only mildly irritated with her now.
She stood in the entrance, waiting for him to invite her to join him. He didn't say a word for a long while. He simply stood there staring at her. She thought he might be trying to get his thoughts under control. Or his temper. She could feel herself blushing over his close scrutiny, then realized she was being just as rude scrutinizing him.
He was a difficult man not to notice. He was so attractive. He had a hard, fit body. He was dressed in fawn- colored riding buckskins, polished brown high boots, and a sparkling white shirt. His personality came through in the way he wore his apparel, she decided, because Colin had left the top button of his shirt undone, and he wasn't wearing one of those awful starched cravats. He was obviously a bit of a rebel who lived in a society of conservatives. His hair wasn't at all fashionable. It was quite long-shoulder length at least, she guessed-although she couldn't tell the exact length because he had it secured behind his neck with a leather thong. Colin was definitely an independent man. He was tall, muscular in both shoulders and thighs, and he reminded Alesandra of one of those fierce-looking frontiersmen she'd seen charcoal sketches of in the dailies. Colin was wonderfully handsome, yes, but weathered-looking too. What saved him from being unapproachable, she decided, was the warmth of his smile when he was amused.
He wasn't amused now.
'Come in and sit down, Alesandra. We have to talk.'
'Certainly,' she immediately replied.
Flannaghan suddenly appeared at her side. He took hold of her elbow to assist her across the room. 'That isn't necessary,' Colin called out. 'Alesandra can walk without assistance.'
'But she's a princess,' Flannaghan reminded his employer. 'We must show her every courtesy.'
Colin's glare told the butler to cease his comments. Flannaghan reluctantly let go of Alesandra.
He looked crushed. Alesandra immediately tried to soothe his injured feelings. 'You're a very thoughtful man, Flannaghan,' she praised.
The butler immediately latched on to her elbow again. She let him guide her over to the brocaded settee. Once she was seated, Flannaghan knelt down and tried to smooth her skirts for her. She wouldn't allow his help.
'Is there anything more you require, Princess?' he asked. 'Cook will have your breakfast ready in just a few more minutes,' he added with a nod. 'Would you care for a cup of chocolate while you wait?'
'No, thank you,' she replied. 'I do need a pen and inkwell,' she added. 'Would you be kind enough to fetch them for me?'
Flannaghan ran out of the salon to see to the errand.
'I'm surprised he didn't genuflect,' Colin drawled out.
His jest made her smile. 'You're fortunate to have such a kindhearted servant, Colin.'
He didn't reply. Flannaghan came rushing back inside with the items she requested. He placed the pen and inkwell on a narrow side table, then picked up the table and carried it over to her.
She thanked him, of course, and that bit of praise made him blush with pleasure.
'Close the doors behind you, Flannaghan,' Colin ordered. 'I don't want to be interrupted.'
He was sounding irritated again. Alesandra let out a little sigh. Colin wasn't a very accommodating man.
She turned her full attention to her host. 'I've upset you. I really am sorry…'
He wouldn't let her finish her apology. 'You haven't upset me,' he snapped.
She would have laughed if she'd been alone. The man was upset, and that was that. His jaw was clenched, and if that wasn't a giveaway to his true feelings, she didn't know what was.
'I see,' she agreed just to placate him.
'However,' he began in a clipped, no-nonsense tone of voice, 'I believe we should settle a few pertinent issues here and now. Why in heaven's name did you think I would marry you?'
'Your father said you would.'
He didn't even try to hide his exasperation. 'I'm a grown man, Alesandra. I make my own decisions.'
'Yes, of course you're a grown man,' she agreed. 'But you'll always be his son, Colin. It's your duty to do whatever he wants you to do. Sons must obey their fathers, no matter how old they are.'
'That's ridiculous.'
She lifted her shoulders in a dainty shrug. Colin held on to his patience. 'I don't know what kind of bargain you struck with my father, and I'm sorry if he made promises on my behalf, but I want you to understand I have no intention of marrying you.'
She lowered her gaze to the notecard she held in her hands. 'All right,' she agreed.
Her quick agreement, given in such a casual tone of voice, made him suspicious. 'You aren't angry over my refusal?'
'No, of course not.'
She glanced up and smiled. Colin looked confused. 'I'm disappointed,' she admitted. 'But certainly not angry. I barely know you. It would be unreasonable for me to be angry.'
'Exactly,' he agreed with a quick nod. 'You don't know me. Why would you wish to marry me if you…'
'I believe I've already explained, sir. Your father instructed me to marry you.'
'Alesandra, I want you to understand…'
She wouldn't let him finish. 'I accept your decision, sir.'
He smiled in spite of himself. Princess Alesandra looked so forlorn.
'You won't have any trouble finding someone suitable. You're a very beautiful woman, Princess.'
She shrugged. She was obviously unaffected by his compliment.
'I imagine it was difficult for you to ask me,' he began then.
She straightened her shoulders. 'I didn't ask,' she announced. 'I simply explained to you what your father's primary objective was.'
'His primary objective?'
He sounded as though he was laughing at her. She could feel herself blushing with embarrassment. 'Do not mock me, sir. This discussion is difficult enough without having you ridicule me.'
Colin shook his head. His voice was gentle when he spoke again. 'I wasn't mocking you,' he said. 'I realize this is difficult for you. I hold my father responsible for both your discomfort and mine. He will not give up on trying to find a wife for me.'
'He suggested I not say anything at all about marriage to you. He said you tend to develop a rash whenever that word is used in your presence. He wanted me to give you time to get to know me before he explained what he wanted. He thought… you might learn to like me.'
'Look, I already like you,' he said. 'But I'm not in a position to marry anyone right now. In five years, according to my schedule, I'll be in a strong financial position and will be able to take a wife.'
'Mother Superior would like you, Colin,' Alesandra announced. 'She loves schedules. She believes life would be chaotic without them.'
'How long did you live in this convent?' he asked, anxious to turn the topic away from marriage.
'Quite a while,' she answered. 'Colin, I'm sorry, but I can't wait for you. I really must get married right away. It's unfortunate,' she added with a sigh. 'I believe you would make an acceptable husband.'
'And how would you know that?'
'Your father told me so.'
He did laugh then. He couldn't help himself. Lord, she was an innocent. He noticed she was clutching the notecard in her hands then and immediately forced himself to stop. She was already embarrassed. His laughter was only adding to her discomfort.
'I'll talk to my father and save you that ordeal,' he promised. 'I know he put these ideas into your head. He can be very convincing, can't he?'
She didn't answer him. She kept her gaze on her lap. Colin suddenly felt like a cad because he had disappointed her. Hell, he thought to himself. He wasn't making any sense.
'Alesandra, this bargain you made with my father surely involved a profit. How much was it?'
He let out a low whistle after she told him the exact amount. He leaned back against the mantel and shook his head. He was furious with his father now. 'Well, by God, you aren't going to be disappointed. If he promised you a near fortune, then he's going to pay. You kept your part of the bargain…'
