“You met her after she was already dead,” Charles said. “She’s not
Daisha stepped protectively in front of Rebekkah. “Who’s the old guy?”
“I am Mr. D, child, and I’ll thank you not to call me old.” Charles pointed at her with a dark wood cane.
The old man bowed to Rebekkah. “Your escort was appreciated, Miss Barrow.” He walked off down the street with a jaunty poise that reminded Rebekkah of the gait of a much younger man.
“What about Daisha?” Rebekkah asked.
With a stern look at the girl standing between them, Charles said, “I suspect she’ll be quite fine, but unless I misread the presence of the
Daisha grinned at something Rebekkah couldn’t hear. “Yeah?”
She hugged Rebekkah suddenly, and as she leaned in, she whispered, “Thank you.”
Rebekkah didn’t let go right away. “You’ll be careful?”
“I’ll be here when you come. You can check on me if you want,” Daisha said.
“Alicia and I have some business to take care of,” Byron started. “We can all walk Daisha over and—”
“I need to talk to Charles,” Rebekkah interrupted. “He owes me some answers.”
“Well then.” Charles tucked Rebekkah’s hand into the crook of his elbow. With his cane, he pointed to a small wooden building only steps from where they stood. “We’ll be at the café.”
Byron caught Charles’ gaze. “Don’t get her shot this time.”
Charles didn’t look away. “Those gentlemen have come to understand the error of their ways.”
Byron looked at Rebekkah, and when she nodded, he walked off with Daisha—and presumably with Alicia, too.
Rebekkah followed Charles across a wood plank walkway, reminiscent of a frontier town. Her footsteps echoed as she walked. “No swinging doors?”
He quirked a brow at her. “That would be overkill, wouldn’t it?”
Without wanting to, she laughed. “You’re never caught off guard, are you?”
Instead of replying, Charles opened the rough planked door and stepped to the side to let her enter. Inside, there were no people. Plain tables were arranged haphazardly throughout the room. At the far end was a small stage with a piano and bench. Thick but worn deep blue velvet drapes were pulled to the sides in front of the stage.
Charles pulled out a chair at the table where a very out-of-place silver tea service waited. Next to it was a tray of sandwiches and cakes. At either side of the table there were folded linen napkins. Despite the contrast with the surroundings, the tea and food seemed perfectly right.
The comfort of hiding away in the darkened building was unexpected but undeniable. The urge to weep was less unexpected. Rebekkah couldn’t say whether it was exhaustion or sorrow or relief, but she simply couldn’t help herself.
Charles didn’t remark on the tears that flowed down her cheeks as he poured their tea. “You asked about names. When my name is known, it is soon forgotten. The word doesn’t stay long in mortal minds.” He leaned back and looked at her. “Not my name, not the place’s name. Knowing it, knowing me, is inevitable. Everyone ‘dances with Mr. D,’ but some mortals—like you—are already half in love with death. It is who you are, and I’ll not make it harder on you by telling you things you don’t need to know. Ask me again when you die. Then I’ll tell you everything, anything, nothing.”
She wondered if it was worth the effort of denying that she was in love with death. Deciding it wasn’t, she said only, “I’m not going to get your real name, then?”
“I’m fond of being called Charles.” He took her hand.
She didn’t pull away. “How much of this did you know? Daisha? Cissy? Maylene’s murder? What about Alicia?”
“I know the dead when they slip out of my reach, and when they are in my reach. I knew of Daisha’s death and her awakening.”
“But Cissy—”
“Wasn’t dead. Her actions weren’t within my sight.” He turned her hand over and peered into her palm as if he could read secrets in it. “I knew of Maylene’s death before you did, but that was because I know of deaths, not because it was something I could stop. I loved her, as I love you and as I loved Alicia and the others who’ve been Graveminders. You’re mine.” His voice was gentle, but the fervent look in his eyes was unnerving. “You look after my children. You care for them, bring them home where they are safe.”
“Your children eat people.” She shuddered. Here, with him, her affection for the dead was lessened. Here, she could feel the horror of what they had done.
“Only when they aren’t cared for,” he pointed out. “You returned them here. Daisha could have gone beyond the town. She was strong enough, but you stopped her.”
“So this means you’re going to act like I’m some adopted mother to every dead person, like I’m den mommy to the dead?” She stood up and paced away from him.
“I’ve not had it phrased thus before, but”—he smiled beatifically—“yes, that works well enough as an answer. Graveminders are sacred. Both here and there, you are prized above all others to me, to our many children.”
“So the bullets on my first visit were a Mother’s Day gift? The lunging, let-me-eat-your-skin thing they do is a hug?” Rebekkah leveled a glare at him. “I don’t think so.”
“Some children can be unruly, I admit. You’ll care for them, though, and I’ll do all I can to care for you.” He gave her a crooked smile and then held out a small plate with tiny sandwiches on it.
“This is all extremely fucked up,” she muttered.
But she reclaimed her seat across from him all the same.
Charles looked content as he lifted a sandwich to his lips.
“What about Alicia?” she asked.
The hand holding the sandwich paused almost imperceptibly before Charles said, “The late Ms. Barrow is a never-ending headache.”
“And?”
“And nothing. There’s nothing else I’m inclined to say.” He took a bite of his sandwich.
Chapter 56
FOR A BRIEF MOMENT, CHARLES THOUGHT THAT REBEKKAH HAD ACcepted his answers, but then she scowled at him. “No.”
“No?” he echoed.
“I just sentenced a woman to die because she wanted to be a Graveminder, but not your ‘servant.’ ” Rebekkah shook her head. “I didn’t sign a contract. I’ve been playing guess-the-rules, and you are withholding information. I
There was nothing that said he had to answer, no rule that he must reveal his failings, but he hadn’t lived for eternity without learning how to judge people. His Graveminder would be more sympathetic if she knew the truth. For Charles, that was reason enough.
“Once, almost three hundred years ago, a woman, Abigail, came here. Opened a gate and came to me. A living, vibrant woman had entered my domain. She really was an incredible woman, my Abigail. Spirited like you.” He gave Rebekkah a small smile. “There are other lands of the dead, but this one was still new.”
“Why?”
He waved his hand. “Space issues, mostly. They fill. New ones appear. I took charge of this one, was honored to, really. I’m not the only face of Death, my dear, but in some place before memory, I’d been something else. I know that. Nothingness given shape.”
“Oh.”
