Now their guides halted, waiting for them on the trail, all wrapped in their cloaks and with their horses back- eared and unhappy in the blowing mist.
'We should make camp,' their leader said—Eoghar, Bron had named him. He had a wretched look, a pained look, squinting against the rain that dripped off his hair, and Vanye recalled the last night, and the campfire, and the amount of drink that had passed even before they quit the gathering.
'No,' Morgaine said, and, 'No,' again when Eoghar argued the weather and the horses and the slickness of the rocks and the slopes. 'How much worse does it get?' she asked then, looking at Chei and Bron, who had ridden up close behind them.
'More of the same,' Chei said, himself in worse case, having only his blanket for a cloak, and its gray fibers beginning now to soak through. 'No worse, my lady. Certainly no better.'
Only looking at him and at Bron did Morgaine's frown go from annoyance to a more complex thing—worry, Vanye thought. But: 'Move on,' she said to Eoghar and his cousins.
'Lady,' Eoghar protested, and his mustached lips shut themselves and the voice faded into something very like fear at whatever look Morgaine then sent him. 'Aye, lady.' And Vanye took his hand from the sword-hilt as three wet and unhappy men turned their horses about and kept going down the exposed and down-sloping trail.
To Morgaine he ventured no word, knowing her moods well enough, that a black anger was roiling in her, and he knew well enough what kind of look had likely set the men moving.
Yet she delayed a moment, looking back at Chei, and there was worry again. 'Are you bearing up?' she asked.
'Well enough,' Chei said, and drew a little breath, straightening in the saddle. 'My lady.'
It was not gratitude shone in Chei's fair eyes, with rain-chill whitening his face and the water running from his hair. It was something like adoration.
Vanye lowered his head and kept his eyes on the trail as they rode after their guides, gazing down on the tops of trees and the depths of a ravine that fell away beside Arrhan's sure, careful steps.
He did not know why that expression of Chei's should trouble him so. It was not the look of a man with a woman he wanted. He had seen it—he recollected—in chapel, candlelight off painted wood, face after identical face—
He did not know why that image out of childhood and Church came back to him again and again, stronger than the world around him, of gray mist and mist-grayed pines and slick granite, or why he thought then of Chei when he had first come to them, that fevered, mad glare that had nothing to do with the clean-faced, earnest youth who spoke so fair to Morgaine and looked at her since this morning as if she were some saint.
But he understood with a little chill of fear—knowing that behind Morgaine's careful question, that kindly, out of the ordinary question to Chei when she was otherwise distracted—Morgaine was indeed disturbed.
I am not virtuous, she was wont to say, again and again to him, warning him. I cannot afford to be.
And again, in the night: How can you love me?
And this morning: I lie; thee knows I lie;
It was fear he felt in her, that was what moiled in his stomach at the moment; it was a rising sense of panic, between her acceptance of Chei for his sake and Bron for Chei's sake; and the changes between himself and her; and this priest and this cursed gift from a hedge-lord. It was no time to think of such things, riding on a high trail in the company of men they could not trust, in a land which might offer ambush: he was derelict to think of anything but where they rode and what things the forest might tell him and the attitudes of the men in front of them But it was not in the forest that he felt the danger. It was beside him, in Morgaine's silence, in the way she looked at Chei and at him.
Perhaps she mused on things the two of them had done and promised and said to each other, in the thunderous dark.
Nothing seemed now so simple or so clean now as then. He did not know what he should have done differently this morning or how he could have protected her or what he ought now to do.
Persuade Chei and his brother to leave them, that was the first thing, before worse happened.
But to cast them out in these hills, when Chei was known to have been in qhalur hands, and when both of them were known to have ridden with Morgaine kri Chya—that would be a death sentence for these two, for these honest, too-young men who had neither lord nor family to protect them, and not, he sensed, the ability to wrest power unto themselves.
Honest men, Morgaine had said.
Chapter Eight
The rain came down in wind-borne mist by sundown, under skies flickering and glowing with lightnings, as they rode within the shelter of a rocky retreat which had not, perhaps, been a streambed until the rain fell, but which now had a waterfall spilling off the heights above the cut and boiling white along the rocks to yet another falls.
There was a sheltered camp here, Chei and Bron supported the guides in that assertion, and Vanye was only glad to hope for the overhanging cliff face Bron described or anywhere out of the wind. 'There is no way out of the place but one,' Bron had admitted, 'but with your weapons no one could force it from the front or from above.'
Vanye had had second thoughts at that description, and looked at Morgaine: warfare in world and world and world had taught him half a score of ways to attack such a place; Morgaine surely knew as many more. But Morgaine had made no objection except a misgiving glance, wet and miserable as the rest of them in this storm that mixed cold mist with the breaths they took.
Now they rode in the last of the light, into this narrow place where a waterfall thundered above the rain, and where some previous user had left standing a woven brush-work against the rock. He did not like the look of it; but the horses were spent after rough going on the slick trails, they were chilled to the bone, and the whipping of the wind up the heights and the scattering of water off pine boughs in soaking drops, threw water at them so many directions there was no fending it off: it ran down necks and got under cloaks clenched in numb hands; and that brush shelter beckoned with the promise of dry ground and rest and respite.
But: 'No,' Morgaine said then, ready to refuse it after all, 'no more of guesting—'—at which Vanye's heart both sank in weariness and resolved itself she was altogether right. But: 'It is a hunter-shelter,' Chei said. 'I do not expect anyone is there.'
'Find out,' Morgaine said to Eoghar, and with more zeal than he had done anything in the last hour, Eoghar spurred his horse up the bank to hail the place and then to dismount, draw his sword, and look into it.
Eoghar turned then and waved to them to come ahead, murky flash of his sword-blade in the dark. Vanye gave a sigh of relief and guided Arrhan carefully after Eoghar's cousins, to have an eye on them and keep his sword between them and Morgaine, should they have any notions of treachery in this dark hole.
But when they had come up and dismounted beside the shelter:
'One cannot hear in this place,' Morgaine objected, the last of them still ahorse, her voice thinned by the roar of the water pouring down and running over rock. 'I do not like this.'
Vanye looked up at her from across Arrhan's rain-wet saddle. 'Aye,' he said hoarsely, knowing a second time she was right, but he felt the weight of the mail on his back and the cold of water down his neck and soaking his boots and breeches. It was her second quibble with this place. He respected her instincts; but there was in him a heart-deep vexation—Heaven save us,
But there were Arunden's three, and those men large and strong, and if they would not mutiny in the night, they were bound to if she bade them go on now.
And he, God help them, had to enforce her orders, or she had to do murder on them; and he was not sure he had a fight left in him—
'Do we ride on,
She glanced back, a shifting of her eyes toward Chei and Bron, who were already taking gear off their horses
