Okay, now about nine inches down, and rap on it with your knuckles.”
Fitz did all of that and finally knocked on the wall. Then he turned to Forthill and said, “Mean anything to you?”
The old priest pursed his lips and nodded. “Indeed. Indeed it does.”
“Man,” Fitz said, shaking his head. “Old people.”
Forthill smiled at that. “Well, my son. Are you as cold and hungry as you look?”
Fitz tried to look nonchalant. “I could eat, I guess.”
“How long has it been since you’ve had a hot shower?”
Fitz rolled his eyes and said, “Now, if that isn’t a straight line, I don’t know what is.”
Forthill chuckled and spoke to the air. “Dresden, I’m sure that you’re in a hurry and that there is some kind of dire deadline, but I’m not talking business with you until the young man is seen to.” He said to Fitz, “That door leads to my bathroom. There’s a shower. There’s a cardboard box under the sink with several items of clothing in it. I keep them on hand for events such as this. Feel free to take any of them.”
Fitz just stared, frowning. “Uh. Okay.”
“Get cleaned up,” Forthill replied, his tone firm. “I’ll go round up something to eat while you do. Do you prefer tea or cocoa?”
“Um,” Fitz said. “I guess cocoa.”
“Excellent taste,” Forthill said. “If you will excuse me.” He left the room quietly.
Fitz started looking around the room immediately.
“I doubt there’s much to steal,” I said. “Forthill isn’t really into material things.”
“You kidding? Look at this place. Pillows, blankets.” He looked under the bed. “Three pairs of shoes. It’s a hell of a lot more than my crew has. Zero rolls in four pairs of socks and some old moccasin house slippers.”
“Guy’s offering you clothes and food,” I said. “You’re not seriously going to steal his stuff, are you?”
Fitz shrugged. “You do what you have to do to live, man. I do. Everyone does. Nothing personal.” He looked in Forthill’s closet, at maybe half a dozen outfits’ worth of clothing, and shook his head. “Ah. He’ll notice if I try to take any of this stuff.” He looked toward the bathroom.
“Go ahead,” I said. “You can lock the door behind you. I’m telling you, kid, Forthill is one of the good guys.”
“That’s make-believe. There ain’t no good guys,” Fitz said. “Or bad guys. There’s just guys.”
“You’re wrong about that,” I said.
“Heard that one before. People who want to use you always say they’re the good guys,” Fitz said. “You’re one of them, right?”
“Heh,” I said. “No. I’m an arrogant ass. But I know what a good guy looks like, and Forthill is one of them.”
“Whatever, man,” Fitz said. “I haven’t had a shower in two weeks. If I tell you to buzz off, will you do it? Or do I have to keep hearing you yammer?”
“Sorry, Fitz. You aren’t my type.”
He snorted, went into the bathroom, and locked the door behind him. I heard the water start up a moment later.
I stood in the priest’s empty chamber for a moment, looking around it. Everything there was plain, modest, functional, and cheap. The quilt covering the bed looked like it might have been made for Forthill by his mother when he went to seminary. There was a King James Bible next to the bed. It, too, looked worn and old.
I shook my head. Granted, my life hadn’t exactly been featured on an MTV series covering the excesses of the rich and famous, but even I’d had more than Forthill did. How could a man go through life with so little? Nothing of permanence, nothing built up to leave behind him. Nothing to testify to his existence at all.
The kind of man who isn’t focused on his own existence, I guess. The kind of man who cares more about others than he does himself—to the point of spending the whole of his life, a life as fleeting and precious as anyone else’s, in service to his faith and to humanity. There was no glamour in it, no fame.
Forthill and men like him lived within their communities, where they could never escape reminders of exactly what they had missed out on. Yet he never called attention to himself over it, never sought sympathy or pity. How hard must it be for him to visit the expansive, loving Carpenter family, knowing the whole time that he could have had a family of his own? Did he ever spend time dreaming of what his wife would have been like? His children? He would never know.
I guess that’s why they call it sacrifice.
I found Forthill in the church’s kitchen, assembling a meal from leftovers. When I’d been the one taking shelter in the church, it had been sandwiches. Fitz was rating a larger meal. Hot soup; a couple of sandwiches, turkey and tuna, respectively; a baked potato; an ear of corn on the cob; and a small salad.
A few seconds after I walked into the kitchen, Forthill paused, aimed a vague smile at the room, and said, “Hello, Harry. Assuming that’s you, of course.”
“It’s me, Father,” I replied. I mean, he couldn’t hear me and I knew it, but . . . it just seemed sort of rude not to say anything.
“I had a difficult conversation with Karrin this evening,” Forthill said. “She told me that you had found the persons who shot at her home last night. And that you want us to help them.”
“I know,” I sighed. “It sounds insane, but . . .”
“I think that to Karrin, you must have sounded quite insane,” he continued. “But I consider your reaction to be remarkable for its compassion. I can only presume that the boy is one of these gang members.”
He finished off the food preparations and turned to face me, more or less. “Don’t worry. I have no intention of bringing Ms. Murphy into this situation—at least not for the time being. Her judgment has been clouded since your death, and grows more so as the fighting goes on.”
I felt myself relax a little. “I hoped you wouldn’t.”
“I will grant the boy sanctuary here for now. I’ll talk with him. I’m sure he will tell me the particulars of his situation. After that, I will have to act in accordance with my conscience.”
“Can’t ask a man for more than that, Father,” I said. “Thank you.”
He picked up the simple wooden tray laden with Fitz’s meal and stood there for a moment. “It’s a shame we can’t converse. I would love to hear about your experience. I should think it would be fascinating, a chronicle of one of the most enigmatic functions of Creation—Death itself.”
“Nah,” I said. “The mystery doesn’t stop even after you get to the other side. There’s just a lot more paperwork.”
“Also, I find it interesting that you are here on holy ground,” Forthill said. “If I remember correctly, the last ghost who attempted to enter this church couldn’t even touch the building, much less wander freely around it. What does it mean?” He shook his head, bemused. “I suppose you’d be the one to ask, eh?” He tipped his head in a polite, if badly aimed, nod, and left the room.
It was an excellent question, the thing about ghosts and holy ground. When Leonid Kravos, aka the Nightmare, had come to kill one of my clients I’d stashed at the church, he hadn’t been able to get in. He’d torn up several thousand dollars’ worth of landscaping and flower beds in sheer frustration.
The Nightmare had been a more powerful shade than I was at the moment. So why could I make myself at home, when he’d been stopped as cold as the Big Bad Wolf at the third Little Pig’s house?
“Note to self,” I said. “Look into apparent mystic anomaly later. Help your friends now.”
I sometimes give myself excellent advice. Occasionally, I even listen to it.
It was time to pay a visit to the Grey Ghost and the Big Hoods.
Chapter Twenty-seven
I headed for the Big Hoods’ hideout with several important facts in mind.
Fact one: The Big Hoods themselves could not do me harm.
Fact two: There wasn’t diddly I could do to the Big Hoods.
