vaguely as he began pottering about.
'What became of this mutant strain?' I said. Livingston nibbled a good deal with the lips, but finally said, 'We would have kept some, I dare say, as a curiosity. But of course it would be weakened by now, and to restore it to full virulence, one would have to…'
'Yeah,' I said. 'Pass it through pigeons.'
He didn't think it was funny. 'Quite so,' he said.
'And all this passing through pigeons and subculture on agar plates, how much skill does this take?'
He blinked. 'I could do it, of course.'
I couldn't. Any injections I'd handled had come in neat little ampules, packed in boxes. The man in the next room was opening cupboards, looking for something. I said, 'Would there be any of this mutant strain anywhere else in the world, besides here? I mean, did this laboratory send any of it out to anywhere else?'
The lips pursed themselves and the eyebrows went up. 'I've no idea,' he said. He looked through the glass and gestured towards the man in the next room. 'You could ask Barry Shummuck. He would know. Mutant strains are his speciality.'
He pronounced 'Shummuck' to rhyme with 'hummock'.
I know the name, I thought. I… oh my God. The shock of it fizzed through my brain and left me half breathless. I knew someone too well whose real name was Shummuck.
I swallowed and felt shivery. 'Tell me more about your Mr Shummuck,' I said.
Livingston was a natural chatterer and saw no harm in it. He shrugged. 'He came up the hard way. Still talks like it. He used to have a terrible chip on his shoulder. The world owed him a living, that sort of thing. Shades of student demos. He's settled down recently. He's good at his job.'
'You don't care for him?' I said.
Livingston was startled. 'I didn't say that.'
He had, plainly, in his face and in his voice. I said only, 'What sort of accent?'
'Northern. I don't know exactly. What does it matter?'
Barry Shummuck looked like no one I knew. I said slowly, hesitantly, 'Do you know if he has… a brother?'
Livingston's face showed surprise. 'Yes, he has. Funny thing, he's a bookmaker.' He pondered. 'Some name like Terry. Not Terry… Trevor, that's it. They come here together sometimes, the two of them… thick as thieves.'
Barry Shummuck gave up his search and moved towards the door.
'Would you like to meet him?' Mr Livingston said.
Speechlessly, I shook my head. The last thing I wanted, in a building full of virulent germs which he knew how to handle and I didn't, was to be introduced to the brother of Trevor Deansgate.
Shummuck went through the door and into the glass-walled corridor, and turned in our direction.
Oh no, I thought.
He walked purposefully along and pushed open the door of the lab we were in. Head and shoulders leaned forward.
'Morning, Mr Livingston,' he said. 'Have you seen my box of transparencies, anywhere?'
The basic voice was the same, self-confident and slightly abrasive. Manchester accent, much stronger. I held my left arm out of sight half behind my back and willed him to go away.
'No,' said Mr Livingston, with just a shade of pleasure. 'But Barry, can you spare…' Livingston and I were standing in front of a work bench which held various empty glass jars and a row of clamps. I turned leftwards, with my arm still hidden, and clumsily, with my right hand, knocked over a clamp and two glass jars.
More clatter than breakage. Livingston gave a quick nibble of surprised annoyance, and righted the rolling jars. I gripped the clamp, which was metal and heavy, and would have to do.
I turned back towards the door.
The door was shutting. The backview of Barry Shummuck was striding away along the corridor, the front edges of his white coat flapping.
I let a shuddering breath out through my nose and carefully put the clamp back at the end of the row.
'He's gone,' Mr Livingston said. 'What a pity.'
I drove back to Newmarket, to the Equine Research Establishment and Ken Armadale.
I wondered how long it would take chatty Mr Livingston to tell Barry Shummuck of the visit of a man called Halley who wanted to know about a pig disease in horses.
I felt faintly, and continuously, sick.
'It's been made resistant to all ordinary antibiotics,' Ken said. 'A real neat little job.'
'How do you mean?'
'If any old antibiotic would kill it, you couldn't be sure the horse wouldn't be given a shot as soon as he had a temperature, and never develop the disease.'
I sighed. 'So how do they make it resistant?'
'Feed it tiny doses of antibiotic until it becomes immune.'
'All this is technically difficult, isn't it?'
'Yes, fairly.'
'Have you ever heard of Barry Shummuck?'
He frowned. 'No, I don't think so.'
The craven inner voice told me urgently to shut up, to escape, to fly to safety… to Australia… to a desert.
'Do you have a cassette recorder here?' I said.
'Yes. I use it for making notes while I'm operating.' He went out and fetched it and set it up for me on his desk, loaded with a new tape. 'Just talk,' he said. 'It has a built-in microphone.'
'Stay and listen,' I said. 'I want… a witness.'
He regarded me slowly. 'You look so strained… It's no gentle game, is it, what you do?'
'Not always.'
I switched on the recorder, and for introduction spoke my name, the place, and the date. Then I switched off again and sat looking at the fingers I needed for pressing the buttons.
'What is it, Sid?' Ken said. I glanced at him and down again.
'Nothing.' I had got to do it, I thought. I had absolutely got to. I was never in any way going to be whole again, if I didn't.
If I had to choose, and it seemed to me that I did have to choose, I would have to settle for wholeness of mind, and put up with what it cost. Perhaps I could deal with physical fear. Perhaps I could deal with anything that happened to my body, and even with helplessness. What I could not forever deal with… and I saw it finally with clarity and certainty… was despising myself.
I pressed the 'play' and 'record' buttons together, and irrevocably broke my assurance to Trevor Deansgate.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
I telephoned Chico at lunchtime and told him what I'd found out about Rosemary's horses.
'What it amounts to,' I said, 'is that those four horses had bad hearts because they'd been given a pig disease. There's a lot of complicated info about how it was done, but that's now the Stewards' headache.'
'Pig disease?' Chico said disbelievingly.
'Yeah. That big bookmaker Trevor Deansgate has a brother who works in a place that produces vaccines for inoculating people against smallpox and diphtheria and so on, and they cooked up a plan to squirt pig germs into those red-hot favourites.'
'Which duly lost,' Chico said. 'While the bookmaker raked in the lolly.'
'Right,' I said. It felt very odd to put Trevor Deansgate's scheme into casual words and to be talking about him as if he were just one of our customary puzzles.
'How did you find out?' Chico said. 'Gleaner died at Henry Thrace's, and the pig disease turned up at the post mortem. When I went to the vaccine lab I saw a man called Shummuck who deals in odd germs, and I remembered that Shummuck was Trevor Deansgate's real name. And Trevor Deansgate is very thick with George Caspar… and
