underneath him. Surprisingly, He didn't look angry-he didn't look anything at all, really. “As far as I see it, you didn't have a choice. It was him or me.”
I nodded-that was fair enough.
“And you chose me.” He stopped rocking. “And I will forever be grateful to you. Although I’m aware you don't want to hear it, Dulcie, you were a hero that night.”
“You don’t understand, Knight.” I paused, fumbling to find the right words, trying to justify my own cowardice. “I just…just couldn't shoot him.”
Knight shrugged. “No one blames you for that.” He paused, distractedly picking up a pen and started doodling on Quillan's desk calendar.
“You should blame me for that,” I said.
“Quillan must've known you wouldn't shoot him, or he wouldn't have left it as your only option.”
Okay, he had another point there. I stood up and started pacing the room, hating the fact that the air still smelled of Quillan's aftershave, that everything in this office reminded me of Quillan and made me miss him. I stopped pacing to find Knight smiling with amusement.
“Either way, Knight, I don't deserve the promotion. I failed in my duties and…I'm sorry but I'm resigning my post.” I crossed my arms against my chest. Knight stood up, his intimate gaze never breaking from mine, and approached me. I backed away. “I won't let you quit.” I laughed involuntarily. “You don't have a choice.”
I dropped myself back into the visitor's chair, and he braced himself against the edge of Quillan's desk, still fidgeting with the pen. “You're the best person on my team. I can't afford to lose you.” “I'm sorry, but…” I shook my head. “I’ve made up my mind.” He ran an agitated hand through his hair and dropped the pen against the desk. “What are you going to do for work then?” I hadn't thought that far ahead. “I don't know.” He arched a brow. “Not a very good plan, Dulce.” I sighed, annoyed with myself. “I guess I could go back to waiting tables for a while-just until I find something better.”
He nodded, but the concerned lines in his forehead said he was anything but optimistic. “And what would that something better be?” he asked.
I just shrugged.
“You belong in law enforcement, Dulce, it's in your blood. I've seen you out there and you love it…just as much as I do. You’ll never be happy doing anything else.”
Okay, it’s super annoying when someone claims to know you better than you know yourself. Although I had enjoyed my job, there were a myriad of other things I liked better-writing being the first and foremost. But, I didn’t want to admit that to him. “Well, I won't be happy here either. Maybe I'll move from Splendor and live somewhere else.” “Don’t you realize you can't run away from things? No matter where you go, they'll eventually find you until you confront them.” My hands started to contract into fists. Since when had Knight become Dr. Phil? “Are you done? I want to go now.”
Knight was quiet for a few moments, and his silence unsettled me more than his cockiness. Finally, he sighed and stood up, gazing out the window that overlooked Splendor Park. “I can't change your mind?” “No.” He turned to face me again, his hands seeking solace in his pockets. “Then, I want you to work as a consultant.” “What?”
“When I need you for a particularly difficult case, I want to be able to call on you. You won't have to come to the office but you'll be on call should I need you.”
I started to adamantly shake my head.
“Please, Dulce, just until I can find your replacement. If you don't want to do it for me, do it for the team.”
I bit my lip. Do if for the team; what a great line. Damn him. “You're a real bastard, you know?”
He smiled. “It's gotten me this far.”
I gulped down my protest and laughed, but it was a courtesy laugh. I should've known Knight would force the issue. “Okay, okay. Can I go now?”
“Not just yet.” He was silent as a smirk curled his lips. “One more thing…”
I frowned. “What?”
His eyes searched the ceiling as the smile on his lips broadened. “Now that we aren't officially working together and you’re no longer my subordinate…” As if I ever was his subordinate! Holy Hades, the man was narcissistic. “Yes, what?” I impatiently demanded. “I want to ask you out to dinner.” My mouth gaped in astonishment. “Like a date?” He chuckled. “Yeah, a date. I imagine I wasn’t the only one of us to feel…a connection?”
