“No.”
“‘You would face a court martial.’”
Again, he shook his head, but his heart was pounding now. Damn, he
“‘You would serve time in prison.’”
“No.”
“‘You would be reconditioned.’”
“
“It’s okay, Lieutenant. Just relax. Deep breath…”
Gray’s heart was pounding in his chest. He wanted to leave, wanted to
“You see, Trevor, as I told you at the beginning of these sessions, we’re recording everything as we proceed with the session. I can call up any part of our conversation, read it on my in-head display. And we can match each phrase with your emotional output. I notice an
“You can also tell when I’m lying,” Gray said, the words close to a snarl.
“Yes, but that’s beside the point.”
“I don’t like the idea of…of reconditioning. No.”
“And what is it that bothers you about it?”
“What is it that-” Gray broke off his reply. “Having my brains scrambled, my memories stolen…shouldn’t that bother anybody?”
“There are a lot of public misconceptions about the neural reconfiguration, Lieutenant. It’s not what you think.”
“No? Then explain that to my wife.”
Gray didn’t
The Angela he’d married never would have turned him away, never would have told him she never wanted to see him again.
Fifer had a faraway look on his face as he reviewed records he was calling up within his mind. “Angela Gray,” he said. “I see. A serious stroke. Partial paralysis.”
“And she changed,” Gray said. The words were hard. Bitter. “She changed toward me.”
“That can happen. A stroke can destroy established neural pathways. Those that control movement in muscles. And also those that govern memory, recognition, even attitude and belief.”
“They told me they had to
“Adjustment isn’t the same as neural reconfiguration,” Fifer told him. “It’s not reconditioning.”
“No? It made Angela different. It changed her.”
Fifer sighed. “Without direct access to Columbia Arcology’s medcenter, I can’t really say this for sure, but I suspect that what changed her was the delay in getting her to competent treatment. It says here it was almost twenty-four hours before you got her to a medcenter.”
“It took that long to get them to look at her.”
“Yes, well…there
“Yeah. To them I was a damned filthy primitive, a squattie, with a
“That might have been part of it. So was the lack of med insurance, though. That’s how you came to join the Navy, isn’t it?”
“Yes.”
Fifer nodded. “Lieutenant…I think we may have identified a key focus of your embitterment disorder.”
“Oh, really?” Gray’s tone was biting and sarcastic. “Do you think. Maybe? Damn it, of
“And I don’t blame you. What happened had a serious, a terrible impact on your life. But you
“As with everything else in life, Lieutenant Gray, you have a choice-to be done to, or to
Koenig felt the faint shudder as
They were home.
He could hear the steady stream of orders from the bridge as some of the ship’s systems were shut down. The hab modules would continue their rotation for a time, providing artificial gravity, at least until the Mufrids were off. And wasn’t that going to be fun…herding more than a thousand people down to the zero-G regions of the ship and floating them out through the boarding tubes?
With
It might be his last appearance before his peers as a flag-rank officer, and he wanted to be sharp for that meeting.
“I have an incoming communication from Dr. Brandt,” his personal AI informed him. “It is flagged ‘urgent.’”
“Put it through.”
“Admiral Koenig? Brandt, down in med-research!”
“Yes, Doctor. What can I-”
“We’ve got a problem here! The Turusch are killing each other!”
“Damn it! Separate them!”
“It’s…too late for that. You might want to link down here and see for yourself.”
“Stand by. I’m coming down.”
He connected directly with the NTE robots hanging from the ship’s overhead in the compartment holding the two Turusch. The two aliens appeared locked in a deadly embrace, heads split wide open, the harpoons and feeding tubes within imbedded in each other’s bodies. Several medtecs in red e-suits were there, trying to separate the