were trying to take advantage of each other. Charley Long was honest, though. And so was that bank cashier. And even they made me have the fight feeling harder than ever. All of them always made me feel I had to take care of myself. They wouldn't. That was sure.'
She stopped and looked with interest at the clean profile of his face as he watched and guided the homes. He looked at her inquiringly, and her eyes laughed lazily into his as she stretched her arms.
'That's all,' she concluded. 'I've told you everything, which I've never done before to any one. And it's your turn now.'
'Not much of a turn, Saxon. I've never cared for girls-that is, not enough to want to marry 'em. I always liked men better-fellows like Billy Murphy. Besides, I guess I was too interested in trainin' an' fightin' to bother with women much. Why, Saxon, honest, while I ain't ben altogether good-you understand what I mean-just the same I ain't never talked love to a girl in my life. They was no call to.'
'The girls have loved you just the same,' she teased, while in her heart was a curious elation at his virginal confession.
He devoted himself to the horses.
'Lots of them,' she urged.
Still he did not reply.
'Now, haven't they?'
'Well, it wasn't my fault,' he said slowly. 'If they wanted to look sideways at me it was up to them. And it was up to me to sidestep if I wanted to, wasn't it? You've no idea, Saxon, how a prizefighter is run after. Why, sometimes it's seemed to me that girls an' women ain't got an ounce of natural shame in their make-up. Oh, I was never afraid of them, believe muh, but I didn't hanker after 'em. A man's a fool that'd let them kind get his goat.
'Maybe you haven't got love in you,' she challenged.
'Maybe I haven't,' was his discouraging reply. 'Anyway, I don't see myself lovin' a girl that runs after me. It's all right for Charley-boys, but a man that is a man don't like bein' chased by women.'
'My mother always said that love was the greatest thing in the world,' Saxon argued. 'She wrote poems about it, too. Some of them were published in the San Jose Mercury.'
'What do you think about it?'
'Oh, I don't know,' she baffled, meeting his eyes with another lazy smile. 'All I know is it's pretty good to be alive a day like this.'
'On a trip like this-you bet it is,' he added promptly.
At one o'clock Billy turned off the road and drove into an open space among the trees.
'Here's where we eat,' he announced. 'I thought it'd be better to have a lunch by ourselves than atop at one of these roadside dinner counters. An' now, just to make everything safe an' comfortable, I'm goin' to unharness the horses. We got lots of time. You can get the lunch basket out an' spread it on the lap-robe.'
As Saxon unpacked she basket she was appalled at his extravagance. She spread an amazing array of ham and chicken sandwiches, crab salad, hard-boiled eggs, pickled pigs' feet, ripe olives and dill pickles, Swiss cheese, salted almonds, oranges and bananas, and several pint bottles of beer. It was the quantity as well as the variety that bothered her. It had the appearance of a reckless attempt to buy out a whole delicatessen shop.
'You oughtn't to blow yourself that way,' she reproved him as he sat down beside her. 'Why it's enough for half a dozen bricklayers.'
'It's all right, isn't it?'
'Yes,' she acknowledged. 'But that's the trouble. It's too much so.'
'Then it's all right,' he concluded. 'I always believe in havin' plenty. Have some beer to wash the dust away before we begin? Watch out for the glasses. I gotta return them.'
Later, the meal finished, he lay on his back, smoking a cigarette, and questioned her about her earlier history. She had been telling him of her life in her brother's house, where she paid four dollars and a half a week board. At fifteen she had graduated from grammar school and gone to work in the jute mills for four dollars a week, three of which she had paid to Sarah.
'How about that saloonkeeper?' Billy asked. 'How come it he adopted you?'
She shrugged her shoulders. 'I don't know, except that all my relatives were hard up. It seemed they just couldn't get on. They managed to scratch a lean living for themselves, and that was all. Cady-he was the saloonkeeper-had been a soldier in my father's company, and he always swore by Captain Kit, which was their nickname for him. My father had kept the surgeons from amputating his leg in the war, and he never forgot it. He was making money in the hotel and saloon, and I found out afterward he helped out a lot to pay the doctors and to bury my mother alongside of father. I was to go to Uncle Will-that was my mother's wish; but there had been fighting up in the Ventura Mountains where his ranch was, and men had been killed. It was about fences and cattlemen or something, and anyway he was in jail a long time, and when he got his freedom the lawyers had got his ranch. He was an old man, then, and broken, and his wife took sick, and he got a job as night watchman for forty dollars a month. So he couldn't do anything for me, and Cady adopted me.
'Cady was a good man, if he did run a saloon. His wife was a big, handsome-looking woman. I don't think she was all right… and I've heard so since. But she was good to me. I don't care what they say about her, or what she was. She was awful good to me. After he died, she went altogether bad, and so I went into the orphan asylum. It wasn't any too good there, and I had three years of it. And then Tom had married and settled down to steady work, and he took me out to live with him. And-well, I've been working pretty steady ever since.'
She gazed sadly away across the fields until her eyes came to rest on a fence bright-splashed with poppies at its base. Billy, who from his supine position had been looking up at her, studying and pleasuring in the pointed oval of her woman's face, reached his hand out slowly as he murmured:
'You poor little kid.'
His hand closed sympathetically on her bare forearm, and as she looked down to greet his eyes she saw in them surprise and delight.
'Say, ain't your skin cool though,' he said. 'Now me, I'm always warm. Feel my hand.'
It was warmly moist, and she noted microscopic beads of sweat on his forehead and clean-shaven upper lip.
'My, but you are sweaty.'
She bent to him and with her handkerchief dabbed his lip and forehead dry, then dried his palms.
'I breathe through my skin, I guess,' he explained. 'The wise guys in the trainin' camps and gyms say it's a good sign for health. But somehow I'm sweatin' more than usual now. Funny, ain't it?'
She had been forced to unclasp his hand from her arm in order to dry it, and when she finished, it returned to its old position.
'But, say, ain't your skin cool,' he repeated with renewed wonder. 'Soft as velvet, too, an' smooth as silk. It feels great.'
Gently explorative, he slid his hand from wrist to elbow and came to rest half way back. Tired and languid from the morning in the sun, she found herself thrilling to his touch and half-dreamily deciding that here was a man she could love, hands and all.
'Now I've taken the cool all out of that spot.' He did not look up to her, and she could see the roguish smile that curled on his lips. 'So I guess I'll try another.'
He shifted his hand along her arm with soft sensuousness, and she, looking down at his lips, remembered the long tingling they had given hers the first time they had met.
'Go on and talk,' he urged, after a delicious five minutes of silence. 'I like to watch your lips talking. It's funny, but every move they make looks like a tickly kiss.'
Greatly she wanted to stay where she was. Instead, she said:
'If I talk, you won't like what I say.'
'Go on,' he insisted. 'You can't say anything I won't like.'
'Well, there's some poppies over there by the fence I want to pick. And then it's time for us to be going.'
'I lose,' he laughed. 'But you made twenty-five tickle kisses just the same. I counted 'em. I'll tell you what: you sing 'When the Harvest Days Are Over,' and let me have your other cool arm while you're doin' it, and then we'll go.'
