Dark Blood

Logan stepped out onto a patio made up of cracked concrete slabs, wet grass poking up through the joins. ‘There’s no way Danby came all the way up here just to hold Knox’s hand: he’s a superintendent, they don’t babysit rapists, doesn’t matter how well known they are. Something’s up.’

He balanced the doughnut on top of his tea and lit a cigarette, the smoke spiralling away into the cold air.

‘You thought about what I said yesterday? The attitude, the drinking, the being a pain in the arse?’

‘I am not a pain in the arse.’

‘It’s my arse and you’re in it. Being a pain.’ There was a pause. ‘Case in point: Douglas Walker’s brief’s downstairs right now, kicking up shite about his client being denied his human rights.’

Logan closed his eyes and massaged his pounding forehead. ‘Sodding hell – please tell me you didn’t just leave him in the interview room!’

‘Oh no you don’t: he was your bloody arrest! Why didn’t you charge him?’

Bloody typical.

‘Because you ordered me to go supervise the Perv Patrol after the MAPPA meeting! Then you dragged me off to the building site and Polmont’s flat…’ He let his head fall back until he was staring straight up into the low grey sky. ‘Walker was only in on a volley, his lawyer’s going to have a field day.’

Steel let the awkward silence drag out for a couple of beats. ‘Don’t be so sodding daft: course I didn’t just leave him there. What do you think I am, an amateur? Interviewed him, charged him, packed him off to a cell for the night.’

‘Oh…OK.’

‘Point is, you should’ve bloody well checked first thing this morning, shouldn’t you? ‘Stead of waltzing off with no’ a care in the world.’

‘I didn’t waltz anywhere! You told me to go check up on Knox, so I checked up on Knox. How am I supposed to sodding do everything?’ Logan flicked the ash off the tip of his cigarette. ‘And in case you’re interested, Knox threw a wobbly when he saw the morning paper.’

‘Aw, boo-hoo. Is the widdle wapist upset? Diddums. Tell him I’ll come over and kiss it all better with the toe of my boot.’

‘You know, you could help for a change: get the Press Office to tell the media to back off Knox for a bit.’ Logan dropped his cigarette and ground it out against the wet paving slab with his foot.

‘Fuck him.’ Steel sniffed. ‘Get your arse back to the ranch and deal with Walker’s bloody bum-faced brief. I want it all sorted out by the time I’m finished at Polmont’s flat.’

Logan hung up and slid the phone back into his pocket. The doughnut had left a greasy film on the surface of his tea. He poured it out onto the waterlogged grass, not in the mood any more.

Bloody DI Steel – why did everything always have to be his fault?

Back inside, he dumped the mug on the draining board, said thank you for the tea, then made for the front door. He glanced in through the lounge door on the way past, and stopped. Knox was standing in the bay window, looking out at the dreich clay-coloured sky, hugging that carrier bag of his like a hot water bottle for the soul.

He turned, saw Logan watching him, and looked away. ‘I’m sorry about acting the spaz, like. Just gets a bit much sometimes, everyone hating us, you know?’

Logan did. ‘It’s…Don’t worry about it.’

Knox nodded, and turned back to the grimy glass. ‘Do you have a guardian angel, Sergeant?’

Logan laughed. ‘If I do he’s shite at his job.’

‘I’ve got one. God sent someone to look after us. Even when I was in prison he kept an eye out. Kept us safe so I could learn me lesson.’

Logan took his car keys from his pocket. ‘Yeah, well—’

‘See, God’s always testing us, isn’t He? Getting caught, going to prison, that was all part of His plan for us. If He hadn’t done it, I wouldn’t have found Him, would I?’ Knox reached out a hand and drew something on the dirty window with a fingertip. ‘He’s made us the man I am, like.’

Now there was something to be proud of.

The snow’s coming. Richard can feel it in his bones. His arm aches where they broke it at that first group therapy session. Doing all the STOP programme bollocks: everyone sitting about like a bunch of fannies, whinging on about how their mummies and daddies didn’t love them. Didn’t like him taking the piss, did they? No. And ever since then, his arm aches when it’s cold.

The first lesson from God: know when to keep your mouth shut.

Course, then they all had little accidents, didn’t they? And God said unto them, never fuck with a man who works for Mental Mikey – the holy word delivered by a couple of screws who owed the big man a favour.

Guardian angel, see?

Richard watches the policeman hunch his way down the garden path, through the rusty gate, and into a little brown Fiat that looks like a motorized turd.

Stared at him like he was mad, didn’t he? Didn’t believe Richard was telling the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. So. Help. Him. God.

It’s all a test. It’s all a lesson. How you deal with things is important to Him, isn’t it? Stands to reason. Otherwise He wouldn’t make things happen the way He does.