holding him personally responsible for whatever the disaster had been.
“I’ll throw myself on the mercy of the court when we get back,” George said.
“And so you should. So you should.”
She lapsed into another one of her silences, humming softly under her breath and George was wondering if she ever really came out of her fugue. If not, it would be tough to deal with something like this on a permanent basis.
“It was a clear day as I recall,” Aunt Else began again. “A very lovely day and Richard… where is Richard? Have you seen him, Captain?”
“I… I think he’s up on deck.”
“Of course he is. As I said, it was a very clear day and the night proceeding it was clear and the sky was filled with stars. You never see that many stars unless you’re out at sea. Just beautiful. Then that fog… it was terrible that fog. We were trapped in it for weeks, long weeks. Hmm. I wonder if it’s cleared yet. Has the fog cleared yet, Captain?”
“Any day now, Ma’am.”
George went over with Cushing to see to Gosling. His eyes were open, but he looked like he was trapped deeper in dreamland than Aunt Else. When he saw George he reached out his hand and clutched George’s own. He blinked a few times, looked like he was trying to hold something down.
“How you feeling?” George asked him.
“Like… shit,” he said.
“Please tell your sailors to refrain from profanity,” Aunt Else said.
Elizabeth came back in with more coffee. Gosling took a little, but he was terribly weak and it was tough seeing him like that. He’d always been so rugged and healthy, so very full of life. Always in charge. Seeing him laid low like that wasn’t an easy thing to take. He would say a few words and drift off, come awake again and shake his head.
“I ain’t long for this world, George,” he said.
“Sure you are. You just need to knit up.”
“Knit up? Shit. I’m done in and I know it.” His eyes flickered closed, then open again. “I just want to sleep now. That’s all I want to do. Don’t… don’t be looking like that, it’s not so bad. That woman… not the crazy old bitch… but that other one, she might know a way out.”
Cushing shook his head. “She says she doesn’t.”
“And you believe that?”
“Well…”
“Well, nothing. She knows more than she’s saying. You keep at her, you keep at her.” He swallowed a few times. “Either of you boys… you make it back. I got… I got a daughter up in Providence. You look her up. You tell her how it was for her old man. You tell her that.”
Gosling lapsed into slumber and did not wake again. He wasn’t dead, but George could tell from the look in Cushing’s eyes that he wasn’t very far from it now.
“I wish there was something I could do for your friend,” Elizabeth said. Cushing offered her a thin smile.
“A spring party is always the best,” Aunt Else was saying. “Particularly on Bermuda. A lovely garden party under the palms. Oh, it’s just wonderful. The sea air and the sunshine. Lots of fruit and cold drinks. A steel drum band…”
“I found your boat,” Elizabeth said.
“My boat? Oh, I had a lovely little skiff when I was a child on Cape Cod,” Aunt Else said. “Do you remember that? It was white with an ocean-blue stripe around the hull. We used to go fishing. I can’t remember what we used to fish for… do you remember?”
Cushing looked surprised. “You went out there?”
“Only to get the boat. It was drifting just off the stern,” Elizabeth explained. “It’s torn up a bit, but it looks to be in good shape. It’s filled with air, isn’t it? I’ve seen other boats like that here. Mostly, there’s no one in them.”
“Boats full of air! Bosh!” Aunt Else said. “Something’s full of air around here, but it’s certainly not boats!”
“Well, at least we have the raft if we need it,” George said.
Elizabeth stared at him. “Yes, I suppose.”
George could almost feel the panic coming off of her. The idea that they might shove off and leave her with her crazy aunt was scaring her. “Well,” he said, “not like we’re going anywhere right now anyway.”
“I’d like to go to France,” Aunt Else announced.
“Maybe in the summer,” Elizabeth said.
“Yeah, I hear it’s nice there in the summer,” George said.
Cushing looked at him, suppressing a smile.
“You never mind, Captain,” Aunt Else said. “France is not where you’ll be going.”
“Please, Auntie,” Elizabeth said. “Just drink your coffee before it gets cold.”
Else rapped her cane against the table. “And you would think, wouldn’t you, in this day and age, that someone would invent an olive without a pimento stuffed in it. Is that too much to ask? Is it really too much to ask? A pimento-less olive? My husband refuses a martini with a pimento-stuffed olive in it. Can you blame him? Can you honestly blame him?”
“Auntie gets confused,” Elizabeth said under her breath.
George nodded. “That’s okay, we-”
“I heard what you said, young lady. I would have thought you were brought up better than that. What would your mother think? What would she say if she saw you dressed like that?”
Cushing helped Elizabeth make their breakfast, which was just canned fruit and dry cereal. But there was oatmeal and bacon, too. And Cushing made some scrambled eggs from the MRE pouches. It was simple fare, but it tasted like a gourmet meal after being on the raft so long eating crackers and petrified survival bread.
Chesbro and Pollard showed soon enough. They looked better than they had in some time after a real sleep in a real bed. It did wonders. Chesbro was still taciturn, but Pollard seemed to be in good spirits.
“Well, I see we finally roused you boys,” Else said. “Well, eat up and then off with you. Is there school today? No, oh well. Go out and play. Eat up! Eat up!”
“She thinks you’re her sons,” Elizabeth told them. “They died years ago.”
Pollard and Chesbro looked like a couple of actors who’d just walked out on stage and couldn’t remember their lines.
“Just play along for the time being,” Cushing told them.
As she ate, Aunt Else would pause from time to time, gesture with a fork full of scrambled eggs. “I’m trying to remember all the details, trying to keep it fresh in my mind. I think it’ll be important at the trial.”
“What trial?” Pollard said.
George just shook his head. “Never mind. She thinks I’m Captain Hook or something.”
Which got him another one of those acidic looks from Elizabeth. He supposed he could have been more understanding, more compassionate. But the truth of the matter was that he’d seen too much, experienced too much by that point, and things like sympathy were hard to come by. He was just making friends all over the place. Chesbro wouldn’t even look at him anymore since he’d punched him out. Thing was, George didn’t give a shit. He honestly just didn’t give a shit.
He thought: Give me another six months of this bullshit. Give me a year. By then there won’t be much human left in me… or in any of us.
Pollard, who seemed relaxed now, at ease for the first time since George had met him, finished his food. “It was nice to sleep in a bed. I can’t tell you how nice it was to finally sleep in a bed. I was beginning to think there weren’t such things as beds anymore. I know how stupid that sounds, but, shit, that’s exactly what I was starting to believe. Maybe… maybe once we’re settled, we can start giving some serious thought to where we are and how the hell we can get out.”
Cushing raised an eyebrow at that.
Elizabeth just said, “There’s no way out.”
“She likes it here,” George said. “She never wants to leave.”
