. if you could just answer the question, Tom.'
'Sorry,' I said, grinning. 'What was it again?'
'Do you own any masks?'
'No,' I said, still grinning. 'I don't own any masks.'
'Would you mind if DC Webster took a quick look in your room?'
'No, no problem.' I turned to point out which way my bedroom was, but Webster was already leaving the kitchen. Gram started to follow him, but Webster said, 'It's all right, Mrs H. I'll be fine, thanks,' and he shut the kitchen door behind him.
As I turned back to Johnson, he said to me, 'Do you know what a Taser is, Tom?'
In an instant, an article from a website flashed into my head:
A Taser is an electroshock weapon that uses electrical current to disrupt voluntary control of muscles. Its manufacturer, Taser International, calls the effects 'neuromuscular incapacitation' and the device's mechanism 'Electro-Muscular Disruption (EMD) technology'. Someone struck by a Taser experiences stimulation of his or her sensory nerves and motor nerves resulting in strong involuntary muscle contractions ...
'Yeah,' I said. 'I know what a Taser is.'
'Have you ever seen one?'
'No.'
'Do you know anyone who owns one or
'No.'
'Aren't you curious as to why I'm asking you about Tasers?'
'Not really, no.'
He didn't say anything for a while then, he just sat back in the chair, crossed his arms, and looked at me. I could almost hear his mind ticking over — trying to work out if I was telling him the truth or not ... and if not, why not? Did I know anything? Was I too scared to tell him anything? What could I be hiding?
I emptied my head, emptied my eyes, and stared back at him.
After a minute or two, DC Webster came back in. Johnson glanced at him, his eyebrows raised expectantly, but Webster shook his head — letting him know that he hadn't found any superhero masks or Tasers in my room.
Johnson sighed and got to his feet. 'All right, Tom. That'll be all for now, thank you. We'll be in touch.'
'I'm sorry you had to go through all that,' Gram said to me after she'd shown Johnson and Webster out. 'Are you OK? You look really tired.'
'Yeah ... I am a bit. I've got a really bad headache coming on too. Maybe I'll go back to bed for a while.'
'I think you should. Have you still got enough of those painkillers that Mr Kirby gave you?'
I nodded.
She said, 'OK, well, take two of those and get yourself off to bed. Do you want me to get you anything else before you go?'
'No, thanks,' I said, getting up.
She gave me a hug and a kiss on top of my head, and I went down the hall to my room.
I really
That and the last ten days.
As I lay down on the bed, there were so many things I had to think about, so many unknowns — what did Johnson know? what did he suspect? what did he think? what was I going to do about the money in Gram's bank account? what was I going to do about
But as soon as I closed my eyes, that was it.
I fell into a deep and dreamless sleep.
10011
No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.
I must have been even more tired than I thought, because when I finally woke up — and when my brain finally started working properly — I realized that it was 11:26:54 on the following day.
I'd slept for almost twenty-four hours.
And I
But at least the dreaminess/non-dreaminess seemed to have gone.
In fact, I almost felt quite normal.
Almost...
In the kitchen there was a note from Gram telling me that she'd gone shopping, and that she'd be back in a