Jill was here.
But where was Madeline?
Madeline never did show up. Jill waited fifteen minutes more inside the library, then went outside and stood in the shade near the entrance and waited another ten. People came and went. None of them was Madeline.
Jill rode the subway back toward her apartment half expecting, maybe fearing, that the door at the end of the car would open with a blast of air and noise and in would burst crazy Madeline to slump down next to her again and fill her ears with madness.
But the subway ride was uneventful except for a desperate man who set half a dozen small stuffed animals to bound about on the car's floor and tried to sell them for five dollars each.
During the next few days, as Jill entered or left her apartment, walked the streets, and rode the subway, she found herself watching for Madeline. Now and then she'd spot a bundle of rags that turned out to be human and her heart would jump, or she'd spot a haggard, lonely homeless woman who only vaguely resembled Madeline when she got up close. No Madeline. She seemed to have left Jill's life as abruptly and mysteriously as she'd entered it.
Jill couldn't leave the matter alone. She caught up on the news reports about the Torso Murders, spending much of her time reading daily papers and then more time online searching local newspapers' archives.
Without Madeline there to make the murders seem connected to E-Bliss.org, Jill began to doubt that either of them was in any real danger. Madeline must simply be one of the many mentally precarious and delusional souls wandering the New York streets. Perhaps Jill could find help for Madeline. If she could find her.
If she truly wanted to find Madeline.
What she wanted to do, really, was forget Madeline, though she didn't like admitting it to herself.
Each night before Jill slept, and in the dawn just after waking, she found herself thinking about Madeline. There was no way she could keep her mind from working on Madeline's story. If Madeline was telling the truth and was found and murdered, her killers wouldn't necessarily leave her torso to be discovered and examined by the police. The fact that she'd escaped for a while might have put her in a different category, someone E-Bliss.org wouldn't want in any way connected to the other murders.
But what bothered Jill most about Madeline's story, what snagged her thoughts whenever she let her guard down, was that Madeline, who'd been vibrating with the urgency that they meet and discuss some kind of plan, was nowhere to be found. Not in Jill's banal, workaday world, anyway.
But Madeline was real. Jill kept reminding herself of that.
Had to be real.
Five days after they were to meet in the library, Jill tuned her TV to NY1 local news and learned that the decomposing body of a woman had been found in the shadows of a subway stop on Fifty-first Street. No one had noticed the body at first because it was just inside the dark tunnel at the very end of the platform, down in the deeper darkness alongside the tracks. Train after train must have traveled alongside the dead woman, barely missing her.
There was no identification on the body.
In the Post the next morning was a police artist's depiction of what the woman might have looked like when alive. Jill saw it while riding the subway when the man seated across from her opened his newspaper wide to read the inside pages.
Jill sat rocking gently in her seat with the subway's constant swaying motion staring at the sketch. The woman's eyes seemed to stare back at her.
The woman looked like Madeline.
Charlotte Lowenstein kissed Dixie on the lips as they were about to leave The Bad Sister and walk the few blocks to Charlotte's apartment in the Village. Charlotte was slightly drunk and knew it but didn't care. Dixie would take care of her, make sure she didn't stumble and fall or walk out in front of a car. Not that there was much traffic this time of night in this part of the Village.
Dixie helped her to stand up from her chair at the tiny table where they'd been sitting. The tabletop was a clutter of empty glasses, wadded paper napkins, miniature plastic swords, and bent swizzle sticks. They'd been sitting and talking, lost in each other, for at least two hours.
The bartender smiled and told them good night as they made their way along the bar, where about a dozen women sat, then past an old-fashioned glowing jukebox near the street door.
Outside, walking wasn't as much of a problem as Charlotte had assumed. Dixie lent her an arm for support, but it wasn't necessary. Charlotte could walk a straight line. She pretended anyway that she required Dixie's assistance. It was so nice, for a change, to have someone taking care of her.
So much better than the loneliness, the emptiness that was becoming vaster and vaster and threatened to leave a hole in her soul.
The dating service had worked the first time. First time for Charlotte, anyway. Its website had boasted about same-sex matchups, and it had been true to its word. Dixie, tall, dark haired, with strong features and a slim, powerful body, was exactly what Charlotte needed. Maybe opposites did attract, up to a point.
Unlike the sleek and sensual Dixie, Charlotte was short and blond, and about fifteen pounds overweight, most of it in her hips. She had a heart-shaped, sweet face, as opposed to Dixie's chiseled features and sharp vulpine profile. Dixie was undeniably sexy, but in a way that when she got a few years older might prompt people to refer to her as 'handsome.' Well, she was handsome to Charlotte right now, tonight.
And tonight was going to get better. Each night during the month since they'd first met by appointment at Starbucks seemed better to Charlotte than the last. It was tough enough in a new city without being one of the sisters. True, you could hook up easily enough in New York, but there were risks involved. Sometimes serious risks. There were people, male and female, out there who would hurt you in the worst ways.
Charlotte found Dixie to be delightfully perfect. Dixie knew just how far not to go.
The two women leaned toward each other for mutual support, though Charlotte was sure Dixie had downed only one drink, maybe two. Charlotte's memory was fuzzy. She heard Dixie draw a deep breath.
'Beautiful night.'
'Every night's beautiful with you,' Charlotte said.
Dixie smiled. Two men, maybe a couple, passed on the other side of the street and glanced over at them. Charlotte knew that one way or another it was probably Dixie who drew their attention. Dixie, with her slicked-back black hair, her dark leather jacket and black tights, her high-heeled black leather boots that made her long legs look even longer. And the red scarf tied loosely at her neck, a splash of brilliance like blood. Man or woman, who wouldn't stare? Who wouldn't want?
Charlotte rested her head on the point of Dixie's shoulder as they strolled. 'We gonna put on a CD tonight?'
Dixie smiled. 'If you'd like.'
'I like it with music.'
'You like it with or without,' Dixie said. She pinched Charlotte playfully on the cheek. Not that it didn't hurt a little. Charlotte didn't mind.
Headlights behind them bathed the street in yellow light, but they didn't alter stride or stance. This was friendly territory late at night.
But Charlotte's heartbeat did pick up when the lights got brighter and the car was obviously slowing behind them. She could hear its engine ticking. She didn't look back, though. Neither did Dixie.
The front of the car came into view beside them. A large black car, shiny and with lots of gleaming chrome. Charlotte couldn't help but glance over at it. She thought it was a Chrysler.
It pulled right alongside them and a little ahead and stopped at the curb. The driver buzzed down the passenger-side tinted window and leaned across the seat to look out at them.
'Dixie?'
A man's voice.
Dixie stopped walking and gave Charlotte a brief squeeze, letting her know there was nothing to fear.
'What are you doing here?' Dixie asked the driver, sounding surprised but not particularly afraid. The sure tone of her voice made Charlotte feel better. There wasn't much Dixie couldn't handle.
The driver was smiling. A nice-looking guy. 'I just dropped a friend off at his apartment and was on my way home. Didn't expect to bump into anyone I knew, much less you.' Still smiling, he looked at Charlotte, then back at
