‘Master Roberts, if I knew that, I would not hesitate to name them. It must needs be someone she trusted. And maybe that’s why… why she won’t talk to me. Or to anyone.’
‘She’s protecting someone?’
Borrow shrugged. This was my last hope for her innocence, but I could see that it was not much better. She was supposed to have lent out her tools and then taken them home, still smirched with a dead man’s blood?
‘Who, having done this, would not clean them afterwards to remove the evidence?’ Dudley said. ‘Taken them to the river… or any one of these local springs.’
The Blood Well, I thought bitterly. Borrow looked at Dudley, shook his head.
‘Who would she wish to protect?’ Dudley said. ‘Who would she die to protect? Does she have a lover?’
Not looking at me.
‘A father,’ Borrow said, ‘is ever the last to know. Especially a father who seldom has time for chit-chat.’
Dudley glanced at me. His eyes said that we’d learned all we could and should be away, but I could not.
‘Have you told us everything?’ I said. ‘Everything that might help?’
‘Dr John…’ A first sign of impatience in Borrow. ‘How would I know what might help?
I thought back to the stormy night in my chamber, enclosed in what seemed to me now like a golden orb.
‘All right… think on this. Nel remains convinced that her mother’s death was engineered because she was believed to possess evidence against Sir Edmund Fyche… maybe evidence that he was responsible for the betrayal of Abbot Whiting.’
‘You must have come to know my daughter very well indeed, in a very short time, Dr John.’
‘Do you believe that?’
He was silent for a moment.
‘No… I don’t. Whiting’s death, and the manner of it, would have been ordered by Thomas Cromwell. Fyche was irrelevant. Nor do I think Cate was in possession of any so-called evidence. In the papers she left behind, there was nothing… worthwhile. And she certainly never spoke to me of anything of that-’
‘But you are, as you say, a man who works day and night. A man with little time for chit-’
‘Don’t insult me,’ he said mildly. ‘She would have told me. I might not have shared much with Whiting in the way of religious belief, but I respected the abbey as a centre of learning.’
‘Your wife and the abbey…’
‘She owed a debt to them, Dr John, and it was a simple one. She had no education as a child. The monks… taught her to read and write.’
‘When was this?’
‘When she was a young woman. She sought to repay them by growing herbs for them. Whiting had an interest in healing, Cate had a rare ability… for making things grow. I’m talking about herbs and fruits which had never been grown here before. Seeds would be brought to the abbey, oft-times from abroad, and she’d sow them and nurture the plants. She seemed to know, by instinct, what conditions would suit them.’
‘So the ground.. the herb garden.’
‘Given to her by the abbot. The abbot was impressed by her abilities. Thought them -’ Borrow’s lips turned down – ‘ God -given.’
Dudley said, ‘You say she left some papers behind?’
‘They’re gone.’
‘What was in them?’
‘If she’d wanted me to see them, she’d have shown them to me.’
‘You weren’t curious?’
‘There are matters,’ Borrow said, ‘about which I have no curiosity whatsoever. For I know it to be a mess of myth to keep the vulgar people in their place. There was a middle ground on which we’d talk all night, Cate and I – the curative properties of plants, the quantities in which they…’ He slapped a hand at the air. ‘ Tchah! The idea that these curative properties were instilled into each plant by some god… as part of some divine plan for the great cathedral universe…’
I saw Dudley blink. Saw what Monger had meant when he’d said that Dr Borrow’s science was of a different canon to mine.
‘Yours is a lonely voice,’ I said, ‘in this town.’
‘Which is why I stay silent much of the time. I seek no conversions. I wouldn’t wish, Dr John, to start a religion.’
‘But you must know… that the legends here have a power. And if it were felt that your wife was party to some secret knowledge-’
Like the rope tethering a boat to a storm-battered harbour, his restraint snapped at last.
‘Knowledge? You call this superstition knowledge? The belief that there’s a great secret here, preserved by the monks… that while the abbey might be left in ruins, the secret yet remains…? As if Cromwell and King Harry were not the winners because they never learned the secret? You truly think that’s any more than balm for the dispossessed? It’s like the foolish resentment of Wells because Wells has its cathedral and all the wealth that brings, and Glastonbury has only ruins.’
It was my turn to hold the calm. One way or another, I’d pursue this matter to an end.
‘What do you know of this so-called secret?’
He took a steadying breath and then let it out.
‘Dr John, how can I best convey my contempt for such talk? Except to say that if she hadn’t been drawn into this nonsense, Cate would be alive today.’
‘Drawn into it how?’
‘The abbot… all these people. They led her into areas of madness and then abandoned her.’
‘Which people?’
‘ All of them. Everyone who ever trod these hills in a robe. She was an expert grower of herbs, like no-one else, but she had to let herself be led down blindingly foolish pathways. And then people died.’
‘The dust of vision? That’s what you’re-’
‘You think she wasn’t encouraged in that venture? As if every damned, deluded monk who ever lived didn’t aspire to some visionary experience… whether it’s from whipping his own flesh raw or fasting to the point of starvation. All the years she spent trying to gratify their impractical urges… it sickened me.’
He half rose, both hands on his board, his breathing harsh. Dudley was silent, intent.
After she was hanged,’ Borrow said, ‘Fyche came with his men – as I knew he would – to turn over the house, take possession of all her potions.’
‘In search of the dust?’ I said.
‘So that all the ingredients of the mixture that caused the burning might be destroyed, was how he put it.’
‘And what do you think he was most scared of – the burning or the vision?’
‘He didn’t see it as vision. He saw it as opening people to possession by demons. So he took everything away, everything he could find in her workshop, the flasks, the weights, potions, papers, recipes – once she’d learned to write, Cate took great pleasure in committing everything she could think of to paper. I like to think of Fyche and his scholars spending many fruitless weeks poring over them in search of… secrets.’
‘Secrets…’ I looked hard at Borrow. ‘The secrets she’d learned from the monks?’
‘This is what you’re here for, is it?’ he said. ‘These antiquities. The Queen, or someone close to her, has heard of secrets here and must, therefore, possess them.’
I said nothing.
‘My own belief, for what it’s worth, is that any secret ever supposed to have been held by the monks of Glastonbury was a secret invented for the creation of wealth.’
I was in no mood to dispute it.
‘So Fyche took everything?’
‘Everything he could find. Some documents I removed from the house. I had no interest in them, but they were close to her heart and head. All that, in my opinion, reduced her. I had no wish to see any of it again, but I wasn’t about to hand them to Fyche.’
‘And what was this?’
