live in peace with you, Royce. If you'll only be patient-'
'I'm always patient,' he snapped.
He didn't sound at all patient, but she decided not to argue with him. 'In time you'll learn all our customs. I'll help you make this adjustment.'
'You believe I'm going to change my ways?' His voice had gone hoarse.
'I hadn't thought of it that way,' she said. 'I'm very weary. Couldn't we discuss your new duties tomorrow?'
He didn't answer her. He just stood there staring down at her with the oddest expression on his face.
Nicholaa thought it would be best if she took her leave now. She stretched up to kiss his cheek, then hurried toward the entrance. 'Aren't you coming along, Lawrence?' she called over her shoulder. The vassal rushed after his mistress. Nicholaa was feeling very pleased with herself. She'd expressed her wishes, and Royce had listened. It was a fair start, she decided. In no time at all he'd see how right she was. Royce was the outsider, and it was her holding, but he was intelligent and he'd make the adjustment quickly. She was sure of it.
Lawrence didn't say a word to his mistress as he escorted her to her quarters. God's truth, he couldn't. He was too busy trying to contain his amusement. The incredulous look on Baron Royce's face would live in his memory for a long, long while.
'Thank you for giving me your escort, Lawrence,' Nicholaa said when they reached her door. 'Good night.'
'Good night, my lady. Sleep well.' Nicholaa smiled at the two guards standing by the doorway, then went inside. One of the soldiers pulled the door closed behind her. She let out a loud sigh. A serving woman was waiting for her in the shadows by the hearth, but Nicholaa didn't notice her until she was halfway across the room. She came to quick stop and let out a gasp of surprise. She hadn't seen this servant before. The woman was much older than Mary, rigid in bearing, with heavy brows and a heavier frown. She gestured Nicholaa forward.
The woman certainly wasn't acting like a servant. Nicholaa was immediately put on guard. 'What is your name?' she asked. 'Why isn't Mary here? She was assigned the duty of assisting me.'
'My name isn't important,' the woman answered in a low whisper. 'You won't be seeing me again. As for the girl, I told her she was wanted in the kitchens.'
'Why are you here?' Nicholaa asked. She noticed the woman's hands were hidden behind her back and took a cautious step back toward the doors and the guards.
'I've been ordered to give you a message and then leave.'
'Who sends me this message?' Nicholaa asked.
'The leader of those who resist the pretender they call king.'
'There are Saxons here in London who resist?'
The woman's frown deepened. 'Have you lost your loyalty already?' she demanded.
Nicholaa straightened her shoulders. 'Give me the name of your leader,' she demanded.
'I don't know his name, and I wouldn't be giving it to you if I did. You haven't proved to be trustworthy yet.'
'I don't have to prove anything to you,' Nicholaa countered. 'Now give me this message and leave.'
The woman pulled a sharp dagger from behind her back and held it up in front of Nicholaa. 'Baron Royce is the finest trainer of soldiers. If something happened to him, the army would suffer. William depends on this baron in all matters of war. Your husband is to be the first one we take away.'
Nicholaa's gaze was riveted on the knife. She watched as the woman placed the dagger on the low chest next to the bed. The servant rushed across the chamber toward the door. 'Kill him,' she whispered. 'Tonight.'
'No!' Nicholaa shouted.
The woman whirled around. 'Do you want the guards to hear you?'
Nicholaa shook her head. She was terrified, but she didn't want the old hag to leave just yet. She was determined to learn the name of the man in charge of the resistance. More important, this woman might know what had happened to her brother Thurston, who had gone to the north to join Baron Alfred's army.
'I ask you again to give me the name of your leader. Baron Alfred is the only Saxon I know of who continues to resist William. He and his men have their stronghold in the north, near my holding.'
She would have continued, but the woman cut her off. 'More than one group remains loyal to the old ways,' she said. 'You must prove your loyalty to us tonight.'
'How do you suggest I kill my husband?' Nicholaa asked. She lifted her bandaged hands. 'I cannot even hold a knife.'
The woman looked startled. It was apparent she hadn't considered that problem.
Nicholaa said a quick prayer of thanksgiving that she hadn't been able to sway Baron Samuel into taking the bandages off. 'I could not kill my husband even if I wanted to,' she said. There was a hint of victory in her voice, relief as well. She didn't think the woman noticed. She was glaring at Nicholaa's hands.
'You'll have to find a way,' the woman announced. 'His death or yours.'
She was reaching for the door latch when Nicholaa said, 'It would be my death regardless. William would retaliate.'
The woman shook her head. 'At dawn three men will come to take you away. The deed must be done before then.'
'I won't do it.'
'Then they'll kill both of you.'
The door closed on that threat.
Chapter Seven
Nicholaa knew she was going to be sick. The evil radiating from the woman made the chamber as frigid as death.
Royce came into the chamber approximately twenty minutes later. He wasn't at all certain what to expect from Nicholaa. She'd either be sound asleep and looking like an innocent or wide awake and pacing while she thought of more outrageous opinions to share with him.
One thing was certain: just as soon as possible, he was going to set the woman straight. Granted, he'd never been married before, and he didn't have a strong understanding of how a man and woman lived together in harmony. But then, she hadn't been married before, either. Still, the laws of marriage were the same for Saxons as they were for Normans, the rules set down by the church. The husband was lord of the manor, and his wife was simply his chattel.
Nicholaa had gotten everything turned around inside her head. Royce smiled then. It wasn't going to be easy for her, what with all the changes he would insist upon. One thing was certain, though: she would be the one doing all the adjusting, not he.
As soon as he walked into the chamber, he put the matter of lecturing his wife aside. Nicholaa didn't seem to be in any condition to listen to anything he had to say. She was kneeling on the floor by the bed, doubled over an empty chamber pot, gagging.
It was one hell of a greeting, he decided. He'd heard about women coming down with wedding-night jitters, but Nicholaa's reaction went way beyond that. Was she so frightened of being bedded that she'd made herself ill?
That possibility didn't sit well. He let out a loud sigh as he went over to the washbowl. After dipping a cloth in the cool water, he walked over to her.
Nicholaa was leaning back on her heels, trying to catch her breath when Royce scooped her up into his arms and sat down on the side of the bed. She ended up in his lap.
The minute he touched her, she started crying. Royce held the soggy cloth against her forehead. 'Quit your weeping,' he ordered, 'and tell me what ails you.'
She didn't like his gruff tone of voice at all. 'Nothing ails me,' she lied.
