relatives are on their way to fetch me. I'll be perfectly safe. I'm certain there will be at least two women to accompany me and a fair number of men to see to my safety.'
Tekel's head fell back on the pillows. 'Good God, you're asking me if you can go back to the border? And what am I to tell your mother when she returns and finds you missing?'
Judith hadn't asked his permission, but decided not to point that out to him. Her uncle closed his eyes. He looked like he was hovering on the edge of sleep. She knew she was going to have to hurry if she wanted to get the rest said before he passed into a drunken slumber.
'I'm not going to the border region,' she began. 'I'm going to a place called the Highlands, way up north, in an isolated area near the Moray Firth.'
Her uncle's eyelids flew open. 'I won't hear of it,' he roared.
'Uncle-'
He reached out to slap her. Judith had already moved her chair out of his striking distance.
'I'm through discussing this,' he roared. He was so upset, the veins in the side of his neck stood out.
Judith braced herself against his anger. 'But I'm not through talking about this,' she insisted.
Tekel was stunned. Judith had always been such a quiet, shy child. She'd never argued with him before. What had come over her? 'Has Millicent been putting fancy ideas into your head?' he demanded.
'I know about my father.'
He squinted at her a long minute before reaching for his ale. Judith noticed his hand shook.
'Of course you know about your father. I've told you all about the wonderful baron. He was-'
'His name is Maclean and he lives somewhere in the Highlands. He isn't an English baron. He's a Scottish laird.'
'Who told you this nonsense?'
'Aunt Millicent told me a long time ago.'
'It's a lie,' he screamed. 'Why would you listen to Millicent. My sister-'
'If it isn't true, why do you object to my going to the Highlands?'
He was too muddleheaded from the ale to think of a convincing answer. 'You're not going and that's the end of it. Do you hear me?'
'The Devil himself won't keep me from going to Frances Catherine,' she countered in a calm voice.
'If you leave, you won't be welcomed back here.'
She nodded. 'Then I won't come back here.'
'You thankless bitch,' he shouted. 'I tried to do right by you. The stories I made up about your father…'
He didn't go on. Judith shook her head. 'Why did you make up those stories?' she asked.
'I wanted to give you something to hold on to, especially since your mother couldn't stomach the sight of you. You knew that. I pitied you and tried to make it a bit better for you.'
Judith's stomach coiled and tightened so intensely now that she almost doubled over. The room seemed to be closing in on her. 'I heard mother say that Uncle Herbert was inferior because he had tainted blood running through his veins. She feels the same way about me, doesn't she?'
'I don't have any easy answers,' he replied. He sounded weary, defeated. 'I could only try to soften her influence over you.'
'The sword hanging over the hearth… who does that really belong to?' she asked.
'It's mine.'
'And the ruby ring I wear on this chain around my neck?' she asked. She lifted the ring from its resting place between her breasts. 'Is this yours, too?'
He snorted. 'The ring belongs to the bastard Maclean. The intricate design around the stone holds some meaning to the family. Your mother took it with her when she left just to spite him.'
Judith let go of her death grip on the ring. 'What about the grave?'
'It's empty.'
She didn't have any more questions. She sat there another minute or two, with her hands fisted in her lap. When she next looked at her uncle, he was sound asleep. Within seconds he was snoring. She took the empty goblet out of his hand, removed his tray from the other side of the bed, blew out the candle flame, and then left the room.
She suddenly knew what she wanted to do. She could destroy one lie.
The sun was just setting when she ran across the drawbridge and climbed the hill to the cemetery. She didn't slow down until she reached the empty grave. She kicked the wilted flowers away, then reached for the ornately carved headstone at the top of the mound. It took her a long while to tear the headstone out of the hard ground, longer still to destroy it completely.
The following morning she was ready to leave. She didn't return to her uncle's chamber to tell him good- bye.
All of the servants rushed around her, fighting for a chance to help. Judith hadn't realized until now that their loyalty belonged to her far more than to her uncle. She was humbled by their united show of support. Paul, the stable master, had already prepared the swaybacked pack mare with the baggages she would be taking with her. He was saddling her favorite steed, a speckle-legged mare named Glory, when Jane came rushing outside with another satchel full of food she promised would last the length of the journey. From the weight of the baggage and the way Jane was struggling to carry it to the stables, Judith concluded there was enough food packed inside to feed an army.
Samuel, the watch guard, shouted the arrival of the Scottish party. The drawbridge was immediately lowered. Judith stood on the top step of the keep, her hands at her sides, a smile of greeting on her face, forced though it was, for she was suddenly feeling extremely nervous.
When the warriors reached the wooden planks of the drawbridge and their horses thundered across, her smile faltered.
A shiver of worry passed down her spine. There weren't any women in the group. There were only warriors, four in all, and they looked like giant barbarians to her. Her worry moved into her stomach as soon as they rode closer and she got a good look at their faces. Not one of them was smiling. God's truth, they looked downright hostile to her.
They were all dressed in their hunting plaids. Each clan, Judith knew, used two separate plaids. The muted colors of gold, brown, and green were preferred for hunting wild game… or men, for those colors blended into the forest more easily and hid them from their prey. The more colorful plaids were used for all other occasions.
Their bare knees didn't take Judith by surprise. She was used to their unusual dress, as all the men who attended the border games wore their knee-length plaids. She could even identify some of the clans by their colors. In England, a baron's banner carried his colors, but in Scotland, as Frances Catherine had explained, the laird and his followers were recognized by the colors of their dress.
What did surprise Judith was their angry expressions. She couldn't understand why they were so obviously cranky. Then she decided the journey must have made the men weary. It was a paltry excuse, but it was the best she could come up with.
None of the warriors dismounted when they reached her. Three of them formed a line behind the man she assumed was their leader. No one said a word for a long, long while. They all rudely stared at her. She couldn't stop herself from rudely staring back, though her attention was centered solely on their leader. She didn't think she'd ever seen such a magnificent sight in all her life. The man fascinated her. He was certainly the biggest of the lot. His broad shoulders fairly blocked out the sun shining down behind him, and only rays of light surrounded him, giving him an invincible, magical appearance.
He wasn't magical, though. He was only a man, a ruggedly handsome man at that, and surely the most muscular warrior in the group. The plaid he wore had opened on the side of his left thigh. The bulge of sleek muscle there looked as hard as roped steel. Since it wasn't proper for her to stare at such a private area, she turned her gaze back to his face. His expression didn't indicate he'd noticed her taking a little peek at his thigh, and she let out a sigh over that blessing.
Lord, she thought, she could be content to stare at the warlord for the rest of the day. His hair was a dark, rich brown in color, with just a little hint of curl to it. His bare arms were as bronzed as his face. He had a striking profile. Oh yes, he was a fit one all right, but in truth it was the color of his eyes that held her interest the longest. They were a beautiful, brilliant shade of gray.
