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' waiting-room, no longer thinking of Kevin C0styn and his former classmates---but of herself.
: w. are.. Y, ot feeling?' asked 'gu' ttly stooping South Basil Shepstone, a large, 'I'd 1, rne to undress?' African. ? r011i;,,'
,[. u, ti to undrress,' he said with that characteris I' insi}.6,,'' e 'r. No need today, though. Next time, }tis friendly brown e es ,? d across to-1 ....
'Y . w. er. e suddenly sad, and he 'You want , ,, ce ms ngnt hand on her shoulder as! quietly, the good news first?
Or the bad news? he
, i,{'! e good news.' news?,, e swallowing hard. 'And the bad 'Well, it's not exactly bad news. Shall I read it?'
Julia could see the Oxfordshire Health Authority heading on the letter, but no more. She closed her eyes.
'It says.., blah, blah, blah... 'In the event of any de-terioration, however, we regret to have to inform Mrs. Ste- vens that her condition is inoperable.''
'Ilaey can't operate if it gets worse, they mean?'
Shepstone put down the letter. 'I prrefer your English to theirs.'
She sighed deeply; then opened her eyes and looked at him, knowing that she loved him for everything he'd tried to do tbr her. He had always been so gentle, so kindly, so professional; and now, watching him, she could understand why his eyes remained downcast as his Biro hatched the 'O' of 'Oxfordshire.'
'How long T' she asked simply.
He shook his head. 'Anyone who prredicts something like that--he's a fool.'
'A year?'
'Could he.'
'Six months?'
He looked defeated as he shrugged his broad shoulders. 'Less?'
'As I say---'
'Would you give up work if you were me?'
'Fairly soon, I think, yes.'
'Would you tell anyone?'
He hesitated. 'Only if it were someone you loved.' She smiled, and got to her feet. 'There are not many people I love. You, of course--and my cleaning-lady---with whom incidentally'--she consulted her wristwatch---'in exactly one hour's time, I have a slap-up lunch engagement at the Old Parsonage.'
'You're not inviting me?'
She shook her head. 'We've got some very private things to discuss, I'm afraid.'
After Mrs. Stevens had left, the consultant took a handker-chief from his pocket and quickly wiped his eyes. What the dickens was he supposed to say? Because it never really did much good to lie. Or so he believed. He blamed him-self, for example, for lying so blatantly to the womm who'd died only two days previously--lying to Mrs. Phil-lotson.
Not much difference in the case-histories.
No hope in either.
Chapter Eishteen
Dead flies cause the ointment of the apothecary to send forth a stinking savour: so doth a little folly him that is in reputation for wisdom and honour (Ecclesiastes, ch .10, v. I)
Morse now realised that he would have few, if any, further cases of murder to solve during his career with Thames Valley CID. All right, orchestral conductors and High Court judges could pursue their professions into their twilight years, regardless--indeed sometimes completely obliv-ious--of their inevitably deteriorating talents. But more of-ten than not policemen finished long before any incipient senility; and Morse himself was now within a couple of years of normal retirement.
For many persons it was difficult to tell where the dividing line came between latish middle-age and advisable pensionability. Perhaps it had something to do with the point at which nostalgia took over from hope; or perhaps with a sad realisation that it was no longer possible to fall in love again; or, certainly in Morse's case, the time when, as now, he had to sit down on the side of the bed in order to pull his trousers on.
Such and similar thoughts were circulating in Morse's mind as on Saturday, September 3, the morning after his visit with Lewis to Wolsey (and he statement made, imme-diately thereafter, by Mrs. Ewers), he sat in the Summer-town Health Centre.
