books.
It was almost two in the morning when he returned to the house on Further Lane, and he was surprised to see the ground-floor lights burning bright through the trees as he wended his way down the drive. His father and Gayle weren’t due out till the following evening, and Richard was inclined to turn in well before midnight.
He parked near the front door and entered.
‘Hello.’
Silence. No. The dim sound of music—Beethoven—coming from the drawing room.
The room was empty, but the doors to the terrace were open.
‘Richard?’
‘Out here.’
He was seated in a rattan chair, staring out across the lawn. Manfred could tell immediately that something was wrong. The ashtray on the low table beside him was almost full, the wine bottle near empty.
‘Who was she?’ asked Wakeley without turning.
‘No one. You don’t need to worry.’
‘Oh, but I do. And so do you.’
There was a manic edge to his voice, uncharacteristic and worrying.
‘Richard…?’
Richard pointed to a chair. Only when Manfred had pulled it up and sat down did Richard turn and look at him.
‘It’s Labarde. He went to see a lawyer.’
Manfred felt breathless all of a sudden. ‘A lawyer?’
‘It looks like he might have some kind of document.’
‘What document? What are you talking about?’
‘Calm down.’
‘I am calm. What document, damn it!?’
‘I don’t know exactly. Our man…he managed to speak to the lawyer. It seems Labarde wanted to know what weight a document written by a dead person would carry in a court of law.’ He paused. ‘A document which had come to light since that person’s death, implicating the author and others in a crime.’
‘A diary? A letter? What?’
‘Labarde said it came to him via a lawyer. He didn’t have it with him, he didn’t say what exactly.’
‘A confession…’
‘That’s what it sounds like. Written to Labarde and to be delivered to him in the event of her death.’
‘Jesus Christ.’ He reached for one of Richard’s cigarettes and lit it. ‘He’s bluffing.’
‘Except he didn’t come to us, Manfred, he sought legal advice, not knowing he was being followed.’
He was right. It didn’t hang together.
‘No,’ continued Richard, ‘she saw what was coming.’
How? He had been so persuasive with Lillian, so masterful in his manipulation. When Justin first came to him with the news that she was wavering badly, he hadn’t gone in hard—going in hard with Lilly had always been counter-productive, ever since she’d been old enough to defend herself with fist or tongue.
No, he had approached her in a spirit of sympathy, laying his own torment on thick, even managing to squeeze out some tears. He had said he needed time to think about it, to figure how best to approach the issue of coming clean about the accident.
Christ, he had almost persuaded himself of his own sincerity. And she had seen right through it. Through him. As she always had done. She was the only person in the world who could make him feel naked, stripped bare. When she was present in the room he would find himself questioning and doubting every word he uttered, every opinion he held. She was like a mirror always lurking at the periphery of his vision. Every now and then he’d glance over and catch sight of his own reflection, and he’d falter and stumble.
She had always praised his talents, more than any other member of the family. What she disliked, as she’d told him many times, was his application of those gifts to the wrong ends. He sometimes wondered if she hadn’t struck up a relationship with Justin purely in order to stay close to him, to monitor him, setting herself up as his moral compass. He hadn’t resented this; he’d embraced the challenge, the debate, their continual sparring. He was happy to have her play at being his conscience, if only because it helped him believe he might actually have one. Besides, in the end her words were just that—words—they counted for nothing.
The accident had changed all that. It had empowered her, it had allowed her to hold sway over him, it had given her control—not theoretical and intellectual, but real and immediate. His choices were now her choices, and hers his. They were bound together in perpetuity, his fate now in her hands.
And when it came to it, she had opted to take from him everything she knew he held dear. On a point of principle she had chosen to destroy him. Now here she was again, still working from beyond the grave to bring him down, entrusting her wishes to a goddamn fisherman.
‘What does it mean, Richard?’
‘What does what mean?’
‘The document, for Christ’s sake.’