A connection wasn’t exactly what I’d call it. And that reminded me…a moment I'd been looking forward to had arrived at last. The wheels of my brain began spinning with delight. “That's right, I haven't made true on my promise to torture you yet, have I?” “Torture me?” he chuckled. “Hmm,” I tapped my chin, wondering where to start. “Yeah, don’t you remember your little reaction to the creature juice?'” He studied me with a bewildered expression. “What are you talking about?” “Ah, of course you don't remember. How convenient. You turned into quite the horn dog after Sam made us swallow that potion.” Knight dropped his stare, but a smile crested over his lips. Oh, he remembered all right. “Yeah, um, about that…” “‘Chains and blindfolds’ is a direct quote,” I continued, savoring this as much as I promised myself I would. “Let me make it up to you,” he said, his eyes begging me to stop. I stood up. Even though Knight was gorgeous, he was one cocky bastard. “Thanks for the invitation, but I'm going to pass.”
He couldn't keep the surprise from registering on his face. So, Knight wasn't used to rejection? Even better then that he should get it from me.
I started for the door, valuing the expression on his face as priceless. I paused with my hand on the doorknob and turned to face him for the last time. “Give me a call when you get a tough case.”
Then I opened the door and walked out.
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One month later, I'd finished my Bram book. Now it was time to try and recruit an agent. If I said I wasn't excited about going through the process again, it would be an understatement. But, unfortunately, I had to do what I had to do.
After finishing my query letter and a five-page synopsis, I compiled the list of agent names and email addresses and began the task of emailing my queries. After an hour, I'd managed to get through the entire list and sat back in my chair, heaving an exhausted sigh.
I was proud of this book-I'd put a lot of time and effort into it. And Bram…well, without him, I wouldn't have had a book at all. Thinking I should probably let him know I'd finished it and was now trying to find an agent to represent it, I called No Regrets. Angela answered the phone and was quick to connect me with Bram. “Sweet,” he said, with genuine surprise. “Hi, Bram, I wanted to let you know I finished the book.” “Ah, did you? That is very good news. What is next?” “Well, I'm trying to get an agent to represent it and if I find one, he or she will pitch it to the publishing houses.” “I wish you much luck, Sweet.” He paused. “Regarding that favor you owe me…” I knew that favor would yield its ugly head sooner or later. “Yes?” “I would like to escort you to dinner tomorrow evening, if that suits you.”
“You want to take me on a date?” I laughed. “Really, Bram, I would've thought owing you a favor would turn out to be a much bigger pain in my ass than that!”
Bram chuckled. “Well, I am flattered to think you regard a date with me as not a…pain in your posterior. Are you free tomorrow evening?” “Yes.” “Then I shall pick you up at nine p.m. Please dress with elegance.” “Okay, Bram, I'll see you tomorrow.”
He hung up and it suddenly dawned on me that Sam might not find this arrangement especially pleasing. Ugh, I hadn't even considered her feelings before I'd agreed. Dammit. I dialed her number. “Hello?” “Sam, it's Dulcie.” “Hey, girl, what's going on?”
I gulped down my guilt. “Nothing. I just got off the phone with Bram, and he invited me to dinner to celebrate my finishing the book.” I paused. “I just wanted to make sure you were okay with it? If not, I won’t go.”
She was quiet for a few seconds. “Yeah, I'm fine. I always knew he had the hots for you anyway…”
“No, it's not like that, Sam.”
She laughed. “Whatever you're convincing yourself, it is like that and no, I'm not bothered by it at all. I'm over Bram.” She paused. “Actually, I’m thrilled to hear you’ll be going on a date. This will be your first in what?” “A year,” I grumbled. “Wow. Yes, go and enjoy yourself! And don’t worry about me.” I sighed in relief. “Okay, thanks. How are things with you?” “Good, everything at work is good.” She started to laugh. “All the women are in love with
