digging his fingers in deeply. 'No trouble with this one,' he announced. 'He's empty.'
'He hasn't had anything to eat or drink since yesterday evening,' agreed Belle.
'That's fine. Sometimes they come in here stuffed like a Christmas turkey. Some people have no sense.'
'True. Very true.'
'Uh-huh. Okay, son, clench your fist tight while I get this needle in.'
I did and things began to get really hazy. Suddenly I remembered something and tried to sit up. 'Where's Pete? I want to see Pete.'
Belle took my head and kissed me. 'There, there, Buddy! Pete couldn't come, remember? Pete had to stay with Ricky.' I quieted down and she said gently to the others, 'Our brother Peter has a sick little girl at home.'
I dropped off to sleep.
Presently I felt very cold. But I couldn't move to reach the covers.
'How about a warm drink then?' I wanted to know. 'A Tom and Jerry? Or a hot buttered bum?'
'You're a bum!' the doctor answered. 'Sleeping's too good for him; throw the bum out!'
I tried to hook my feet around the brass rail to stop them. But this bar had no brass rail, which seemed funny, and I was flat on my back, which seemed funnier still, unless they had installed bedside service for people with no feet. I didn't have feet, so how could I hook them under a brass rail? No hands, either. 'Look, Maw, no hands!' Pete sat on my chest and wailed.
I was back in basic training... advanced basic, it must have been, for I was at Camp Hale at one of those silly exercises where they throw snow down your neck to make a man of you. I was having to climb the damnedest biggest mountain in all Colorado and it was all ice and I had no feet. Nevertheless, I was carrying the biggest pack anybody ever saw-I remembered that they were trying to find out if GIs could be used instead of pack mules and I had been picked because I was expendable. I wouldn't have made it at all if little Ricky hadn't got behind me and pushed.
The top sergeant turned and he had a face just like Belle's and he was livid with rage. 'Come on, you! I can't afford to wait for you. I don't care whether you make it or not... but you can't sleep until you get there.'
My no-feet wouldn't take me any farther and I fell down in the snow and it was icy warm and I did fall asleep while little Ricky wailed and begged me not to. But I had to sleep.
I woke up in bed with Belle. She was shaking me and saying, 'Wake up, Dan! I can't wait thirty years for you; a girl has to think of her future.' I tried to get up and hand her the bags of gold I had under the bed, but she was gone... and anyhow a Hired Girl with her face had picked all the gold up and put it in its tray on top and scurried out of the room. I tried to run after it but I had no feet, no body at all, I discovered. 'I ain't got no body, and no body cares for me...' The world consisted of top sergeants and work... so what difference did it make where you worked or how? I let them put the harness back on me and I went back to climbing that icy mountain. It was all white and beautifully rounded and if I could just climb to the rosy tip they would let me sleep, which was what I needed. But I never made it...no hands, no feet, no nothing.
There was a forest fire on the mountain. The snow did not melt, but I could feel the heat in waves beating against me while I kept on struggling. The top sergeant was leaning over me and saying, 'Wake up... wake up... wake up.'
He no more than got me awake before he wanted me to sleep again. I'm vague about what happened then for a while. Part of the time I was on a table which vibrated under me and there were lights and snaky-looking equipment and lots of people. But when I was fully awake I was in a hospital bed and I felt all right except for that listless half-floating feeling you have after a Turkish bath. I had hands and feet again. But nobody would talk to me and every time I tried to ask a question a nurse would pop something into my mouth. I was massaged quite a lot.
Then one morning I felt fine and got out of bed as soon as I woke up. I felt a little dizzy but that was all. I knew who I was, I knew how I had got there, and I knew that all that other stuff had been dreams.
I knew who had put me there. If Belle had given me orders while I was drugged to forget her shenanigans, either the orders had not taken or thirty years of cold sleep had washed out the hypnotic effect. I was blurry about some details but I knew how they had shanghaied me.
I wasn't especially angry about it. True, it had happened just 'yesterday,' since yesterday is the day just one sleep behind you-but the sleep had been thirty years long. The feeling cannot be precisely defined, since it is entirely subjective, but, while my memory was sharp for the events of 'yesterday,' nevertheless my feelings about those events were to things far away. You have seen double images in television of a pitcher making his windup while his picture sits as a ghost on top of a long shot of the whole baseball diamond? Something like that... my conscious recollection was a close-up; my emotional reaction was to something long ago and far away.
I fully intended to look up Belle and Miles and chop them into cat meat, but there was no hurry. Next year would do-right now I was eager to have a look at the year 2000.
But speaking of cat meat, where was Pete? He ought to be around somewhere... unless the poor little beggar hadn't lived through the Sleep.
Then-and not until then-did I remember that my careful plans to bring Pete along had been wrecked.
I took Belle and Miles out of the 'Hold' basket and moved them over to 'Urgent.' Try to kill my cat, would they?
They had done worse than kill Pete; they had turned him out to go wild: to wear out his days wandering back alleys in search of scraps, while his ribs grew thin and his sweet pixie nature warped into distrust of all two-legged beasts.
They had let him die-for he was surely dead by now-let him die thinking that I had deserted him.
For this they would pay... if they were still alive. Oh, how I hoped they were still alive-unspeakable!
I found that I was standing by the foot of my bed, grasping the rail to steady myself and dressed only in pajamas. I looked around for some way to call someone. Hospital rooms had not changed much. There was no window and I could not see where the light came from; the bed was high and narrow, as hospital beds had always been in my recollection, but it showed signs of having been engineered into something more than a place to sleep- among other things, it seemed to have some sort of plumbing under it which I suspected was a mechanized bedpan, and the side table was part of the bed structure itself. But, while I ordinarily would have been intensely interested in such gadgetry, right now I simply wanted to find the pear-shaped switch which summons the nurse-I wanted my clothes.
It was missing, but I found what it had been transformed into: a pressure switch on the side of the table that was not quite a table. My hand struck it in trying to find it, and a transparency opposite where my head would have been had I been in bed shone out with: SERVICE CALL. Almost immediately it blinked out and was replaced with: ONE MOMENT, PLEASE.
Very quickly the door silently rolled aside and a nurse came in. Nurses had not changed much. This one was reasonably cute, had the familiar firm manners of a drill sergeant, wore a perky little white hat perched on short orchid-colored hair, and was dressed in a white uniform. It was strangely cut and covered her here and uncovered her there in a fashion different from 1970-but women's clothes, even work uniforms, were always doing that. She would still have been a nurse in any year, just by her unmistakable manner.
'You get back in that bed!'
'Where are my clothes?'
'Get back in that bed. Now!'
I answered reasonably, 'Look, nurse, I'm a free citizen, over twenty-one, and not a criminal. I don't have to get back into that bed and I'm not going to. Now are you going to show me where my clothes are or shall I go out the way I am and start looking?'
She looked at me, then turned suddenly and went out; the door ducked out of her way.
But it would not duck out of my way. I was still trying to study out the gimmick, being fairly sure that if one engineer could dream it up, another could figure it out, when it opened again and a man came in.
'Good morning,' he said. 'I'm Dr. Albrecht.'
His clothes looked like a cross between a Harlem Sunday and a picnic to me, but his brisk manner and his tired eyes were convincingly professional; I believed him. 'Good morning, Doctor. I'd like to have my clothes.'
He stepped just far enough inside to let the door slide into place behind him, then reached inside his clothes
