touching the metal ... if he hadn't been wearing thick-soled trainers... If, if, if... word was only good for testing things that could happen, not frightening your mind with things that might have happened. He fixed the blown fuses, dumped the ruined kettle and made a note to buy himself another. A detective could get by without most things, but not the wherewithal to brew tea.
The phone rang.
He picked it up gingerly as though afraid it too might hurl him across the room.
'Sixsmith? Is that you? What the hell have you been doing?'
'Butcher, how was Cambridge? You get to stroke the college eight?'
It was a joke which had had to be explained to him when he first heard it in a speech made by the Labour candidate at the last election, as had the subsequent debate as to whether the fact that the Labour candidate was a woman and the Tory opponent she'd been mocking was a homophobic father of six made it politically correct.
'Shut up, Sixsmith. Is it true? I get back to hear that not only is Peter Potter dead, but Sandra lies too.'
That's right,' said Joe. 'But it's nothing to do ...'
'Nothing ever is,' she said with a hurtful sarcasm. 'Look, you get yourself round here right away and bring me up to date with what's going on, OK?'
Joe glanced at his watch. He should be on his way to the Plezz to pick up Zak. He still felt a bit groggy, but a man couldn't let a little thing like near electrocution get between him and his only paying customer.
Besides, it was something of a pleasure to be able to say, 'Sorry, can't fit you in just now, Butcher. Why don't I drop by later? Between six and seven, say?'
He put the phone down on her cry of outrage.
Traffic was heavy and he was a few minutes late getting to the Plezz. Zak was waiting for him impatiently.
'Come on, Joe. I say four, I mean four.'
'Sorry,' he said. 'It's the sales...'
'Wish I had time to go shopping,' she said. 'Grab my bag. Might as well make it look good, huh?'
Joe picked up her sports bag and staggered. What the shoot did she have in here? Weights? He saw Starbright's tramline lips twitch in a saturnine smile but he had his revenge a moment later as they approached the Mini.
'If I'd known you were coming I'd've got a roof rack,' said Joe.
But his tiny triumph was immediately subsumed in amazement as he heard Zak cry, 'Joe, is this yours? This is just the most fabulous thing I ever saw. A real sixties icon.'
'You like it?' he said.
'I love it!'
Perhaps Ram Ray had been right, he thought. Perhaps it's just us old Philistines who miss the beauty of clapped-out cars and piss-printed cat trays!
'Bit different from your limo,' he said as they watched Starbright struggle into the back seat.
'What limo's that?' she said, surprised. 'Mary drove us here in her Metro and Dad sometimes lets me borrow his Cavalier.'
A bothersome girl. Just when you had her pinned down as spoilt princess she turned back to Luton lass.
He got in the car and drove her home.
Home turned out to be a pleasant detached house on a seventies development in Grandison, one of the smarter suburbs on the far side of town from Rasselas where Joe lived.
'Nice,' said Joe as they pulled into the short driveway.
'Dad worked hard,' she said a touch defensively.
'Hey, no one thinks the worse of you because you weren't deprived as well as being beautiful and talented,' he said.
He got out of the car and looked up at the house. A bright yellow box under the eaves proclaimed it was alarmed and there was a heat-sensitive floodlight which had lit up as they arrived. He checked the front door as they went in. Solid with deadlocks. A quick glance as he entered the living room told him the windows here and presumably all over the house were double glazed with individual locks.
Zak's mother was smaller than Zak but with the same graceful carriage and fine bones. Joe, who was introduced as Joe who's helping us out, she greeted with a grave courtesy. Starbright she ignored.
The room was warm and friendly with big chunky armchairs, bright paintings (the brightest signed Zak} on the pale emulsioned walls, and a spangled Christmas tree in the deep bay.
'Lovely house you've got, Mrs. Oto,' said Joe. He meant it, but Zak took it as a hint that he was keen to do his tour of inspection and said, 'Let me show you around, Joe,' and led him out.
'Nice lady, your ma,' he said as they went into the kitchen. 'You give her the poor-relative-of-an-old-friend story?'
'Sure. Why not? You do the disguise so good, I don't think she's going to see through it,' she said, giving him a smile which took any sting out of the remark.
But the thought stayed in his mind that if Mrs. Oto in any way resembled his Auntie Mirabelle, who had a herald's knowledge of all his old friends and their family trees, it wasn't a story that would hold for long.
