There was very little conversation or interaction with Elizabeth in the two days he took to prepare for his leave. He rode from Montwright knowing that his wife thought he was still furious with her, and while it pained him to witness her distress and quiet disposition, he reminded himself that it was all for her own good. If this lesson could teach her caution, then the pain would have been well worth the agony. Yet, even though he cloaked his true feelings from her, he could not resist hauling her to him and giving her a sound, aye, passionate kiss before he left.
Elslow watched the farewell between husband and wife with quiet amusement. He had always considered Elizabeth to be most intelligent and found himself amazed that she could not see through her husband's facade. Could she not see the love radiating in her husband's eyes? Why, it was very obvious to anyone with an ounce of thinking ability that the man was clearly besotted with his wife!
In the past, Elizabeth had always mirrored his traits, his personality, but of late, she acted more like the whipped animal than the independent wildcat he had seen raised.
He had already decided to interfere, knowing it was not his place, and not caring in the least. He would see his daughter's child content, so that he too could find contentment. Aye, he decided, his motives were selfish in one sense.
Elslow let Elizabeth keep her own council for the long day and waited until they were seated in the silent hall for dinner. Geoffrey had taken half the contingent of men with him, including Elslow's new friend, Roger, and the quiet, after so much chaos with Geoffrey's presence, was unsettling.
'I challenge you to a game of chess, Elizabeth,' Elslow stated when the meal was finished.
'I fear my heart will not be on the game,' Elizabeth replied with a tired sigh. She was giving in to her melancholy, now that Geoffrey was not there to witness it, and was quite enjoying her despondency, Elslow decided.
'I do not want your heart in it,' Elslow said as he set the pieces of the wooden chest on the table, 'I wish you to use your head. In all things you should use your head, Granddaughter.'
'You sound like my husband,' Elizabeth replied. 'What is your aim?' she asked with a suspicious look at her grandfather. She moved a pawn to start the game and tried to concentrate.
'You let your heart rule your actions, that is all,' Elslow stated with a smug voice. He meant to rile her, and from the look on Elizabeth 's face, he knew he had accomplished his deed.
'I do not!'
Elslow moved his pawn into position with a chuckle, ignoring her protest. ' Elizabeth, do not try to fool this old man. You have gone into mourning since the moment your husband left you. It is most difficult to talk to you, for your head is hidden in your chest as you walk around in circles. Love need not be so pitiful.'
'Pitiful! I am pitiful?'
'Do not parrot me, child. Truly, you act like your dogs on occasion,' he said, grinning at the irate look on his granddaughter's face. He could understand how Geoffrey had enjoyed fencing with his wife, for Elizabeth was easy to bait.
'What is it you wish to say to me?' Elizabeth demanded. She made a rash move with one of her knights, drumming her fingertips on the table when Elslow quickly took possession of the piece. He would win this game in short order if she did not give her attention to his moves. 'Tell me and be done with it, so that I may give attention to this game. I have beaten you in the past, Grandfather,' she reminded him, 'and I shall beat you tonight.'
'Ha!' her grandfather snorted. 'I fear you will not, lass. Your heart is not on the game.'
'My heart has nothing to do with it,' Elizabeth snapped as she watched Elslow take another of her pawns.
'Have you told your husband that you love him?' Elslow suddenly asked, barking his question out with the speed of a hawk attacking his innocent prey.
'I have no wish to discuss my husband,' Elizabeth replied with anger, staring at the board in an effort to dismiss the subject.
Elslow would have none of it. His fist landed on the tabletop, jarring both Elizabeth and the pieces of the chess set. 'I would have your attention when I speak to you,' he demanded. 'I am your elder and you would do well to remember that. I have a wish to discuss the matter and you
'Very well,' Elizabeth replied, stung by his anger. 'I do not know how you have come to the conclusion that I love my husband, but,' she added when she saw her grandfather was about to interrupt, 'it is true. I do love him.'
'And did you share this information with your husband?'
'Aye, I told him that I love him.' Elizabeth moved the pieces back into position on the board and said, 'It is your move, Grandfather.'
'When I am ready,' Elslow replied. His voice was calmer now, and Elizabeth looked up to read his motive. 'Was Geoffrey pleased to hear your declaration?'
The question opened the cap on Elizabeth 's hurt and anger. 'He was not!' She rushed out the denial, keeping nothing from him with her pained expression. 'He cares nothing for love or affection. Those were his very words,' she stated when Elslow showed his disbelief. 'I am to save my love and affection for our children. Love weakens the spirit and the cause,' she explained. 'I tell you this, Grandfather, my husband is most unfeeling.' As an afterthought, she muttered, 'Except when he is angry.'
'Ha!' Elslow fairly bellowed with glee. 'There, methinks, is the key.'
'I do not understand,' Elizabeth answered, frowning. 'You laugh at my misery and speak in riddles.
Geoffrey is always angry, and I am good and sick of it. He is unbending, unreasonable, and uncaring. I will tell you what I am thinking to do, Grandfather. I will try to abandon my love for him. Yes! I will, I tell you. It is a futile endeavor. I am like a knight, surrounded by an enemy army, and I know when I am defeated.'
'Nonsense, child. Put your misery aside. I am about to share a secret with you. Your husband loves you.' Elslow laughed at his granddaughter's reaction to his statement. Disbelief was there, and anger too. 'Before this game is ended, I will prove my point to you,' he promised. 'But I must have your full cooperation in the matter.' He waited for Elizabeth to nod, and when she finally did, he continued, his tone most factual. 'Now, tell me what happened when you saved the vassal from drowning. I would hear all of it, so leave nothing out.'
Elizabeth knew when her grandfather was in one of his stubborn moods. It was the set of his jaw and his tone of voice that now told her she had best do as he requested, else she would sit at the table long into the night. As quickly as possible she recited the happening, including the information about killing the enemy with her arrows-a fact that drew a wide smile from her grandfather, she noticed-and ending the tale with her husband's most unsatisfactory reaction to her deed. 'I thought he would be pleased with my help, but he was not.'
'Tell me what he did,' Elslow persisted. Now he was the one drumming his fingers on the tabletop, his impatience with his granddaughter obvious.
'I do not know what you seek,' Elizabeth protested. 'He was angry and yelled, of course-he always yells at me-and he would not let me explain my motives.'
'You miss my question, child,' Elslow stated, his tone gentle. He could see that the conversation upset her, but he felt he must continue. Picking his words carefully, he said, 'Did he pull you from the water by your hair? Did he throw you to the ground and kick you?'
Elizabeth gasped at his outrageous questions. 'He would never hurt me. You know that, Grandfather, you know he is honorable and-'
Elslow's slow smile stopped her tirade. 'Paint what happened in your mind again and tell me each detail, from the time you were in the water.'
'You insist?' Elizabeth asked, not wishing to comply.
'I do!'
'Very well. He pulled me from the water, but not by my hair,' she said, shaking her head, 'at least I think he pulled me from the water, and then, in front of his men, he began to shake me, so hard I thought my teeth would come loose. It was so embarrassing in front of his men, the way he shook me,' she said with renewed irritation.
'Continue,' Elslow encouraged.
'And then he…' Elizabeth 's eyes widened with astonishment as memory took over. Ever so slowly the frown left her face, and a sparkle of hope entered her gaze.
